idc

just got home like 10 or 20 mins ago
i was gonna bs my discussion
but then got distracted

i sent myself i time capsul e-mail on july 9, 2007
and i just got it today
it made me cry
i tld myself not to forget ppl that i left from sas
and 2 jr at that time
and out of all of them
i really only kinda dont tlk to one of them
so its really good

then i lost the game

past me is a douche for that


i also told me self that i hope im prepared for college
i wonder why i picked today
maybe it was just random
or maybe it was the sr. graduation day that year
idk

but i think it helped me
idk how
but i just think that its like
past me had so much more confidence in me than i have in me now
and it's kinda depressing, but still
its like, idk, i cant describe it
but i can feel it


idk
weird
imma goto sleep
and try to bs that book shit another time
idc
haha



night :)