i kinda like the mood im in
i <3 being in a idgaf mood
which i am
i just tld some one on myb "kay, if u really wanna drive 2-3hrs for a botty call from a grl u never met b my guest..."
horny boys
haha
9/30/11
im not really sure why im actually in a shitty mood
because i really dont think its ne ones fault
i think its my fault
and i think i think that its people because i dont want to blame myself
any who, of course someone made it worse
so i said fuck it
and tried to watch alice in wonder land on netflix
but my connection is shit
my friends are drinking four loco tonight
i didnt have money to pitch in so i didnt have to think of a last min excuse to not go
i kinda wanna b alone
but i wanna cuddle with someone
but idk
so i jacked my room mates alice in wonderland, because i hate slowness
and i kinda want noms
but really dont wanna eat ramen now
mainly cuz the microwave is loud
and cuz i really sldnt be consuming 3290482309calories and 3204923049grams of salt in one sitting, especially at 1135 at night
despite the fact its a friday
i was up since 540
cuz i dont sleep
and im probably gonna pass out soon
any ways
idk
i was gonna do hw and was like w.e fuck it
sooooo, i might attempt it after this
cuz god knows i wont be able to fucking sleep
blah
im calling kwik fill tomorrow
because they didnt call me
and i mean, idc if the reason they didnt call me is because i didnt get the job
i mean, i want it
and ill b upset if i dont get it
but i mean, if i didnt get it at least have the fucking decency to call me and tell me
so ill call tomorrow
and act nice
and not like im pissed that they didnt call me
ill be like "hi, this is holli, i had an interview last week and i was told that i would be called this week, but since i wasnt i was just wondering if im able to work or not, thank you so much"
now that i planned that someone will answer and ill b like
"is beth there"
and if they say yes ill be like lemme tlk to her
and ill b like
"hi, this is holli..."
in which shell probably cut me off
at least from wat i gathered about her
but if she doesnt ill continue like
"you said ud call me this week, but i didnt get a call, so i was wondering if you talked to ur manager about hiring me"
or
something
idk
it doesnt matter
shell just cut me off
and b like
"sorry, but we found someone else"
and ill b like, "okay, thanks anyways, but if u ever need me ill be more than happy to work"
holli wants monies x_______x
uggg
because i really dont think its ne ones fault
i think its my fault
and i think i think that its people because i dont want to blame myself
any who, of course someone made it worse
so i said fuck it
and tried to watch alice in wonder land on netflix
but my connection is shit
my friends are drinking four loco tonight
i didnt have money to pitch in so i didnt have to think of a last min excuse to not go
i kinda wanna b alone
but i wanna cuddle with someone
but idk
so i jacked my room mates alice in wonderland, because i hate slowness
and i kinda want noms
but really dont wanna eat ramen now
mainly cuz the microwave is loud
and cuz i really sldnt be consuming 3290482309calories and 3204923049grams of salt in one sitting, especially at 1135 at night
despite the fact its a friday
i was up since 540
cuz i dont sleep
and im probably gonna pass out soon
any ways
idk
i was gonna do hw and was like w.e fuck it
sooooo, i might attempt it after this
cuz god knows i wont be able to fucking sleep
blah
im calling kwik fill tomorrow
because they didnt call me
and i mean, idc if the reason they didnt call me is because i didnt get the job
i mean, i want it
and ill b upset if i dont get it
but i mean, if i didnt get it at least have the fucking decency to call me and tell me
so ill call tomorrow
and act nice
and not like im pissed that they didnt call me
ill be like "hi, this is holli, i had an interview last week and i was told that i would be called this week, but since i wasnt i was just wondering if im able to work or not, thank you so much"
now that i planned that someone will answer and ill b like
"is beth there"
and if they say yes ill be like lemme tlk to her
and ill b like
"hi, this is holli..."
in which shell probably cut me off
at least from wat i gathered about her
but if she doesnt ill continue like
"you said ud call me this week, but i didnt get a call, so i was wondering if you talked to ur manager about hiring me"
or
something
idk
it doesnt matter
shell just cut me off
and b like
"sorry, but we found someone else"
and ill b like, "okay, thanks anyways, but if u ever need me ill be more than happy to work"
holli wants monies x_______x
uggg
weird, illogical, and eaisly amused
someone just described my life after knowing me for under a week
i think he deserves a cookie!
or at least a hug :)
i took a sleepy pill around 1230
it kicked in around 2
and wore off around 6
ive been up since then
got noms with this person
came back to my room
went to the library to work on a group project thing for a bit
and now im here
i have a class at 12
and then one at 2
and in between them i need to print shit
and i feel bad always using my room mates printer
i mean, untill i can throw money at her for using it, ill feel bad
so wen and if i get a job thats where some of my money is going, to her
lolz
:)
im in such a good mood
maybe because i fell asleep and woke up to txt someone i dont hate :)
haha
and i woke up energized for once
then got breakfast and was social
then was social at the library with my group
and its raining
and iz in such a good mood :)
im just waiting for someone to come and fuck it up
and i have a feeling i know who its gonna be
and u do too
soooo
yea
haha
musiccccccc :))))))))D<3
i think he deserves a cookie!
or at least a hug :)
i took a sleepy pill around 1230
it kicked in around 2
and wore off around 6
ive been up since then
got noms with this person
came back to my room
went to the library to work on a group project thing for a bit
and now im here
i have a class at 12
and then one at 2
and in between them i need to print shit
and i feel bad always using my room mates printer
i mean, untill i can throw money at her for using it, ill feel bad
so wen and if i get a job thats where some of my money is going, to her
lolz
:)
im in such a good mood
maybe because i fell asleep and woke up to txt someone i dont hate :)
haha
and i woke up energized for once
then got breakfast and was social
then was social at the library with my group
and its raining
and iz in such a good mood :)
im just waiting for someone to come and fuck it up
and i have a feeling i know who its gonna be
and u do too
soooo
yea
haha
musiccccccc :))))))))D<3
9/29/11
9/28/11
played portal
ate
played some more
and just starting hw
i think ive found a balance between social life and hw and enough sleep, so take that you college triangle!!!
muahaha
"you know its bad when im the one in a group that becomes the one that contacts everyone and sets shit up x___x"
that was the start of my hw
now imma type up this essay
and then do my womens studies thing
then still procrastinate my reading
haha
but i got this shit down
but i know as soon as i get really into it, someones gonna call
and ill b like
no, fuck you
i have hw, im not an art major
said person is going to fail a class we are in together
because ive hinted that we have a semester assignment to him
but hes to stupid to get it
fucking art major x___x
ate
played some more
and just starting hw
i think ive found a balance between social life and hw and enough sleep, so take that you college triangle!!!
