My so called "life"

so much i want to say
yet i dont want to say a damn thing


blah
thats all


i mean
im fucked on this essay
and even tho i keep saying i wish i was at home, i really dont
i mean

i wish i had a job
and a place of my own
and maybe a car
but back in pittsburgh

i belong here
or at least in a city
im supposed to be in a city
and around people
and in the middle of heticness
thats just who i am
and my personality

i mean, yes, i like to get away every once in a while to the middle of no where
but it sucks
especially around a college
cuz theres no fucking jobs
and i got really pissed when u said there were
like gtfo, no there arnt ass wads


blah
im rethinking next year already...



but i guess imma txt a few ppl then call it a night
so night