whore face :p


what about legs?
haha

and i no haz class tomorrow, so if your not doing anything you should call
and i can tell you about it if you wanna know
or some other random shit xD
bahaha


i figured u were
a) sleeping
b) your room mate was sleeping
so i didnt call now, lolz
and i didnt feel like texting you, lolz

maranda,

its a long, stupid, retard, story


which is now irrelevant
kinda



haha




btw, i broke my curse :p
even tho im pretty sure i txted you that xD haha
just in case i didnt

and im officially done with you...




...so much for the happy posts...

i hate that you are right...




arg, stop it

i hurt everywhere
i literately got my ass outta bed and showed and dressed and did my hair and did cool make up that i never did before just to sit in bed


uggg, i really did plan my schedule for latter in the semester when i actually have home work


any who
another sleep over tonight
and probably another sleepless night

because once i fall asleep i stay asleep for a few hours then wake up every hour until i had to go to class, of till i was just tired of sleeping


arg, idk why im in so much pain
maybe i have that joint thing that gets bothered by the cold, which im pretty sure i dont have

its like in my back and shoulders and sides and wrists and feet and muscles
it feels like ive been on my feet for like 20 hours straight and did a bunch of weight lifting
and i did neither

i mean, idk


i feel refreshed, but in pain
how does that make sense?


and im trying not to take a nap
so that i can sleep tonight

and now i re-think myself...

just as an added note
i like that my blogs are happy
and then i can go back and read them with a smile


as compared to just mindlessly ranting
and being pissed
and sad
and mad
and angry
and god knows what else


well, thats all :)

packing, to go back to school...

but i think im taking more stuff than i came home with, despite the fact im leaving some clothes here...


i think i just need to move out, and permanently live up there
it would make my life easier


but unless i get a car
and a decent job
thats not happening

unless my parents pay for it instead of housing
which they wouldnt

because part of me thinks they actually miss me being home
which i sure as hell dont miss it

thanks giving break was nice
this was too long
spring break and easter break will be nice

summer is going to kill me x_x


im not sure how to handle having 4 months off
and im not sure how im going to handle not having april off


i wish college was year round...
that was one of the very few things i adored about city high


blarg
i think i need a tea break :)


im close enough to dont packing, kinda, idk w/e


iz just sad i gotta wait till monday to see someone instead of sunday D:
oh wellz, i shall live

ill use sunday to run around and procrastinate buying books and unpacking
im craving some wow wings :D hehe

and im going to try not to use all my flex
which shouldnt be a problem
seeing as how i kept paying other peoples flex...
and now i have people to goto van with
and now that i know when the breakfast/lunch/dinner times are
and now i wont be buying bottles of pop and what not
just energy drinks
sooooo many energy drinks :D

haha

i went to spaghetti warehouse
and i swear my aunt and uncle always like plan this
but we always get the same guy
and hes such a flirt
and it makes me smile
and giggle

its fun to listen to him to pretend to know what im talking about
and end up with three drinks cuz he keeps bringing me then despite the fact my glass isnt empty xD

haha

i should really actually work on knowing his name
and then ill creep on him on facebook

and then itll be really funny ^_^

i still love him :)

http://bryanstars.com/post/8610626264/ronnie-radke-and-get-scared-are-at-war-after-an

im actually tired at a reasonable time :)
hehe
today was good
and productive
i hope tomorrow is good as well ^_^

oh yea
this was the convo i had with someone, lolz

in the not green, idk how i phones work and i made this on smartpowned ^_^

oh yea, i forgot something in my last post...

i really dont like this 'ron' character thats touring with fir
i miss mika

i mean, i guess, he has to be good
hes pretty much a nobody
so he has to be good

he just doesnt, idk, fit
maybe he fits more
i dont like him
sorry

i have a headache
and i feel like im going to throw up
the longest ive been awake was about an hour
and now since its late that gets to change

yay?

not really, arg, i need to work the graveyard shift someplace so i can justify this fucked up pattern!

and because of all the sleep today, i literally ignored everyone that texted me or called me
and i didn't post anything to twitter or facebook

so im sorry if you were one of those people
but i doubt that you are

i talked to a whole 5 people today
2 of them being my parents
its a slow day

but ive realized that as much as i like the aloneness, i NEED to interact with a lot of people to be happy and content, thats why work always makes me feel better
i also strive for chaos, not too much, but there needs to be some
and im normally good at finding that perfect balance between chaos and sanity, i guess those count as opposites

this headache wont go away
and i kind of want to go to sleep
but if i do ill probably sleep untill 5am, and get all pissed off
im shooting for 1 maybe 2am as a time to go to sleep tonight
i hope i can make it till them, and i hope im not wide awake by then

i really wanna be inspired
i wanna do something creative
and cool
:)

i adore all the cute things you say to me
and hope that you mean them the same way i mean them when i say them to you
im sure they are sincerer


and i can't wait for the day i can say i love you :)<3

words are meaninless

i have the urge to say something deep, but those words just wont come out


and i think my body has taught me to only sleep when someone is at work
and forces me to be awake to say good morning
and lets me wake up like right before he gets outta work
stupid body, sleep at normal times



oh yea, and find a job in edinboro thats in walking distance
and some other stuff
but right now just those :)

mmkaythnxbai