i want to rant
but im too damn tired
so here are my past few facebook updates to sum shit up
hopefully taking a little nap, waking up to watch break out kings, then
either going back to sleep till its time to get ready for class or
staying up and working on more hw :) well nighty night after a
productive 25 hours of hw and procrastination [11:13pm]
someone will die for the fire alarm going off x_____x [12:24]
dear people that wear pajamas to class,i can manage to change into jeans
when i get woken up from a fire alarm and am in a "wtf is going on"
daze, i think you have enough time to put on real pants before you walk
out the door to class x_x [12:50]
and on an added note, on the plus side im awake for my show, haha
4/30/12
4/28/12
ive been sleeping in these contacts for god knows how long
a few weeks
actually, probably since i changed them
which i think was a little bit after spring break
i think i took them out a few times before i went to sleep
but its been a while
a long while
and i know the one day i took it out and then scratched the eyeliner off then put it back
i stop caring about things way to quickly
like with my tongue ring, i shouldnt have been eating the shit i have been
i mean, now its better
but the 2nd day i had it i shouldnt have been eating popcorn chicken
or pizza
haha
but yea
im taking out my contacts for the first time in a long while, haha
and idk why, but i felt the need to inform you of how poorly i take care of myself
god have mercy on my kid/kids if i ever have any...
a few weeks
actually, probably since i changed them
which i think was a little bit after spring break
i think i took them out a few times before i went to sleep
but its been a while
a long while
and i know the one day i took it out and then scratched the eyeliner off then put it back
i stop caring about things way to quickly
like with my tongue ring, i shouldnt have been eating the shit i have been
i mean, now its better
but the 2nd day i had it i shouldnt have been eating popcorn chicken
or pizza
haha
but yea
im taking out my contacts for the first time in a long while, haha
and idk why, but i felt the need to inform you of how poorly i take care of myself
god have mercy on my kid/kids if i ever have any...
4/25/12
4/24/12
4/22/12
to all the kids back at saint annes, that said i was afraid to get my ears pierced,
now you really need to fuck off, not only are the pierced, but they are gauged.
and remember how i said "why would i be afraid to get my ears pierced when i want my tongue pierced?"
well that's done too
oh yea, and i have my septum pierced, but that's just because i'm awesome like that :D
now you really need to fuck off, not only are the pierced, but they are gauged.
and remember how i said "why would i be afraid to get my ears pierced when i want my tongue pierced?"
well that's done too
oh yea, and i have my septum pierced, but that's just because i'm awesome like that :D
4/18/12
im blogging due to the sheer boredom of this class
well, right now we are having a like 10 min break
and idk anyone in this class
well i kinda do
but i dont sit by them
so yea
haha
but its sociology, and its actually not all that bad
despite the fact all my teacher does is rant about poverty
and
NOTHING
FUCKING
ELSE!!
but yea
we just had a guest speaker
and evidently we were all just a part of a study
he was talking about seizures and stuff
which is really off topic
but i think he kinda thought we were focusing on a different type of sociology
but hes was all like 'its better to get views from a class that doesnt fully understand the topic and isnt educated on it because then they have a social view"
it was kinda interesting
even though one of my answers was
"they could be laughing due to the mass amount of fail that that patient is showing by faking a seizure"
haha, but he said they didnt need to sound all smart and scientificial and shit
and he said we could use profanity
haha
well, its time to get this shit started again...
more on poverty x_x blah
taxes!
yay x_x
well, right now we are having a like 10 min break
and idk anyone in this class
well i kinda do
but i dont sit by them
so yea
haha
but its sociology, and its actually not all that bad
despite the fact all my teacher does is rant about poverty
and
NOTHING
FUCKING
ELSE!!
but yea
we just had a guest speaker
and evidently we were all just a part of a study
he was talking about seizures and stuff
which is really off topic
but i think he kinda thought we were focusing on a different type of sociology
but hes was all like 'its better to get views from a class that doesnt fully understand the topic and isnt educated on it because then they have a social view"
it was kinda interesting
even though one of my answers was
"they could be laughing due to the mass amount of fail that that patient is showing by faking a seizure"
haha, but he said they didnt need to sound all smart and scientificial and shit
and he said we could use profanity
haha
well, its time to get this shit started again...