muahaha
"you know its bad when im the one in a group that becomes the one that contacts everyone and sets shit up x___x"
that was the start of my hw
now imma type up this essay
and then do my womens studies thing
then still procrastinate my reading
haha
but i got this shit down
but i know as soon as i get really into it, someones gonna call
and ill b like
no, fuck you
i have hw, im not an art major
said person is going to fail a class we are in together
because ive hinted that we have a semester assignment to him
but hes to stupid to get it
fucking art major x___x
i hate people
theres something i really wanna say to someone
but yet again, am keeping quite
and i really wanna punch this fucker in the fucking face
again
lies
lies
lies
lies
lies
lies
fucking douchey ass hole
go jump off a bridge
uggggggggg
is it good or bad that im this mad when im indirectly involved?
btw, you fiance that 'loves you so much' likes she sleep around and tell people hes single, just letting you know
not like your reading this, or ever will
just saying
it needed to be done
but just be happy that there is at least one person that is smarter than his stupid ass and is like bro, u have a gf and a baby...
then he lies and says yinz broke up and u have the baby
still said person says no
because said person knows he still tried it when u were together
oh yea, imma kill ur little midget ass dude, just saying
but yet again, am keeping quite
and i really wanna punch this fucker in the fucking face
again
lies
lies
lies
lies
lies
lies
fucking douchey ass hole
go jump off a bridge
uggggggggg
is it good or bad that im this mad when im indirectly involved?
btw, you fiance that 'loves you so much' likes she sleep around and tell people hes single, just letting you know
not like your reading this, or ever will
just saying
it needed to be done
but just be happy that there is at least one person that is smarter than his stupid ass and is like bro, u have a gf and a baby...
then he lies and says yinz broke up and u have the baby
still said person says no
because said person knows he still tried it when u were together
oh yea, imma kill ur little midget ass dude, just saying
just incase they're wondering...
i dont wanna goto class
and for some reason i have butterflies in my tummy
and idk y
i mean, i already gave my speach, so theres no reason for that
idk
maybe its because ive only been eating like once a day
and nothing remotly good
x_____x
haha
ummm
yea
ive been getting good at getting enough sleep and having a social life on the three sided triangle of college x_x
haha
not that i have all that much home work
buttttt
yea
idk
i guess i gotta go, ugggggggg
maybe stop for starbucks, despite the fact i have coffee right next to me
its funny tasting
maybe because i used splenda cuz i haz no sugar
i might have to go down the hall and borrow some from my neighbors :D
lolz
any who
still need to pack my bookbag
and put shoes on
so duces
and for some reason i have butterflies in my tummy
and idk y
i mean, i already gave my speach, so theres no reason for that
idk
maybe its because ive only been eating like once a day
and nothing remotly good
x_____x
haha
ummm
yea
ive been getting good at getting enough sleep and having a social life on the three sided triangle of college x_x
haha
not that i have all that much home work
buttttt
yea
idk
i guess i gotta go, ugggggggg
maybe stop for starbucks, despite the fact i have coffee right next to me
its funny tasting
maybe because i used splenda cuz i haz no sugar
i might have to go down the hall and borrow some from my neighbors :D
lolz
any who
still need to pack my bookbag
and put shoes on
so duces
9/26/11
9/24/11
bed time at 7:22am
good day
:)
im slowly starting to like it here again
the more i hang out with random people
and have conversations with them for 7hrs about random shit
and randomly go to wal-mart with tehm
and the less im around the same people
the more i enjoy it :D
:)
im slowly starting to like it here again
the more i hang out with random people
and have conversations with them for 7hrs about random shit
and randomly go to wal-mart with tehm
and the less im around the same people
the more i enjoy it :D
9/23/11
fuck, my last post was 666 and i didnt mention it
well, next bench mark is only a few away
any who, thanks dearblankpleaseblank for depressing me
much not appreciated x___x
and thanks groveshark for playing only depressing songs now
fuck you fuck you fuck you
fuck you
night
[is your heart still beating, i cant stop the bleeding, ive lost you completely]
fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk you all
night
well, next bench mark is only a few away
any who, thanks dearblankpleaseblank for depressing me
much not appreciated x___x
and thanks groveshark for playing only depressing songs now
fuck you fuck you fuck you
fuck you
night
[is your heart still beating, i cant stop the bleeding, ive lost you completely]
fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk you all
night
9/22/11
@cccccccccccccccoooooooooooooooooooooolllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeennnnnnnnnnnnn
you dnt know him
lolz
he was in my grade
and marandas locker buddy
lolz
he was in my grade
and marandas locker buddy
blah
im fb friends with my teacher
so i feel obligated not to post on fb in class
haha
or i cld delete him
haha
ehhhh, it may come in handy
seeing as how he is the etv guy
and thats the only thing im actually doing
cuz the radio people are fucking douches
and the newspaper doesnt have a functioning camera x____x
and i need to call the drama ppl back
lolz
and ill b doing shit for them
i had a job interview yesterday
and she said shed call me next week
sooo, yay :D
haha, i hope i got it
and i tld her i cld work the 3rd shift
which is 9pm to 5am
and shes like good, theres a guy that works that every day and he probably wants to kill himself
sooooo, yay for me
and she said she doesnt care whos working as long as someone is there
shes like if someone doesnt want hrs they can give it to whoever they want
hehe
w000t xD
i like having a flexible schedule :D
still hoping i get it :D
she said she interviewed one person that had a job and was a full time student
and she was like "yea, shes probably not getting it"
and i kinda think i know who it is
lolz
and i was about to say, damnnn that grl had 2 jobs in hs, lolz
but i didnt
cuz i wants it
so i feel obligated not to post on fb in class
haha
or i cld delete him
haha
ehhhh, it may come in handy
seeing as how he is the etv guy
and thats the only thing im actually doing
cuz the radio people are fucking douches
and the newspaper doesnt have a functioning camera x____x
and i need to call the drama ppl back
lolz
and ill b doing shit for them
i had a job interview yesterday
and she said shed call me next week
sooo, yay :D
haha, i hope i got it
and i tld her i cld work the 3rd shift
which is 9pm to 5am
and shes like good, theres a guy that works that every day and he probably wants to kill himself
sooooo, yay for me
and she said she doesnt care whos working as long as someone is there
shes like if someone doesnt want hrs they can give it to whoever they want
hehe
w000t xD
i like having a flexible schedule :D
still hoping i get it :D
she said she interviewed one person that had a job and was a full time student
and she was like "yea, shes probably not getting it"
and i kinda think i know who it is
lolz
and i was about to say, damnnn that grl had 2 jobs in hs, lolz
but i didnt
cuz i wants it
9/21/11
we've got one last chance to revese this curse...
