My so called "life"

i really want to drop out of edinboro
and go work for a few years
weather its at francos or some other place
or two places
because id still have to be a busser at francos probably

and then im going to nescom
http://www.nescom.edu/content/4305/Courses/

i like this
but i know i wont be able to go through with it
because nothing likes to work out right

maybe i can work at the hazlette
because she did kind of offer me a job type thing
but yea

i dont know
i still have my heart set on nescom
well, and iar
but nescom and like, more reasonable

but maybe i could like do both
because iar allows you to go back for free when new technology and shit comes out
which it the main reason i still have my heart set on it
but id have to like, rent an apartment because they dont have dorms

but yea
i really want to go to nescom
because im not getting anywhere at edinboro
taking fucking psychology of communication
and sociology
and learning about classical music
and watching movies and analyzing them
and well, math right now is good
because we are doing like interest and tax shit
and english, i mean, i dont really need 101 and 102
because its like, heres how you write a paper
thesis, 3 topic sentences, and closing
and use transitions
sooo hard, i would have pulled a solid b if not an a if i actually went to the damn class

but as much as i hate how in the middle of no where edinboro is
and how much i miss the city
im willing to be even more in butt fuck no where and farther away from the city to go here


any way, yea
edinboro doesnt even offer any fucking courses that help me in sound

like i was looking for the pre requirement to see if i could take it here
but they dont have it, obviously, but it was worth a try
idk

heres a link for the fuck of it:
http://www.nescom.edu/content/4305/Courses/