more on poverty x_x blah
taxes!
yay x_x
i decided to see if anyone wanted to take some guesses xDD
there are 44 different bands and 46 pictures, so two of them are repeated :)
obviously you probably know what two they are with out looking at them :)
but still, good luck :D
obviously you probably know what two they are with out looking at them :)
but still, good luck :D
i made this awesome background, i loves it
and i decided that if there is someone that knows who every band/artist is, i will marry them :)
and ill be forgiving of the 4 or so local bands i put on there
but i didnt just do it based off bands i liked
i did it more of "bands and artist i liked enough to know if i passed them outside"
because as much as i like a lot of bands, if one of their members passed me, i wouldnt know, so obviously fir and motley crue is on there ^_^
what makes it kinda funnier is that i have a few pics of older bands from when they were younger, and some of them dont look the same, but the point it, i wuz demmmmmmmmmm ^_^
and no ones gonna guess them
i sat here for like 20 mins trying to see who would be able to guess what band
haha
and if i meet someone that can, i will marry them
and have their kids
idc who the hell they were
but yea, haha
if someone can recognize all these random bands and artist, they probably also like stupid shit like peanutbutter of blts instead of mayo, and dipping there cheetos in mashed taters, and hot sauce, and yea, haha
i love the way i think
and imma be fucked tomorrow/today
i took a nap, but it was like a 3 hr one
then i was hanging out with ppl till 1230-1ish
and i came here and started derping around on youtube
and decided to make this epic background
and yea
and breakfast is at 7, so theres not really a point to go to sleep
and i was up since 645ish
with an exception of my nap
so this is gonna fucking suck
especially with my 3-530 class x___x
i think that youtube is more destructive to me than facebook every could me, maybe, possiably
maybe they are tied
and shhhhhhit
i just realized im like not gonna have a phone tomorrow, because i havent charged it
and im telling you instead of actually doing it
and im debating weather if i want to get a shower now, or wait till after breakfast
but i mean, since i just took a little nap and didnt like sleep i really dont feel the need to shower
idk if thats just me, or you think its weird/gross
but i mean, not sleeping makes me feel cleaner than waking up does
like
if i wake up i feel all dirty and icky
but if i just lay/sit in bed and do nothing, when time comes to "wake up" i dont feel all icky and dirty
and i decided to wait till after, and im about to charge my phone
meow
and i decided that if there is someone that knows who every band/artist is, i will marry them :)
and ill be forgiving of the 4 or so local bands i put on there
but i didnt just do it based off bands i liked
i did it more of "bands and artist i liked enough to know if i passed them outside"
because as much as i like a lot of bands, if one of their members passed me, i wouldnt know, so obviously fir and motley crue is on there ^_^
what makes it kinda funnier is that i have a few pics of older bands from when they were younger, and some of them dont look the same, but the point it, i wuz demmmmmmmmmm ^_^
and no ones gonna guess them
i sat here for like 20 mins trying to see who would be able to guess what band
haha
and if i meet someone that can, i will marry them
and have their kids
idc who the hell they were
but yea, haha
if someone can recognize all these random bands and artist, they probably also like stupid shit like peanutbutter of blts instead of mayo, and dipping there cheetos in mashed taters, and hot sauce, and yea, haha
i love the way i think
and imma be fucked tomorrow/today
i took a nap, but it was like a 3 hr one
then i was hanging out with ppl till 1230-1ish
and i came here and started derping around on youtube
and decided to make this epic background
and yea
and breakfast is at 7, so theres not really a point to go to sleep
and i was up since 645ish
with an exception of my nap
so this is gonna fucking suck
especially with my 3-530 class x___x
i think that youtube is more destructive to me than facebook every could me, maybe, possiably
maybe they are tied
and shhhhhhit
i just realized im like not gonna have a phone tomorrow, because i havent charged it
and im telling you instead of actually doing it
and im debating weather if i want to get a shower now, or wait till after breakfast
but i mean, since i just took a little nap and didnt like sleep i really dont feel the need to shower
idk if thats just me, or you think its weird/gross
but i mean, not sleeping makes me feel cleaner than waking up does
like
if i wake up i feel all dirty and icky
but if i just lay/sit in bed and do nothing, when time comes to "wake up" i dont feel all icky and dirty
and i decided to wait till after, and im about to charge my phone
meow
4/17/12
ugggg, bout to go on fb just so i can see what you posted about me
because knowing you and out conversation and this 'situation' i know you have had to said something
you always do
but im not going on facebook for that
mainly because its basically the whole reason im avoiding it
you, my friend, are two faced.
