45 more days :)

kinda had a deepish convo with a teacher
and it made me realize that as much as i hate this place
i will miss it
i will miss the teachers
the people
the standing in front of school b4 it starts
and yea
but still
idk

i want to get out of here
yet i never want to leave


ill still come down twn every once in a while
and say hi to my capa friends and city high peoples
and then ill go home
and go back to sleep
haha


but yes, only
45 more days until im no longer a high schooler
45 more days until i graduate
45 more days until i never have to wear these dumb ass dress clothes every damn day
53 to 60 more days till i quit my job
then like almost 2 full months to shove as much fun into as possible
then off to college

but i guess there is not point of my saying this
cuz you already know
sooooo...



i think (if possible) i will come back for snowball next year, for colleen








p.s.
i will not miss these damn ballsy freshmen
haha

*sucking teeth* dnt just cut me off like that
fuck u, im a senior

haha, that shut her up :p