i etablished i hate it here
because of people
they over complicate my life
if i txt u and say lets get food
thats all i want to do
and dont accuse me of inviting someone when u sure as hell saw him come up to me outta no where
and blah
i hate people
and the people i hate happen to hate the people i dont hate
uggg
i want out of this school
already
and i cant wait to have new room mates
x______x
i wish i could just live in my own apt
i also wanna try to convince my parents to just let me get a single, lolz
idk
maybe not
if i shared a room with ppl that i liked and cld like relate to maybe
not that i dont like my room mates, its just, uggg, idk
im kinda afraid that if they stay in the dorms next year they are gonna b like "lets get a room together again"
and ill b like, ehhhh
but idk
if i stay here, i might get a room with other people
well, of course i am
cuz theres no way imma b allowed to go to maine
but yea
i have 2 ppl i wouldnt mind rooming with, and im pretty sure theyd get along with each other
haha
sooooo, maybe if they dnt get too close with their room mates, i can be like, hey, wanna room together next year? lolz
i hope
i hope
i hope
and i want the same set up damnit!! lolz
because of people
they over complicate my life
if i txt u and say lets get food
thats all i want to do
and dont accuse me of inviting someone when u sure as hell saw him come up to me outta no where
and blah
i hate people
and the people i hate happen to hate the people i dont hate
uggg
i want out of this school
already
and i cant wait to have new room mates
x______x
i wish i could just live in my own apt
i also wanna try to convince my parents to just let me get a single, lolz
idk
maybe not
if i shared a room with ppl that i liked and cld like relate to maybe
not that i dont like my room mates, its just, uggg, idk
im kinda afraid that if they stay in the dorms next year they are gonna b like "lets get a room together again"
and ill b like, ehhhh
but idk
if i stay here, i might get a room with other people
well, of course i am
cuz theres no way imma b allowed to go to maine
but yea
i have 2 ppl i wouldnt mind rooming with, and im pretty sure theyd get along with each other
haha
sooooo, maybe if they dnt get too close with their room mates, i can be like, hey, wanna room together next year? lolz
i hope
i hope
i hope
and i want the same set up damnit!! lolz
random person: "hey senor"
me: "hey, who is this"
them: "ummmm, you went to city high with me :)"
me: "haha...that helps...i went to city high with alot of people :p lolz i dont have your number saved in my phone"
i hate people x_x
now we wait to see who this mystery person issss!
them: "i graduated with you"
me: "so did 100 some other people x___x im guessing ur a grl, cuz ur being complicated :p"
ne who, it was steve, lolz
me: "hey, who is this"
them: "ummmm, you went to city high with me :)"
me: "haha...that helps...i went to city high with alot of people :p lolz i dont have your number saved in my phone"
i hate people x_x
now we wait to see who this mystery person issss!
them: "i graduated with you"
me: "so did 100 some other people x___x im guessing ur a grl, cuz ur being complicated :p"
ne who, it was steve, lolz
9/19/11
9/18/11
i never thought id say this
even tho im pretty sure i have
but i do
in fact
miss shitty high
but only because of the people
so i guess im still not saying it
i miss and love all the people there
well, most
sooooo, yea
that needs to be said
i miss my energy drink or coffee breakfasts in the nook with people
and the getting yelled at
and the hanging out
and the people
and the before and after school
and the random out bursts
and the crazy bitches in the hall
and the out spoken people
and avoiding the people that annoy me
and playing assassin :)
despite the fact that was only once, it was amazing way to end the the year
oh yea
and the food fight :D
any ways
im done
yea
haha
i miss you
even tho im pretty sure i have
but i do
in fact
miss shitty high
but only because of the people
so i guess im still not saying it
i miss and love all the people there
well, most
sooooo, yea
that needs to be said
i miss my energy drink or coffee breakfasts in the nook with people
and the getting yelled at
and the hanging out
and the people
and the before and after school
and the random out bursts
and the crazy bitches in the hall
and the out spoken people
and avoiding the people that annoy me
and playing assassin :)
despite the fact that was only once, it was amazing way to end the the year
oh yea
and the food fight :D
any ways
im done
yea
haha
i miss you
9/17/11
you so fucking annoying u clingly fucker x_x
if u say u have other friends hang the fuck out with them
ur laugh is annoying
ur face is annoying
your jokes are old
and i DONT WANT TO FUCKING BE AROUND YOU!!!!
uggggg
im thinking ur the reason i like dont hang out with anyone
because im always fucking with you annoying fucking ass
get some friends
and leave me the FUCK alone x_x
ps
using a joke that someone has over used isnt funny just because its u
but its funny the first 3 times
just like the original joke
so
SHUT
THE
FUCK
UP
BEFORE
I
FUCKING
SHOVE
MY
FIST
DOWN
YOUR
FUCKING
THROAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!
if u say u have other friends hang the fuck out with them
ur laugh is annoying
ur face is annoying
your jokes are old
and i DONT WANT TO FUCKING BE AROUND YOU!!!!
uggggg
im thinking ur the reason i like dont hang out with anyone
because im always fucking with you annoying fucking ass
get some friends
and leave me the FUCK alone x_x
ps
using a joke that someone has over used isnt funny just because its u
but its funny the first 3 times
just like the original joke
so
SHUT
THE
FUCK
UP
BEFORE
I
FUCKING
SHOVE
MY
FIST
DOWN
YOUR
FUCKING
THROAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!