and neither of those faces have eyes...
because knowing you and out conversation and this 'situation' i know you have had to said something
you always do
but im not going on facebook for that
mainly because its basically the whole reason im avoiding it
you, my friend, are two faced.
and neither of those faces have eyes...
why wasnt i born in the 80's?!?!?
the music was so much better then!
and the fashion
well, in the part i would wish to partake in
which according to me is the only kind
because according to me the only music in the 80's was glam metal and punk
with according fashions, of course
but the main reason i say that is because the rest of the music was shit
which isnt really true
but i mean, i dont listen to it, there for it doesnt exist
and the glam metal/punk fashion was way awesomer that the "work out" clothing
if that makes sense
but it probably doesnt
anddddddddddddddddd
im going on a foreigner kick
and since i dont have a band t for them
im wearing my motley crue shirt
and yea
idk why im telling you
and my eye shadows awesome :)
anddddddd, pudding
haha
i think me and my friends are going to go get some free pizza
but with out luck it wont work
oh wells, its worth a try! haha
the music was so much better then!
and the fashion
well, in the part i would wish to partake in
which according to me is the only kind
because according to me the only music in the 80's was glam metal and punk
with according fashions, of course
but the main reason i say that is because the rest of the music was shit
which isnt really true
but i mean, i dont listen to it, there for it doesnt exist
and the glam metal/punk fashion was way awesomer that the "work out" clothing
if that makes sense
but it probably doesnt
anddddddddddddddddd
im going on a foreigner kick
and since i dont have a band t for them
im wearing my motley crue shirt
and yea
idk why im telling you
and my eye shadows awesome :)
anddddddd, pudding
haha
i think me and my friends are going to go get some free pizza
but with out luck it wont work
oh wells, its worth a try! haha
i have 4700 views on this blog xD
but i re activated my twitter because:::
1. i use it once
2. i cant feel completely cut off from the worlds
3. im waaaaaay to much of a fan girl
haha xD
i may re-activate my facebook before the end of the week
but thats because, well what else amd i supposed to do in my soc class!?!?
i mean, okay, its not like i sit in class and neglect what hes saying
but i mean, we are still talking about poverty
which we were only supposed to talk about for a week or two
but i mean, by doing that ill be going against the whole point of me doing this
ill figure out what im doing eventually, haha
andddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd
i made it over the three day hump of quitting, haha xDDDD
but i re activated my twitter because:::
1. i use it once
2. i cant feel completely cut off from the worlds
3. im waaaaaay to much of a fan girl
haha xD
i may re-activate my facebook before the end of the week
but thats because, well what else amd i supposed to do in my soc class!?!?
