give me that uh, give me that uh uh!

i cnt find a link for it
its some 13min long techno song probably made by some one that had nothing better to do

but it feels like i havent posted in ages
its only been like 2 or 3 days
but still

i guess not much is happening and life is returning to its usual pattern
aaaahhhhh

yea, ill bitch again
when something happened

most likley next week
during break
if im not dead from boredom
well, at least ill have a computer :D

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i want people to text again
i liked having someone that i could txt from the second we were both awake, until the second on of us fell asleep
its really nice :D

speaking of txts
i feel like telling people i love them
because i have so much bursting out of my heart because of this:::
http://blogs.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=blog.view&friendId=5791181&blogId=530992461
like i said
if true love exists, i found a chance to win it
<3
i know i wont, because there are probably 384732847238423 people buying 5 tickets
and im gonna buy one
i hope
best $10 ill ever spend
haha
if i won, i would cry
and call people
then wen i got it
i would hang it
on my wall
and not a soul could touch it
not even me
except if i had to move it
or clean it if it was dusty
i would cherish it
and care for it better than myself
and i would just love it
and it would give me a reason to smile every time i saw it
and if i learned how to play the guitar
i would only use it once i got really really good
and i would only play ronnies songs on it
and if i was in a band
i would use it to play my first concert
and that one only
but idk
i just love ronnie radke sooooo much
and i dont think people realize the extent of it
i think every one thinks that its an "OMG! FAMOUS SEXY GUY!!!!! I LOVE U"
but its not
its more
and its odd to say that
but when i get REALLY into ['famous'] people [no sexualness involved] i just feel a strong connection to them
like, stronger than any friendship
idk
this is weird
and probably makes no sense
but its heartfelt
and every time i say that i love ronnie radke
its 100% real, and honest, and sincere :)
hence y im calm, and my mood channges every time i say it
i feel more at peace too
and if im pissed, or anything, if i say "i love ronnie radke" i get all calm and mellowed

and i an surprised at myself that i didnt write to him in jail
=\
but isk what to say
and it would be so repetitive
person after person telling him how amazing he is
and how much they cant wait for him to get out
and how kick ass falling in reverse is gonna be
and how much FIR with pwn ETF's asses
and how craig is the hugest cock lover ever
and how much of a douchey traitor max is
and how craig fucked up ETF
and how craig is trying to BE ronnie
and everything he already knows
i actually really want to send him pick of the cupcakes :D
becuase then maybe id be memorable, like gummykite, because i cant remember his real name
haha

but yea

bed time i guess..