long story short

finally done packing with an exception of stuff im using tomorrow, the walls are blank and boring, my curtains are down and i hate the emptiness and imprisonment...im not looking forward to going home and unpacking and still feeling imprisoned...but on the plus i thought of a way i can set up my room so i can bring my drum set to school, and i finally get to enjoy that yoohoo ive been saving since the beginning of the semester for this exact moment...its so bittersweet to be leaving...



and i want to say so much more
but i dont feel like it


and i want to feel...something, anything

just once i only had posters to take down i just got so emotionless
i hate when i get like this
its depressing
but it doesnt depress me
because i dont feel anything

i just feel empty
empty like my room
it sucks










fuck saying life is hard
growing up, moving on, and change is hard
 

and if thats the only thing i ever learn in life, ill be happy with it





























gah, i feel so lost right now x_x