i mean, okay, its not like i sit in class and neglect what hes saying
but i mean, we are still talking about poverty
which we were only supposed to talk about for a week or two
but i mean, by doing that ill be going against the whole point of me doing this
ill figure out what im doing eventually, haha
andddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd
i made it over the three day hump of quitting, haha xDDDD
4/15/12
4/14/12
i feel like im updating this a lot
but i do normally have tangents like this
but i'm literally like one paragraph short of where i need to be, so i might contemplate getting more sources
and i still need to do the works cited page, but im going to procrastinate that a tad bit longer, and i actually think thats what he meant by 7 pages, but im actually sure at one point he said between 5 and 7 pages, and if it was 8 pages he wasnt going to read it
well find out
i have an A in that class, so im not all that concerned about missing a point or two for being a paragraph short. i mean, if i wrote a legit conclution paragraph id be fine, but he always tells us that we just need to restate the thesis, so thats what i did
haha, letter time :)<3
but i do normally have tangents like this
but i'm literally like one paragraph short of where i need to be, so i might contemplate getting more sources
and i still need to do the works cited page, but im going to procrastinate that a tad bit longer, and i actually think thats what he meant by 7 pages, but im actually sure at one point he said between 5 and 7 pages, and if it was 8 pages he wasnt going to read it
well find out
i have an A in that class, so im not all that concerned about missing a point or two for being a paragraph short. i mean, if i wrote a legit conclution paragraph id be fine, but he always tells us that we just need to restate the thesis, so thats what i did
haha, letter time :)<3
watch these...
http://www.keek.com/imxaxmuffin124/keeks/mHJbaab
http://www.keek.com/imxaxmuffin124/keeks/mHJbaab#wHJbaab
but in case you dont want to....
the one talks about how iv been procrastinating this paper for far to long because i always have the constant urge to creep on facebook and twitter
and how then, well i said 'drama', but it wasnt really drama
thats just the easiest way to phrase
and its something thats so stupid for me to get upset about
and then i got angry at people, which makes no sense
but its girl logic
like, i litterally started shaking with rage and sat there and drank cups of pomegranate tea [which is what i drink so i dont kill people as i have said before]
and that one along with the other kinda goes into the fact that im so addicted and caught up in stupid shit that its effecting my grades
which is bullshit and immature
and then i started getting all teary eyed because i dont think any one will ever under stand how much this scares me
like im terrified
i cant believe that im actually taking away something from myself thaidt litterally almost seems like my world in order to do something productive
idk what it is
but i never thought that i would ever be able to actually be that pissed off or be able to take life that seriously that i would take something like that away
and i mean, its not going to be forever
i just seriously need to get my shit on track
i do actually want to become something, eventually
which is also something i never thought i could take seriously
just the fact that im taking something this serious is freaking me out
idk if im finally getting mature, or if im finally opening my eyes, or if im dying, or just idk
but i cant tell you how much it scares the living fuck outta me
and idk if its that my procrastination issues finally got to me
or if its that random rage thing or what
i have no fucking clue
and idk what im doing
and here i am anyways, typing away, and expressing myself
but hell thats what i do, if i cut my self off completely id die
i like to vent and rant
thats just who i am
but i do it more here
because i feel like i annoy everyone on fb with my constant posts
and i think its weird that i actually had to deactivate them to stop myself from going on them
even tho i know that all i have to do it log on to reactivate them
i think its just that since its like they dont exist i dont have to worry about checking my notifications
as silly as it sounds
but its really depressing how connected to them i am
and it supises me that i actually have a real social life with how much im on them
idk
its all weird
and i kept sitting here saying that i should update my status saying im actually getting work done
but no one cares, and everyones sleeping, and i cant
i mean, i can
like i said all i have to do it log in to get them back
but still
idk
i already explained this
but idr if i said this, i got to the point where i almost started tearing down all of my posters and shit off my walls
thats another thing that freaked me the fuck out
but this is getting long
and i really need to work on this essay
and finish it
and maybe read for my classes
and start this other paper for a class
but i did however promise myself that i would write back to someone
because its been far too long since i have
so after my paper im doing that
then ill try to get other work done before brunch, if at all possible
and on a finial note
is it weird or normal that i really want to see who texts or calls me and confronts me about it
i mean im assuming jenn, maranda, krystal, and probably colleen will, but two of you are probably reading this, unless you read this after
i told 2 people that i suspected would ask, well, i was just kinda talking to the one
and i knew the other one would
because shes the type of person that will click on peoples profiles and scroll through everything and like it
anyways, i REALLY wanna see if i can not go on them for a full week, and i REALLY wanna see if anyone actually pays attention to my life enough to notice/care
on that note, im going to try to do some work...and for once, succeed at doing it without distractions...
