@ colleen
the "yo im so hard" thing
i meant hard, like ganstaaaaaaa


@ maranda
he started laughing
then said he was kidding






ps
im getting tickets
to a show they are playing
with hey monday
and cartel
so i get to creep on one of them :p



i just hope it's not chris
because he kind of hates me!

i must say...

today was a pretty epic day for having to rush into work in the am cuz someone quit
then being stuck there for like 12 hrs

haha

the one dude bought me a flower from this random creeper off the street

and then i was on the t
and this random dude
who i insist id from a local band (so shut up maranda)
and his random friend
were on the t
and his friend was just randomly like
"what are u listening to"
and i was like "avril lavinge"
and he was like freaking out
like "NO WAY!!!! I HEARD METALL!"
and i was like, "no, its avril laving, when she didnt suck, u wanna hear"
and he was like "wat were u listening to before that"
and i was like "rise against"
and he was like "aah! u like rise againt"
and i was like "yea, they r awesome"
and we got into this deep conversation about music
and how they were all like "LAMB OF GOD!!!!!!"
so i promised them id listen to them
and i still havent
and the friend showed me a pic of him and the dude from anthrax<3
but it wasnt scott ian
so bllllllah!!!
then they made fun of me for going to warped tour
but i was like "no no no no no, that casualties were there...AND alkaline trio"
and they were like "NOOO!"
and i was like
"BUT THE CASUALTIES WHERE THERE!!!!"
and then they started saying that i was into all these main stream bands
and i was trying to explain to them i like more scremo
but they were probably too drunk to comprehend any of it
and the cory looking dude told me his name was jerome
and i pointed out that name was really black for him
then he started laughing
and then i had to get off
and he was just like "LAMB OF GOD!!!!!!'
i was trying to wheasle in ways to figure out if it was him
i was unsucessfull
but i dnt think hed b in the composers and kinda like the i drive, if he was all LAMB OF GODDDDDDDDDD!!!!! haha

soooooo
maybe maranda is right

o wells,
ill see him again
maybe
possiably
and i just be like
"hey! its the kid that thinks his name is jerome!"
and probably get awkwardlt looked at

so imma listen to some lamb of god
actually
probably not
because i dont really like them

but if i see them again
ill tell them i did
haha

catch 22 becomes beauty in the eye of the beholder

damn lyrics all up in my head



math class is boring
we dont learn nething
i sit here in this class hearing "im hungry"
and "im always an annoying fucking ass hole"
and "yo im so hard"
like uggg

i hate people

not just these people
and not these people specificially

i just have grown into a state of hating everything
actually, i think i was born into that state
but it had developed in to a genuine i hate everyonve and everything in and around the universe
blah

i just like hate live in general
as emoish as that may seem

i tend to go on these reants, kind of frequently
more to my self than others
but still

i get pissed off
and get in a shitty mood
then stay in a shitty mood

a few people bring me out of the shitty mood while im around them
and sometimes now one can

i dnt wanna goto work today
cuz last time i was in a shitty mood
i was telling the servers to move the fuck outta my way
and saying "lets just stand in the way like assholes"

when im pissed
it shows





blah





i have a headache
imma steal some ib profin from my locker b4 lunch
at cafe 18




blah blah blah blah blah
i hate this school
la de dada dw da


oh yea
AND!!!


idk wat i was gonna say


i hace skillzzzzzzzzzzzzzz




w.e peaceee

im updating this just because i can

blah


i might be going to the black veil brides concert
mainly because i like motionless in white
and i was sad i didnt see them at warped tour

speaking of which
the day i kno when warped tour comes here, im taking off


my stomach is rumbly
and its annoying me


yesterday i threw up bright ass pink
it scared me



ummmmmm
yea





maybe my stomach was telling me it supported bresh cancer awareness

i guess its just one of those days

i dnt wanna goto school
so imma b late
and by late i mean catch a bus that will get me there late to school but not class
even tho now that i think about it, they changed that rule

anywho
idk
iv just been all blah since last night
sooo

i guess ill go like straighten my hair, and eat a bagel
and have some tea
and maybe catch the bust after the bus i plan on catching

blah
idk
and
idc

i dnt wanna goto school today



period

technicially

ronnie radke is part of my grad project

because escape the fate was on tour with hawthorne heights when casey calvert died

and turns out mick mars from motley crue is supposed to co-write a song with etf
im not sure if i like that
but as long as nikki and craig dnt associate
its all good



i love how my life is one big awkward circle :)

grad project

i changed my essential question from
"what early intervention should be taken before self harm becomes suicide"
to
"what untraditional ways can self harm and suicide be prevented"

i believe it is much more fitting
and it is approved

:)<3


ps the :)<3 is gonna b my signature on my phone
once i figure out how to put one
but i dnt think i can
haha

or atleast i think that if i can i wld have foud it out on accident by now

i am sooooooooooo happpppy :DDDDDDDDD

go to ask.com
type in ronnie radke
click on the images
and look on the 4th page :DDDD



hehe
my picture comes up
:DDDDD
<3<3<3<3<3<3




im oddly happy :D

dosijfsldkfjlkdsj

i was gonna do that for the whole post
but my finder hurts









so im not

































fin

no effort

damn, 3-2 flyers....packing then shower, then bed, then school, then camping, then camping, then camping, then camping, then camping, then partent teacher confrences, then school, then work, then school, then work, then school, then work, then school, then maybe a haunted house or fright night :p then work, then work, then school...there is my next week, exciting eh?


[its called no effort because i just coppied it from my fb status]




ps if i have service at camp, ill be happy
if i have wifi at camp, i will jizz

im taking my laptop
[expensive] camera
and cell phone
key things u sld never take camping

haha, good thing its not a tent :DD

imma start a band

and we are gonna be called "Organic brain disease"
and we are going to do foreigner cover songs

muhahaha

dead tired

and 3 question things got deleted from my laptop wen i restarted it

fml
i hate the h drive
x_x

every time..

i look at or think about one of the colleges i want to go to but can't


i die a little inside




but then i die alittle inside every time i come to school
and alot in grad project

yay

unicorns are real!!!

so take that maranda!