My so called "life"

so i realized today that im not over him


which is weird
normally i can get over people when i realize they arnt interested
or that its not going to work


idk, maybe its because he kept telling me that everything wld b fine
idk

i hate people

and i hate that for some damn fucking reason i cant get over his damn ass
it might also be because of the people im always with just fucking sit there and bad mouth him

blah
idk


































i experienced a cliche movie moment, or something like that
i was laying there trying to clear my mind
and trying to get him off it
and trying to point out all the negatives
and for some godamn reason, i couldnt point out one, despite the fact i know there are so many
i refuse to believe what i know is the truth

then i had a mini freak out which just consisted of me realizing that he was perfect





































uggg, why is college making me a stupid normal girl
i hate it
go away x_x