http://www.keek.com/imxaxmuffin124/keeks/mHJbaab#wHJbaab
but in case you dont want to....
the one talks about how iv been procrastinating this paper for far to long because i always have the constant urge to creep on facebook and twitter
and how then, well i said 'drama', but it wasnt really drama
thats just the easiest way to phrase
and its something thats so stupid for me to get upset about
and then i got angry at people, which makes no sense
but its girl logic
like, i litterally started shaking with rage and sat there and drank cups of pomegranate tea [which is what i drink so i dont kill people as i have said before]
and that one along with the other kinda goes into the fact that im so addicted and caught up in stupid shit that its effecting my grades
which is bullshit and immature
and then i started getting all teary eyed because i dont think any one will ever under stand how much this scares me
like im terrified
i cant believe that im actually taking away something from myself thaidt litterally almost seems like my world in order to do something productive
idk what it is
but i never thought that i would ever be able to actually be that pissed off or be able to take life that seriously that i would take something like that away
and i mean, its not going to be forever
i just seriously need to get my shit on track
i do actually want to become something, eventually
which is also something i never thought i could take seriously
just the fact that im taking something this serious is freaking me out
idk if im finally getting mature, or if im finally opening my eyes, or if im dying, or just idk
but i cant tell you how much it scares the living fuck outta me
and idk if its that my procrastination issues finally got to me
or if its that random rage thing or what
i have no fucking clue
and idk what im doing
and here i am anyways, typing away, and expressing myself
but hell thats what i do, if i cut my self off completely id die
i like to vent and rant
thats just who i am
but i do it more here
because i feel like i annoy everyone on fb with my constant posts
and i think its weird that i actually had to deactivate them to stop myself from going on them
even tho i know that all i have to do it log on to reactivate them
i think its just that since its like they dont exist i dont have to worry about checking my notifications
as silly as it sounds
but its really depressing how connected to them i am
and it supises me that i actually have a real social life with how much im on them
idk
its all weird
and i kept sitting here saying that i should update my status saying im actually getting work done
but no one cares, and everyones sleeping, and i cant
i mean, i can
like i said all i have to do it log in to get them back
but still
idk
i already explained this
but idr if i said this, i got to the point where i almost started tearing down all of my posters and shit off my walls
thats another thing that freaked me the fuck out
but this is getting long
and i really need to work on this essay
and finish it
and maybe read for my classes
and start this other paper for a class
but i did however promise myself that i would write back to someone
because its been far too long since i have
so after my paper im doing that
then ill try to get other work done before brunch, if at all possible
and on a finial note
is it weird or normal that i really want to see who texts or calls me and confronts me about it
i mean im assuming jenn, maranda, krystal, and probably colleen will, but two of you are probably reading this, unless you read this after
i told 2 people that i suspected would ask, well, i was just kinda talking to the one
and i knew the other one would
because shes the type of person that will click on peoples profiles and scroll through everything and like it
anyways, i REALLY wanna see if i can not go on them for a full week, and i REALLY wanna see if anyone actually pays attention to my life enough to notice/care
on that note, im going to try to do some work...and for once, succeed at doing it without distractions...
4/12/12
so im dressed like a girl today
and i say girl because i dont want to offend people that dress like this by saying whore
and im not that whory
my tits are just all up in your face
so i decided it would be funny to take some stereotypical whore pics
but i know if i upload them ill get shit, haha
because bitches be tripping
and im too lazy to put then on my comp
and i promised myself id do the dishes because my room mates refuse too...
oh yea, and i passed out at 1130pm
woke up at 430am
and couldnt go back to sleep to save my life
and now im like tweaking for a nap
but i refuese to take one
ill probably nom soon, then write this stupid paper thing, blah
and i just thought of an easy way to show you the pics
i haz webcam xD
so yea, here are my sterotypicial whore pics :D
because i feel like one :D
4/11/12
so im a heartless bitch..