9/16/11
busy busy day :)
class from 12-12:50
then grabbing lunch
maybe running to uc if i have enough time
class from 2-250
going to Etv right after that, i gotta b there by 3 D: haha
and we are filming some music showwwww
and i might b able to use the sound board :D hehe
then theres a volleyball game at 6:30 that im taking pics for the paper
then im gonna grab dinnnnnner
and goto the towers to try and get a job
then possiably get my nerd on at game club, lolz
busy is refreshingly nice :)
then grabbing lunch
maybe running to uc if i have enough time
class from 2-250
going to Etv right after that, i gotta b there by 3 D: haha
and we are filming some music showwwww
and i might b able to use the sound board :D hehe
then theres a volleyball game at 6:30 that im taking pics for the paper
then im gonna grab dinnnnnner
and goto the towers to try and get a job
then possiably get my nerd on at game club, lolz
busy is refreshingly nice :)
9/15/11
fuck sore throats x_x
already getting sick
its a sign im adjusting
haha
as weird as that seems
but wen i adjust to places and get comfortable in said place i get sick, and i hate it x_x
oh yea
and im addicted to something corporate again
hehe
<3
ugggg, i should really eat something
but i dnt wanna throw it up x_x
fml
already getting sick
its a sign im adjusting
haha
as weird as that seems
but wen i adjust to places and get comfortable in said place i get sick, and i hate it x_x
oh yea
and im addicted to something corporate again
hehe
<3
ugggg, i should really eat something
but i dnt wanna throw it up x_x
fml
9/14/11
ohhhhh shyyyyyyyyt
drama is all up in highlands 7
3rd floor
i feel bad for the 1 person i kno there thats not involved
haha
butttttttttttt, then again, okay, maybe i do a bit
and there were more quotes
but im too tired to remember themmmmm
and face like refuses to accept his jaket
so its just kinda chillin in my bathroom
that sounds weird
but it was wet and the bathrooms and kitchens are the only not carpeted floors
soooooo
yea
o wellz, ill run into him another day
and drag him to my room
but not like that
lolz
imma try to have a sleep over this weekend
preferably one not in my room x_x
drama is all up in highlands 7
3rd floor
i feel bad for the 1 person i kno there thats not involved
haha
butttttttttttt, then again, okay, maybe i do a bit
and there were more quotes
but im too tired to remember themmmmm
and face like refuses to accept his jaket
so its just kinda chillin in my bathroom
that sounds weird
but it was wet and the bathrooms and kitchens are the only not carpeted floors
soooooo
yea
o wellz, ill run into him another day
and drag him to my room
but not like that
lolz
imma try to have a sleep over this weekend
preferably one not in my room x_x
9/13/11
so it was pouring rain
and i saw this kid i literately only tlked to the first week for like 20mins
and was like "dude, u sld totally let me use ur jacket"
and he said yea
and i was happy and dry xDDD
haha
lucky for him it stopped raining like right before i got back
so he was dry
lolz
then someones response was "he wants to bone u"
hahaha
i love people here xDDDD
and another quote thingy:::
me: "oh nose, im stalking you again"
"YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!"
except it was like a growl
lolz xDDDDD
and i saw this kid i literately only tlked to the first week for like 20mins
and was like "dude, u sld totally let me use ur jacket"
and he said yea
and i was happy and dry xDDD
haha
lucky for him it stopped raining like right before i got back
so he was dry
lolz
then someones response was "he wants to bone u"
hahaha
i love people here xDDDD
and another quote thingy:::
me: "oh nose, im stalking you again"
"YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!"
except it was like a growl
lolz xDDDDD
"they r just trying to get in ur pants"
"why would they be trying to get im my pants?
"cuz thats where ur vagina is...duh!"
[this one was tv]
"why does it always smell like shit here"
"because i love the smell of shit in the morning"
"you such a whore"
me: "why does everyone call me that"
"because u fucked like 20 guys last night"
me: "in my defense, my room is barley big enough for that, im lucky theres a lot of room under the bed"
"thats not the only place theres a lot of room"
me: "its not like throwing a hot dog in a hall way"
"yea, its like throwing a bomb into a river that never ends, it just keeps going and going and going. ur vagina is like the never ending story!"
me: "u mean the never ending story that had an end, then a squeal with another end?"
"no, thats not an end"
"HES GOING STRAIGHT! HES BETTER THAN BOTH OF US!!!!!"
me: "that wld b y he has a skateboard and we dont"
"shut up and go right"
me: "sorry, im kinda stalking you..again"
"its okay, im glad ur a good looking stalker"
me: "damn, i was going for creepy molester"
"dude, if i try to skate board down this will i die?"
"no, i did that on my scooter, go for it"
me: "i hope you both die"
"here have a a ku-ze"
"wtf is is ku-ze"
"one of these" [holds up a beer/pop hugger/cozy]
"I WANT A FUCKING KU-ZE"
~~~~later
me: "ur just so damn excited about that ku-ze"
"fuck yea, ITS A FUCKING KU-ZE"
me: "shit, now im jealous"
today was excited, i think imma remember all these random quotes and shit i hear ppl say and post them :)
just a random idea
that i didnt feel like sharing in my class cuz i didnt wanna get evil glares
so at my school people in wheel chairs need to pay an extra $6,000 a year for this bus with a lift to take them places
evidenity thats unfair
because all the 'abled' people use them for free
thats because they just added these lift bussed for disabled people
and the other ones are like port athurity
and out ids are like pitts, and are bus passes for public transpertation
so how is that unfair?
also, there are more scholar ships for disabled people
so in away they are at an advantage there
i see it as just kind of evening the playing fair
and i know if i said that in class i would saying it in the bitchyest way ever and every one wld glare at me
and i wasnt trying to have that happen
also, im mega swole i didnt get women that kill in my womens studies
i got like alternative religions, which im pretty sure was my 3rd choice
uggggg
fake and gay
"why would they be trying to get im my pants?
"cuz thats where ur vagina is...duh!"
[this one was tv]
"why does it always smell like shit here"
"because i love the smell of shit in the morning"
"you such a whore"
me: "why does everyone call me that"
"because u fucked like 20 guys last night"
me: "in my defense, my room is barley big enough for that, im lucky theres a lot of room under the bed"
"thats not the only place theres a lot of room"
me: "its not like throwing a hot dog in a hall way"
"yea, its like throwing a bomb into a river that never ends, it just keeps going and going and going. ur vagina is like the never ending story!"
me: "u mean the never ending story that had an end, then a squeal with another end?"
"no, thats not an end"
"HES GOING STRAIGHT! HES BETTER THAN BOTH OF US!!!!!"
me: "that wld b y he has a skateboard and we dont"
"shut up and go right"
me: "sorry, im kinda stalking you..again"
"its okay, im glad ur a good looking stalker"
me: "damn, i was going for creepy molester"
"dude, if i try to skate board down this will i die?"
