*hiccup*

my
arm
is
fucking
killing
me


and unless it is stationary, it hurts like a fucking bitch
uggggg
and tomorrow is my first day at ccac for physiology
and kennywood
with my arm
it may be hell
but ill probably be having too much fun to care
umm, yea

FUCKING HICCUPS!!!!

im hoping that i can get an editing system on my laptop
and then i can start making videos
ummm, yea

but yea,
a reality check time

life is moving too fast for me to take it in
and somethimes it stresses and freaks me out
i never thought id actually end up graduating high school
and i never really wanted to go to college
but city high made me change my thought
and idk, but i really dont want to
okay like,
i want to experience the "college life"
but i dnt want to goto any normal colleges
and the 3 i really wanted to go to
well
full sail maked u pay 200 dollars to reserve ur seat
plus all the other shit i said about it
IAR doesnt have an 'apply here' button
and neither dose IBC
and all the 'big' colleges applications that i kinda wanted to goto pose too much effort because i got to create an account
i gotta love my laziness
but its too much effort to like, not get accepted
idk
and even tho it would be the smartest choice, i dont want to goto ccac for 2 years
i mean, its not that its a community college
but it is
and i havent even officially attended a class there and i fucking hate it
its gay and pisses me off
just like city high
idk
and yes, here i am pondering if i should just drop out and get my ged
but i will wait till graduation project
and once i fail i will tell my parents i dont want to graduate at some random school and im not staying at city high for another year
gotta love how possitive i am
gah

i applied for a job at cvs
yay x_x
but i rather work there than mcdonalds
actually, i promised my self id never work at mcdonalds
wendys, yes
idk, i need to go back to the mall and get more applications
i would love to work at hot topic
or jurneys
because, i love those stored, dah

surprising typing does irratate my arm too badly
and i wanna like, do my laundry, but its too heavy and hurts
so ill probably take some more ib profin and then fold clean clothes
and wake up at 8 to do my laundry
and get a shower
and then ill b ready like way early for no reason
but my clothes will b clean
blah
actually, i might b able to find something clean
in matter of fact, i kno ill b able to
haha

ummm, yea
and i need to show maranda the curgeres den
because it seems pretty chill
and theres a pool table there
haha, win xDD


ugggggg, i need to clean my gauges
which reminds me...
i took them out one day wen i was getting a shower because the tapers kinda annoy me when im getting a shower
yea, a few hrs later i remembered
it kinda hurt a bit
but it felt good becuase they didnt feel really loose like they normally do

okay
no ones gonns read this
and if they do they do

but imma sleeeeeep
or something
night