instead of my other plan
that consisted of me dropping out of high school
and gettin sooooo fucked up on heroin, till i OD and die
but yea
new plan::::
finish high school
go to college
move to canada and get a job there
and then yea
live there
till i die
or something
hehe, all my family will b in the states
i mean, id like visit for holidays
but yea
i still dnt know what i wanna do
like, a criminologist would be sooooo funn
[i think i spelled it wrong, haha]
but there is SO LITTLE crime [specificially murder] in canada that there would be no point in having that job
sooooo, maybe a music critic, but im so use to whats in the US
soooo, maybe a sound editior thing would be best
im thinking it would
hmmmm, too damn much to think of
uggggg
its like, if i fuck up now, im fucked the rest of my life
i hate pressure
and DO NOT do well under it in any way. shape, or form
grrrrr
i miss my Maranda!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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i can relate to this post so much O_O I guess we have so much stuff we can do when we leave college etc...but you have to start to plan it all out so early its never enough time. By the time you go to college you would have had to already decided on what to further study therefore...you would have already had to think about a career. Sometimes, adults can be the least help ever -___- They never actually advise us on whats best.
ReplyDeleteSorry for the rant O_O