"no, i did that on my scooter, go for it"
me: "i hope you both die"
"here have a a ku-ze"
"wtf is is ku-ze"
"one of these" [holds up a beer/pop hugger/cozy]
"I WANT A FUCKING KU-ZE"
~~~~later
me: "ur just so damn excited about that ku-ze"
"fuck yea, ITS A FUCKING KU-ZE"
me: "shit, now im jealous"
today was excited, i think imma remember all these random quotes and shit i hear ppl say and post them :)
just a random idea
that i didnt feel like sharing in my class cuz i didnt wanna get evil glares
so at my school people in wheel chairs need to pay an extra $6,000 a year for this bus with a lift to take them places
evidenity thats unfair
because all the 'abled' people use them for free
thats because they just added these lift bussed for disabled people
and the other ones are like port athurity
and out ids are like pitts, and are bus passes for public transpertation
so how is that unfair?
also, there are more scholar ships for disabled people
so in away they are at an advantage there
i see it as just kind of evening the playing fair
and i know if i said that in class i would saying it in the bitchyest way ever and every one wld glare at me
and i wasnt trying to have that happen
also, im mega swole i didnt get women that kill in my womens studies
i got like alternative religions, which im pretty sure was my 3rd choice
uggggg
fake and gay
woke up late
by an hr 15mins
i mean, yea, i was pretty much done like 2mins before my class started
buttttttttttttt
i really hate being late
and the teacher doesnt take attendance
and its boring
and he wrote the book so ill just take notes out of that
and because someone i have that class with keeps not going to it, and im sick of having to send said person notes, so i figured, well, said person isnt txting me, so said person must not be awake, and said person is probably not intellegent enough to just take notes out of the book
but if i did go said person would ask for notes
and id be nice and send them to said person
but yea
im going to mass communication, because i love that class
then my common hour thingy
because its actually semi usefull or amusing
and i still know like no one in any of my classes
i mean i know of them, but i dont know them
lolz
actaully, i talk to alot of them
but thats mainly just a hi
or a "IM FUCKING DRUNK SO IMMA HUG U!!!! AND SO ARE MY FRIENDSSSS!!!!" kinda thing
or at least i think they were drunk
and hope
because if not it wld b weird
idk
ill see them in 2 out of 3 classes i goto
it would b 3 outta 4
but yea
we went over that
haha
this is all i do in class ne ways :p
oh, and ill see them at the radio
and my budddddie lyn xD haha
she is like the only grl i bonded with
actually, naw, there a few
but i only hang out with 1 grl other than saying hi, haha, and its not here
we made plans, but always cancel on each other
its kinda funny
haha
at least its not one sided xD
its two sided!! haha
some quotes from people here that make me giggle:
"r u two twins?"
"no they are the twins, im just his penis"
---------------------------------------------
"and im jack-me-off"
and i legit call him that xDDD
---------------------------------------------
"it was like throwing a hot dog down a hall way"
---------------------------------------------
"yes, we were talking about u"
me: "well thanks for including me, it makes me feel a little better"
"well then ur un included"
--------------------------------------------
me: "wait, i think i know u"
"no u dont holli, i dont know wat ur talking about"
~~later
*waves vigioursioly*
me: "ur names rob, i knew i knew u"
"who are u?"
---------------------------------------------
"its like a 4 and a half hr walk from here to butterfield and im always late"
its really only 10 to 15mins
--------------------------------------------
me: "i wanna be an art major, they have a coffee pot in there"
"do u have any artistic skill"
me: "wtf does that have to do with a coffee maker!??!?!"
--------------------------------------------
"NO! shut up, your an art major"
"i know, my parents always yell at me to get a real major"
--------------------------------------------
"it was just a quarter!!"
me: "IT WAS A NICKELLLL!!!!!!"
"ill fuck you up"
-------------------------------------------
"if you poke me again ill rape you"
------------------------------------------
"no means go"
------------------------------------------
me: "touch my peanutbutter m&ms and ill kill you so hard ull wish u were a jew"
"that doesnt make any sense"
me: "but ull remember it"
"touche"
-----------------------------------------
"i use to only poop like once every 3 days, but not i have like 3 little poops every day, oh im sorry [bf's name] is this making you uncomfortable"
"yea..."
"i like having little poops better"
----------------------------------------
"HE WAS SOOOOOOOO FAT!!!!!!"
"are u sure it wasnt u, i mean the chair didnt break till you were both on it"
------------------------------------------
"[someone talking about the drama stuff and how i sld be getting a call]"
me: "wait, how the fuck do u recognize me???"
----------------------------------------------
me: "where is norms"
"whats a norms"
me: "idfk, where is it"
~~approach random person
"wheres norms"
*laughs hysterically and walks away*
---------------------------------------------
me: "wheres douche-et"
"u mean douch-ay"
me: "no, im pretty sure it pronounces douche-et"
--------------------------------------------
"are they zombies"
me: "no, they are people that got force fed this heart looking thing with tenticials and got all zombified"
"so they are zombies"
me: "no they arent"
"you said zombified, that means they are zombies"
me: "dont yous logic on me, its a video game"
----------------------------------------------
"im gonna go tanning so i look like a terriorst on sept 11 and have cult sign ups"
----------------------------------------------
"that was so good, i just ate it and didnt talk for like an hr and a half"
me: "im pretty sure it wasnt even a half hr"
"idk wat kinda time ur traveling, but it was definiatly like AT LEAST an hr and a half"
---------------------------------------------
and thats all i can think of
i think
haha xDDDD
i mean, yea, i was pretty much done like 2mins before my class started
buttttttttttttt
i really hate being late
and the teacher doesnt take attendance
and its boring
and he wrote the book so ill just take notes out of that
and because someone i have that class with keeps not going to it, and im sick of having to send said person notes, so i figured, well, said person isnt txting me, so said person must not be awake, and said person is probably not intellegent enough to just take notes out of the book
but if i did go said person would ask for notes
and id be nice and send them to said person
but yea
im going to mass communication, because i love that class
then my common hour thingy
because its actually semi usefull or amusing
and i still know like no one in any of my classes
i mean i know of them, but i dont know them
lolz
actaully, i talk to alot of them
but thats mainly just a hi
or a "IM FUCKING DRUNK SO IMMA HUG U!!!! AND SO ARE MY FRIENDSSSS!!!!" kinda thing
or at least i think they were drunk
and hope
because if not it wld b weird
idk
ill see them in 2 out of 3 classes i goto
it would b 3 outta 4
but yea
we went over that
haha
this is all i do in class ne ways :p
oh, and ill see them at the radio
and my budddddie lyn xD haha
she is like the only grl i bonded with
actually, naw, there a few
but i only hang out with 1 grl other than saying hi, haha, and its not here
we made plans, but always cancel on each other
its kinda funny
haha
at least its not one sided xD
its two sided!! haha
some quotes from people here that make me giggle:
"r u two twins?"