i was bored in class, so i started derping around in my yahoo email
in a folder i found this
"'love' and its an....condesending topic, if thats the right word. Its complex. Confusing. I was explaing to someone y i dnt 'beleive' in it, if u will. which was that i dnt see it as anything more than a word. So this person proceded to explain itto me. And as he explained it, i couldnt seem to grasp y ne onewould want that. To constanly have some one on urmind to b incomplete with out them. To miss them wen they are with u, its seems like a hassel and pain.yes i have said i love u to ppl, but wen ppl tell u they love u, u feel rather obligated to say it back. I just dnt think that love is an emotion, purley and only a word, and evidently a genre of drama, and to me, thats all it will ever be. Love is purley not an emotion..."
i really dont feel like correcting all the mistakes
but i still kinda stand true to the thoughts
i dont fully agree with it now, but it makes complete sense
and i dont want to get all into is
also i have a shit ton of views on my blog
and i love who ever reads this shit
because i am a girl, and i do have an attention seaking side of me
i love getting views and comments and RT and likes on social networking sites :)
but yea, i dont like the new blogger set up, but its kinda set up the same on my phones app, that i dont use, nor do i think i have it any more
but hell, ill get use to it
i mean, i have had this one for what seems like FOREVER, but in reality its only been like 4 years
which is still forever
i think ive had this longer than fb
anf fb changes like every 4 months
meh
ill get use to it
but now, imma explore it
and this layout makes me feel like i type too much, and i now feel obligated to end this so i donnt bore you
so yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, deuces xD
4/10/12
like a shooting star from across the room, so fast so far, you were gone to soon.
i feel like im like, crushing one someone
but i don't know who
the feelings are just there
maybe its because this song is adorable and cute
or because im really tired
or because i dont know why
but regardless, the feelings are here
and i vaguely remember this happening before
but i dont remember what happened
and im about to search my blog to find out
on the plus i think i finally forced someone out of my thought process
then again, it was his doing
i am actually a girl. shocking i know.
but the fact that i felt wanted by someone that hurt me makes me get over them instantly.
as weird as that seems
even though i hate that the past two times i got all strung out on someone
but those were all like "were gonna go out"
then like
yea, no we arnt
so maybe thats why
i dont know
but on more important notesssss:::
i have 4 more note cards that need done
and my out line for english, by wed
then my paper by friday
which untill i just counted i thought i still needed like 7 cards
i did however accidentally miss my english class because i was doing the hw for it
my music project was due monday
we thought it was wed
so we got almost all the filming done
and i have all the footage that we have, and credits, edited
all i need is those other 2 or 3 shots
and then i need to put everything together and in order
and i really want to make a parody to this song that i like love...kinda
but i probably wont go through with it
i have the intro, which was easy
and the first 2 lines, haha
its a lot harder than i thought
but im just gonna drill the song into my head so that its easier :)
and i guess imma stop here and derp around online for a bit more, then goto sleep, hopefully
i may take a sleepy pill, because not only do they help me sleep, but they help me wake up
and i have my alarm clock set so that itll wake me up right after i get out of a second rem cycle, assuming i goto sleep at the right estimated time, which is where the medicine helps
i need to buy more
well, not really, i didnt use them as much as i thought i would last semester or the beginning of this semester
but i kinda want to use them more other just so that i can get back on a sane sleep schedule, although i did enjoy sleeping from 6pm-2am then being awake till like 1ish when i passed out :)
i feel like im like, crushing one someone
but i don't know who
the feelings are just there
maybe its because this song is adorable and cute
or because im really tired
or because i dont know why
but regardless, the feelings are here
and i vaguely remember this happening before
but i dont remember what happened
and im about to search my blog to find out
on the plus i think i finally forced someone out of my thought process
then again, it was his doing
i am actually a girl. shocking i know.
but the fact that i felt wanted by someone that hurt me makes me get over them instantly.
