My so called "life"

i hate how commercialized christmas is. its a waste of time, effort, and money that we have all been brainwashed in to doing each year...

we decorate
and shop
we wrap
we become greedy and shelfish

i hate christmas
and how it has become something it shouldnt be

first off, why the fuck are we the one's getting gifts? i mean, arnt we celebrating jesus being born? shouldnt we b straight up like going to church and praying and doing stuff to show we are greatfull for his birth?

christmas has become and american thing, not a relgious thing

and where the hell did santa come from? okay, so some fat guy in a red suite flys around the whole friggin wrold on some magic deer sliding down chimneys, eating cookies, and drinking milk? how wld he even have the time and money and wat not
and yes, glitter and oatmeal is raindeer food, i bet they get sooooo much energy from that


sorry, i just always tend to get in this mood during christmas
i mean, idk




p.s
i hate unwraping gifts because it makes me feel awkward
thats y i enjoy my birthday
getting a few cards in the mail
and just slicing them open and collecting money







idk
maybe this thing called christmas cheer just hasnt got to me yet
maybe it will come back
like wen i was little
and will come back around
wen im older

maybe not




























bah
this is my monthly rant x_x