"no they are the twins, im just his penis"
---------------------------------------------
"and im jack-me-off"
and i legit call him that xDDD
---------------------------------------------
"it was like throwing a hot dog down a hall way"
---------------------------------------------
"yes, we were talking about u"
me: "well thanks for including me, it makes me feel a little better"
"well then ur un included"
--------------------------------------------
me: "wait, i think i know u"
"no u dont holli, i dont know wat ur talking about"
~~later
*waves vigioursioly*
me: "ur names rob, i knew i knew u"
"who are u?"
---------------------------------------------
"its like a 4 and a half hr walk from here to butterfield and im always late"
its really only 10 to 15mins
--------------------------------------------
me: "i wanna be an art major, they have a coffee pot in there"
"do u have any artistic skill"
me: "wtf does that have to do with a coffee maker!??!?!"
--------------------------------------------
"NO! shut up, your an art major"
"i know, my parents always yell at me to get a real major"
--------------------------------------------
"it was just a quarter!!"
me: "IT WAS A NICKELLLL!!!!!!"
"ill fuck you up"
-------------------------------------------
"if you poke me again ill rape you"
------------------------------------------
"no means go"
------------------------------------------
me: "touch my peanutbutter m&ms and ill kill you so hard ull wish u were a jew"
"that doesnt make any sense"
me: "but ull remember it"
"touche"
-----------------------------------------
"i use to only poop like once every 3 days, but not i have like 3 little poops every day, oh im sorry [bf's name] is this making you uncomfortable"
"yea..."
"i like having little poops better"
----------------------------------------
"HE WAS SOOOOOOOO FAT!!!!!!"
"are u sure it wasnt u, i mean the chair didnt break till you were both on it"
------------------------------------------
"[someone talking about the drama stuff and how i sld be getting a call]"
me: "wait, how the fuck do u recognize me???"
----------------------------------------------
me: "where is norms"
"whats a norms"
me: "idfk, where is it"
~~approach random person
"wheres norms"
*laughs hysterically and walks away*
---------------------------------------------
me: "wheres douche-et"
"u mean douch-ay"
me: "no, im pretty sure it pronounces douche-et"
--------------------------------------------
"are they zombies"
me: "no, they are people that got force fed this heart looking thing with tenticials and got all zombified"
"so they are zombies"
me: "no they arent"
"you said zombified, that means they are zombies"
me: "dont yous logic on me, its a video game"
----------------------------------------------
"im gonna go tanning so i look like a terriorst on sept 11 and have cult sign ups"
----------------------------------------------
"that was so good, i just ate it and didnt talk for like an hr and a half"
me: "im pretty sure it wasnt even a half hr"
"idk wat kinda time ur traveling, but it was definiatly like AT LEAST an hr and a half"
---------------------------------------------
and thats all i can think of
i think
haha xDDDD
colleeeeeeeeeeeeeeen!
ramen also contains like 324923409823490823 calories and 320948394832 cups of sodium, haha
im trying not to kill myself :p
im trying not to kill myself :p
9/12/11
i got no reason to apologize
blah
hungry
thinking
and everything is sore x_x
i just wanna lay in bed
but
i need to drop off applications
and eat
maybe im sore because i skipped lunch
but i did it cuz i was sore and had to go see if my book was there
which it wasnt
i didnt eat breakfast either
my belly is yelllling at me D:
hungry
thinking
and everything is sore x_x
i just wanna lay in bed
but
i need to drop off applications
and eat
maybe im sore because i skipped lunch
but i did it cuz i was sore and had to go see if my book was there
which it wasnt
i didnt eat breakfast either
my belly is yelllling at me D:
9/11/11
i dont fucking care
im transferring
maybe not next semester
but definitely next year
despite the fact the school i want to go to will be in even more but fuck no where
at least ill actually want to be there
maybe not next semester
but definitely next year
despite the fact the school i want to go to will be in even more but fuck no where
at least ill actually want to be there
needless to say
last night was probably one of THE WEIRDEST nights ever
haha
and i <3 drunk ppl
bahahaha
and the douche as kwikifill
and drunk ppl bitching about him
and the like
"no, we arnt twins, im actually his penis"
haha
weird, weird, weird, weird
but kinda in a good way
and kinda in a not
lollollollollollollollollollollollollol
well i better get ready, cuz i feel bad that i promised ppl id get brunch with them
but seeing as how i didnt get home till 5am, that didnt happen
haha xD
p.s.colleen: no i do not have a crush on someone
i just cant sleep unless i txt someone
haha
haha
and i <3 drunk ppl
bahahaha
and the douche as kwikifill
and drunk ppl bitching about him
and the like
"no, we arnt twins, im actually his penis"
haha
weird, weird, weird, weird
but kinda in a good way
and kinda in a not
lollollollollollollollollollollollollol
well i better get ready, cuz i feel bad that i promised ppl id get brunch with them
but seeing as how i didnt get home till 5am, that didnt happen
haha xD
p.s.colleen: no i do not have a crush on someone
i just cant sleep unless i txt someone
haha
9/10/11
fucking fire drill at 3am x_x
legit 20 mins after i fall asleep too
uggggg
everyone was so pissed
well, the ones that were sleeping, haha
i woke up and was confused
and wasnter sure if i was going crazy or wat
then i noticed my room mates light was on
and was like
shitttttt x_x
"theres a fucking flipped over wheel chair in there, and their microwave was open!!!! it was them!!!!!"
blah, well, now i gotta try to get back to sleep x_x
and wat sucks the most
i was trying to txt someone
and he was sleeping
and i figured that hed b awake cuz of the loud as fucking alarm
but no, hes not
damnit
lolz
uggggg
everyone was so pissed
well, the ones that were sleeping, haha
i woke up and was confused
and wasnter sure if i was going crazy or wat
then i noticed my room mates light was on
and was like
shitttttt x_x
"theres a fucking flipped over wheel chair in there, and their microwave was open!!!! it was them!!!!!"
blah, well, now i gotta try to get back to sleep x_x
and wat sucks the most
i was trying to txt someone
and he was sleeping
and i figured that hed b awake cuz of the loud as fucking alarm
but no, hes not
damnit
lolz
9/8/11
uggggg
tired as fucking shit
i think today is gonna b a lazy day
im think imma go back to my dorm after classes
and take a nap
and watch a movie
preferably a micheal moore movie
most likley bowling for columbine
because i havent seen it in a while
and because it wld b the logical idea to watch his one about 9/11
maybe ill watch both
if netflix decides to like me today that it
my belly hurts
from coffee cramsp
ugggg
x_x
gotta try to stay awake
gotta do it
just hafta!
blah
college is stupid
and i still wish i was at a different one
like nescom
or the music institute
but, ugggg, idc
jr year i can do an internship ANYWHERE in the world
and get 15 credits :D
hehehe :DDDDDD
id love it
so very very much
and i might do it my sr year
2nd semester
cuz then maybe ill b able to find a job right away
but i really wanna do it my 1st of my jr year
maybe ill try for my 2nd jr year
and if not, my 1st of sr
i dnt wanna wait
argggg!!!!!