as weird as that seems
even though i hate that the past two times i got all strung out on someone
but those were all like "were gonna go out"
then like
yea, no we arnt
so maybe thats why
i dont know
but on more important notesssss:::
i have 4 more note cards that need done
and my out line for english, by wed
then my paper by friday
which untill i just counted i thought i still needed like 7 cards
i did however accidentally miss my english class because i was doing the hw for it
my music project was due monday
we thought it was wed
so we got almost all the filming done
and i have all the footage that we have, and credits, edited
all i need is those other 2 or 3 shots
and then i need to put everything together and in order
and i really want to make a parody to this song that i like love...kinda
but i probably wont go through with it
i have the intro, which was easy
and the first 2 lines, haha
its a lot harder than i thought
but im just gonna drill the song into my head so that its easier :)
and i guess imma stop here and derp around online for a bit more, then goto sleep, hopefully
i may take a sleepy pill, because not only do they help me sleep, but they help me wake up
and i have my alarm clock set so that itll wake me up right after i get out of a second rem cycle, assuming i goto sleep at the right estimated time, which is where the medicine helps
i need to buy more
well, not really, i didnt use them as much as i thought i would last semester or the beginning of this semester
but i kinda want to use them more other just so that i can get back on a sane sleep schedule, although i did enjoy sleeping from 6pm-2am then being awake till like 1ish when i passed out :)
4/8/12
i just cant
force myself to do this hw x___x
uggggggg x____x
i love how everything works out in my mind then crashes and burns when i put it into action x___x
i need to go to a school that will allow me to actually learn stuff i wanna learn x_x
uggggggg x____x
i love how everything works out in my mind then crashes and burns when i put it into action x___x
i need to go to a school that will allow me to actually learn stuff i wanna learn x_x
4/7/12
i think im finding a pattern in my thoughts and actions
if i keep track of it well enough i should be able to managed to make a sleep scheduled that will allow me to sleep when im normally not in a good mood
and be awake for class
and be awake so that i have time to do hw
so far im thinking i need to start going to bed between 5pm and 8pm, and waking up around 3am or 4am
if i can make myself do this itll be perfect till the end of this semester
except the social life aspect
but then ill be fucked in the summer
for work
and concerts
and hanging out with peopl
but it may get me through this semester
if i keep track of it well enough i should be able to managed to make a sleep scheduled that will allow me to sleep when im normally not in a good mood
and be awake for class
and be awake so that i have time to do hw
so far im thinking i need to start going to bed between 5pm and 8pm, and waking up around 3am or 4am
if i can make myself do this itll be perfect till the end of this semester
except the social life aspect
but then ill be fucked in the summer
for work
and concerts
and hanging out with peopl
but it may get me through this semester
4/6/12
how fucking ignorant are you
i was nice enough to let you borrow my fucking xbox, so when you are going back home for the weekend NATURALLY im going to want it back, right?
okay, so wait, where the fuck is it?
oh in your room, okay
wait, its in your common area?
with 2 people i dont fucking know
and one person that doesnt particularly like me?
and one for those first two people you barely know
and its SITTING IN YOUR FUCKING COMMON AREA?
the one that NO ONE FUCKING LOCKS EVER!??!
are you fucking retarded?
i dont give a flying fuck if you do that to your shit, but mine?
fucking really?!?!
and no, im not coming upstairs to get it
your going to bring it back to me and all the cords better be nicely and nothing should be plugged in to anything
and it better now be a fucking cluster fuck
because if you ever want to borrow it again its a no
but if you give me it back looking like you just fucking threw it in my bag its going to be a FUCK NO!
go buy your own damn xbox
or better yet, use your fucking room mates, you know
the room mate that is almost never there
im really not sure if people are getting stupider or if im just getting bitchy-er
or a combination of both
but i just fucking hate EVERYONE right now
and by that i mean a large majority of people
but not that large
maybe like half
or a little less than half
but thats still a-fucking-lot
*runs outside and starts bashing head against brink wall*
IM AN ART MAJOR NOW!!!!
ironically, two of the people are art majors, well the two that are really fucking irking me today at least
hence why i added that
okay, so wait, where the fuck is it?
oh in your room, okay
wait, its in your common area?
with 2 people i dont fucking know
and one person that doesnt particularly like me?
