My so called "life"

spent the last like 3 or so hours watching bryan stars interviews

and i bawled during the a7x one
and laughed my ass off during the hollywood undead ones

and the rest were awesome


and then i was like, okay, ill watch ronnies, then go to sleep
and i watched that

and obsessed about how much i adore that man :)<3

and then i watched some other interviews and what not, then got depressed because mika's not there any more :/

than i caught up on mattg124's videos because he seems to be the only you tuber i give a flying fuck about

and i laughed sooooo fucking hard, because hes hilarious


then i was like, hmmm, ill scarlet, i wonder if they are good
which they are okay, depending on the song

then i started clicking around and what not
and yea

blah

i randomly got really depressed outta nowhere
and have the urge to bust into tears

but no reason why
and the tears wont come



soooooo, yea, weird
idk


maybe its a girl thing
or maybe the fact ive been awake sine 830am
yay for no classes

i guess ill waste my day away sleeping

at least i wont have to spend it watching my news feed blow up bout valentines day
i actually enjoy avoiding social networking sites on all holidays
like get the fuck over it...its just another day, haha
but consumerism made it a holiday
and put something symbolic behind it

but hell, when im 21 ill probably enjoy any holiday that gives me an excuse to drink
haha xD












my nights are so lonely with out someone here to give me an excuse to sleep, lolz
oh wells xD





and now a fir song came on, and iz all happy again
i swear, its purely unhealthy with the amount of obsession i have towards ronnie
well, i mean, at least i know its obsession...

thats not as bad than thinking something else right?