:D<3
ANYWHERE!!!!
i think today is gonna b a lazy day
im think imma go back to my dorm after classes
and take a nap
and watch a movie
preferably a micheal moore movie
most likley bowling for columbine
because i havent seen it in a while
and because it wld b the logical idea to watch his one about 9/11
maybe ill watch both
if netflix decides to like me today that it
my belly hurts
from coffee cramsp
ugggg
x_x
gotta try to stay awake
gotta do it
just hafta!
blah
college is stupid
and i still wish i was at a different one
like nescom
or the music institute
but, ugggg, idc
jr year i can do an internship ANYWHERE in the world
and get 15 credits :D
hehehe :DDDDDD
id love it
so very very much
and i might do it my sr year
2nd semester
cuz then maybe ill b able to find a job right away
but i really wanna do it my 1st of my jr year
maybe ill try for my 2nd jr year
and if not, my 1st of sr
i dnt wanna wait
argggg!!!!!
:D<3
ANYWHERE!!!!
uggggggggg
ill just never be content ever
and ill never be happy with everything
things are stupid
people are stupid
im stupid
and i have proof
if people wernt stupid would hair dryers need warning labels that say not to use while sleeping or in the tub?
yea, thats wat i thouhgt
hehe, look at me going off topic with my little no funny joke in order to distract my mind from everything
ugggg
yes, in a way im happy here
but in a way its too much
and in another its not enough
as much as i hated being in that city so fucking early everyday
i fucking miss that shit
i mean, i spent more time in the city than in my house
and now im like
"shit....."
and ill never be happy with everything
things are stupid
people are stupid
im stupid
and i have proof
if people wernt stupid would hair dryers need warning labels that say not to use while sleeping or in the tub?
yea, thats wat i thouhgt
hehe, look at me going off topic with my little no funny joke in order to distract my mind from everything
ugggg
yes, in a way im happy here
but in a way its too much
and in another its not enough
as much as i hated being in that city so fucking early everyday
i fucking miss that shit
i mean, i spent more time in the city than in my house
and now im like
"shit....."
9/6/11
Punch line, are they sell outs?
"A very BIG Punchline Announcement…
by Chris Fafalios
Our plane is about to take off for Los Angeles, where we will be spending the next couple weeks recording 6 songs for the new Punchline album. We have written what we believe are a collection of our best songs yet, and we are very excited to lay them down and bring our vision to life. This is our second trip to the “City of Angels” in a month, and we will be telling you why we were here in mid-August soon (it was for a very crazy reason, which we’ll be telling everyone we ever met about as soon as the time is right).
In Punchline, we have never been all about doing whatever was cool at that moment in an effort to become more popular. We have passed on possible opportunities if they seemed to jeopardize what we believed and have worked so hard for. While sometimes we might look back and say “what if?”, we have to at the same time look at ourselves and say “we’re still a band after all these years”. We enjoy making music more than ever, and we feel very confident - both on a songwriting and musicianship level - that we are at our peak. I hope that this doesn’t come off as arrogant, because that’s not my intentions. I am just surrounded by my favorite musicians in the world, and I’m honored to be able to go record with them once again.
As much as we are psyched to go record and release songs that we like, that’s not all we want to do. We owe it to ourselves - and the people who have supported us for over 14 years - to try to reach a level we’ve never reached before with this new recording. We want to get to a point where all we have to worry about in life is writing music and making each album better than the last, and not constantly stress about paying rent or being broke. This is about as real as it gets, my friends. Everything that has happened to us over this decade-and-a-half has led us to this point, and the time is now.
We are a very focused band right now, ready to make rock music that speaks to the world. Our long term goal is to be able to continue releasing albums and being a band for a very long time. Our short term goal is this: release one of these new songs and reach #1 on the iTunes singles charts. Lofty goal for a relatively small band like Punchline? Maybe. But we believe deep down that if this is meant to be, the people that care will help spread the word and spend that 99 cents on the day we release a new song. Between our longevity, writing our best songs yet, and the fact that we have the greatest supporters of any band we’ve ever seen, we think we might have a shot at having a song on that little sidebar on your iTunes - right between Lil Wayne and Adele.
We will let you know way in advance when a new song will be up. We are counting on your support to reach this goal, so that we can set new goals to accomplish, allowing us to remain a band FOREVER.
Now REBLOG the FUCK out of this!
-Chris Fafalios"
i was sent this in an e-mail
and it brought a tear to my eye
i wanted to stand up in my chair and scream sell outs at the top of my lungs
i kno, im not a die hard fan
but the fact is fact, they are still selling out
in my eyes they should stay this local band forever
but they are right
they do deserve it
a band that could last for 14years strong really and truly does deserve it
but still
idk
i guess this proves that every one, will in time, sell out
and better themselves
it kills me tho
but ill accept it
by reading this my mind keeps circuling the ideas of the brokencyde thing being a publicity stunt
sorry
it had to be said...
by Chris Fafalios
Our plane is about to take off for Los Angeles, where we will be spending the next couple weeks recording 6 songs for the new Punchline album. We have written what we believe are a collection of our best songs yet, and we are very excited to lay them down and bring our vision to life. This is our second trip to the “City of Angels” in a month, and we will be telling you why we were here in mid-August soon (it was for a very crazy reason, which we’ll be telling everyone we ever met about as soon as the time is right).
In Punchline, we have never been all about doing whatever was cool at that moment in an effort to become more popular. We have passed on possible opportunities if they seemed to jeopardize what we believed and have worked so hard for. While sometimes we might look back and say “what if?”, we have to at the same time look at ourselves and say “we’re still a band after all these years”. We enjoy making music more than ever, and we feel very confident - both on a songwriting and musicianship level - that we are at our peak. I hope that this doesn’t come off as arrogant, because that’s not my intentions. I am just surrounded by my favorite musicians in the world, and I’m honored to be able to go record with them once again.
As much as we are psyched to go record and release songs that we like, that’s not all we want to do. We owe it to ourselves - and the people who have supported us for over 14 years - to try to reach a level we’ve never reached before with this new recording. We want to get to a point where all we have to worry about in life is writing music and making each album better than the last, and not constantly stress about paying rent or being broke. This is about as real as it gets, my friends. Everything that has happened to us over this decade-and-a-half has led us to this point, and the time is now.