and one for those first two people you barely know
and its SITTING IN YOUR FUCKING COMMON AREA?
the one that NO ONE FUCKING LOCKS EVER!??!
are you fucking retarded?
i dont give a flying fuck if you do that to your shit, but mine?
fucking really?!?!
and no, im not coming upstairs to get it
your going to bring it back to me and all the cords better be nicely and nothing should be plugged in to anything
and it better now be a fucking cluster fuck
because if you ever want to borrow it again its a no
but if you give me it back looking like you just fucking threw it in my bag its going to be a FUCK NO!
go buy your own damn xbox
or better yet, use your fucking room mates, you know
the room mate that is almost never there
im really not sure if people are getting stupider or if im just getting bitchy-er
or a combination of both
but i just fucking hate EVERYONE right now
and by that i mean a large majority of people
but not that large
maybe like half
or a little less than half
but thats still a-fucking-lot
*runs outside and starts bashing head against brink wall*
IM AN ART MAJOR NOW!!!!
ironically, two of the people are art majors, well the two that are really fucking irking me today at least
hence why i added that
too much on my mind
and i feel like its all about to explode out of my eyes
uggg, im stressed out about the stupidest shit
and you spamming my fucking phone asking me pointless questions that ive already answered 100million times isnt fucking helping
arg
i wish there was a crazy mocha on campus so i can get my pomegranate tea and a biscoti and just fade away in the back corner with my music for a while
its weird that i made that my happy place
but when i did that i didnt feel as socially awkward and alone
and i hated when people came with me
maybe ill take a walk and sit on my bench for a while to clear my mind
blah x_x
and i feel like its all about to explode out of my eyes
uggg, im stressed out about the stupidest shit
and you spamming my fucking phone asking me pointless questions that ive already answered 100million times isnt fucking helping
arg
i wish there was a crazy mocha on campus so i can get my pomegranate tea and a biscoti and just fade away in the back corner with my music for a while
its weird that i made that my happy place
but when i did that i didnt feel as socially awkward and alone
and i hated when people came with me
maybe ill take a walk and sit on my bench for a while to clear my mind
blah x_x
4/4/12
because of my mass amount of RT's i just spammed twittier i think its pretty clear to tell whats on my mind
like always
but, something i know i havent addressed because i didnt realize how common it actually was until today
i fucking hate the phrase 'yolo'
i mean, i enjoy the concept of saying you only live once
but its annoyingly overused
and people use it in stupid fucking situations, at least in my opinion
idk
it just seems like one of those things that will be "ooops, i cheated on my bf with another guy yolo" or "got shit faced again and lost my phone yolo"
idk, i just think that people like that will use it
"ooops, i got pregnant again, i might actually keep this one because im finailly responsible and yolo"
any ways
idk
i have probably said you only live once before doing something stupid
but its been in different cases, obviously
and like, idk, im not gonna say yolo, im going you say you only live once
but all in all
i think that the mass of majority of people that use yolo use it because they want an excuse to do something fucking retarded or need a reason to back it up so they dont feel so bad about their lives
and i feel like that was really mean and bitchy
but oh wellz, deal with it of gtfo cuz yolo :D
like always
but, something i know i havent addressed because i didnt realize how common it actually was until today
i fucking hate the phrase 'yolo'
i mean, i enjoy the concept of saying you only live once
but its annoyingly overused
and people use it in stupid fucking situations, at least in my opinion
idk
it just seems like one of those things that will be "ooops, i cheated on my bf with another guy yolo" or "got shit faced again and lost my phone yolo"
idk, i just think that people like that will use it
"ooops, i got pregnant again, i might actually keep this one because im finailly responsible and yolo"
any ways
idk
i have probably said you only live once before doing something stupid
but its been in different cases, obviously
and like, idk, im not gonna say yolo, im going you say you only live once
but all in all
i think that the mass of majority of people that use yolo use it because they want an excuse to do something fucking retarded or need a reason to back it up so they dont feel so bad about their lives
and i feel like that was really mean and bitchy
but oh wellz, deal with it of gtfo cuz yolo :D
4/2/12
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