We are a very focused band right now, ready to make rock music that speaks to the world. Our long term goal is to be able to continue releasing albums and being a band for a very long time. Our short term goal is this: release one of these new songs and reach #1 on the iTunes singles charts. Lofty goal for a relatively small band like Punchline? Maybe. But we believe deep down that if this is meant to be, the people that care will help spread the word and spend that 99 cents on the day we release a new song. Between our longevity, writing our best songs yet, and the fact that we have the greatest supporters of any band we’ve ever seen, we think we might have a shot at having a song on that little sidebar on your iTunes - right between Lil Wayne and Adele.
We will let you know way in advance when a new song will be up. We are counting on your support to reach this goal, so that we can set new goals to accomplish, allowing us to remain a band FOREVER.
Now REBLOG the FUCK out of this!
-Chris Fafalios"
i was sent this in an e-mail
and it brought a tear to my eye
i wanted to stand up in my chair and scream sell outs at the top of my lungs
i kno, im not a die hard fan
but the fact is fact, they are still selling out
in my eyes they should stay this local band forever
but they are right
they do deserve it
a band that could last for 14years strong really and truly does deserve it
but still
idk
i guess this proves that every one, will in time, sell out
and better themselves
it kills me tho
but ill accept it
by reading this my mind keeps circuling the ideas of the brokencyde thing being a publicity stunt
sorry
it had to be said...
9/5/11
"What is there to see if I go outside? Don't tell me. I know. I can see other people. I don't want to see other people. They look awful. The men look like slobs and the women look like men. The men have mush faces framed by long hair and the women have big noses, big jaws, big heads, and stick-like bodies. That depresses me. Its no fun to people-watch anymore because there's so little variety in types.
You say it's good to get a change of scenery. What scenery? New buildings? New cars? New freeways? New shopping malls? Go to the woods or a park? I saw a tree once. The new ones look the same, which is fine. I even remember what the old ones look like. My memory isn't that short. But it's not worth going to see a squirrel grab a nut, or fish swimming around in a big tank if I must put up with the ugly contemporary human pollution that accompanies each excursion. The squirrel may enliven me and remind me of better vistas but the price in social interaction isn't worth it. If, on my way to visit the squirrel, I encounter a single person who gains stimulation by seeing me, I feel like I have given more than I've received and I get sore.
If every time I go somewhere to see a fish swimming, I become someone else's stimulation, I feel shortchanged. I'll buy my own fish and watch it swim. Then, I can watch the fish, the fish can watch me, we can be friends, and nobody else interferes with the interaction, like trying to hear what the fish and I are talking about. I won't have to get dressed a certain way to visit the fish. I needn't dress the way my pride dictates, because who's going to see me? I needn't wear any pants. The fish doesn't care. He doesn't read the tabloids. But, if I go out to see a fish other than my own, I'm right back where I started: entertaining others, which is more depleting than visiting the new fish is entertaining.
Maybe I should go to a coffee house. I find no stimulation in watching ordinary people trying to put the make on other uninteresting people. I can fix my own cup of coffee and not have to look at or talk to other people. No matter where I go, I stimulate others, and have been doing so all my life. It used to be I'd sometimes get stimulated back."
the more i read into it, and him, the more i feel like it is right
im slowly starting to think that i should follow satanism, specifically LaVeyan satanism
that is who that quote if from btw
but i like it ideas
because i have really stopped believing in heaven and hell and in god and the devil
and i love the idea of me being my own god and my own devil
and me understanding that i am the soul purpose of the good and the bad in my life
and yea
fin
You say it's good to get a change of scenery. What scenery? New buildings? New cars? New freeways? New shopping malls? Go to the woods or a park? I saw a tree once. The new ones look the same, which is fine. I even remember what the old ones look like. My memory isn't that short. But it's not worth going to see a squirrel grab a nut, or fish swimming around in a big tank if I must put up with the ugly contemporary human pollution that accompanies each excursion. The squirrel may enliven me and remind me of better vistas but the price in social interaction isn't worth it. If, on my way to visit the squirrel, I encounter a single person who gains stimulation by seeing me, I feel like I have given more than I've received and I get sore.
If every time I go somewhere to see a fish swimming, I become someone else's stimulation, I feel shortchanged. I'll buy my own fish and watch it swim. Then, I can watch the fish, the fish can watch me, we can be friends, and nobody else interferes with the interaction, like trying to hear what the fish and I are talking about. I won't have to get dressed a certain way to visit the fish. I needn't dress the way my pride dictates, because who's going to see me? I needn't wear any pants. The fish doesn't care. He doesn't read the tabloids. But, if I go out to see a fish other than my own, I'm right back where I started: entertaining others, which is more depleting than visiting the new fish is entertaining.
Maybe I should go to a coffee house. I find no stimulation in watching ordinary people trying to put the make on other uninteresting people. I can fix my own cup of coffee and not have to look at or talk to other people. No matter where I go, I stimulate others, and have been doing so all my life. It used to be I'd sometimes get stimulated back."
the more i read into it, and him, the more i feel like it is right
im slowly starting to think that i should follow satanism, specifically LaVeyan satanism
that is who that quote if from btw
but i like it ideas
because i have really stopped believing in heaven and hell and in god and the devil
and i love the idea of me being my own god and my own devil
and me understanding that i am the soul purpose of the good and the bad in my life
and yea
fin
9/1/11
ugggggg
my teacher is singing american pie
and im sturggleing not to sleep
and i did dose off for a min
mainly cuz i only got 4hrs of sleep
because i cldnt
so i txted some reandom person from campus and hung out with him till 230
haha
soooo, yea
that+ waking up at 7am= not fun
uggg
at least its not shitty high where im waking up around 5, 530 and in classs till 4 then got work
and thanks to city high i can blog and be on facebook and pay attention to what my proffessor is saying and take notes, haha
and now im awak
and its not cuz this class is boring, its interesting, i.e. he was singing american pie
i just need a nap, or coffee, or an energy drink
blah
and im sturggleing not to sleep
and i did dose off for a min
mainly cuz i only got 4hrs of sleep
because i cldnt
so i txted some reandom person from campus and hung out with him till 230
haha
soooo, yea
that+ waking up at 7am= not fun
uggg
at least its not shitty high where im waking up around 5, 530 and in classs till 4 then got work
and thanks to city high i can blog and be on facebook and pay attention to what my proffessor is saying and take notes, haha
and now im awak
and its not cuz this class is boring, its interesting, i.e. he was singing american pie
i just need a nap, or coffee, or an energy drink
blah
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