My so called "life"

like a shooting star from across the room, so fast so far, you were gone to soon.


i feel like im like, crushing one someone
but i don't know who
the feelings are just there

maybe its because this song is adorable and cute
or because im really tired
or because i dont know why


but regardless, the feelings are here







and i vaguely remember this happening before
but i dont remember what happened
and im about to search my blog to find out










on the plus i think i finally forced someone out of my thought process
then again, it was his doing
i am actually a girl. shocking i know.
but the fact that i felt wanted by someone that hurt me makes me get over them instantly.
as weird as that seems

even though i hate that the past two times i got all strung out on someone
but those were all like "were gonna go out"
then like
yea, no we arnt

so maybe thats why
i dont know

but on more important notesssss:::

i have 4 more note cards that need done
and my out line for english, by wed
then my paper by friday
which untill i just counted i thought i still needed like 7 cards
i did however accidentally miss my english class because i was doing the hw for it

my music project was due monday
we thought it was wed
so we got almost all the filming done
and i have all the footage that we have, and credits, edited
all i need is those other 2 or 3 shots
and then i need to put everything together and in order

and i really want to make a parody to this song that i like love...kinda
but i probably wont go through with it
i have the intro, which was easy
and the first 2 lines, haha
its a lot harder than i thought
but im just gonna drill the song into my head so that its easier :)


and i guess imma stop here and derp around online for a bit more, then goto sleep, hopefully

i may take a sleepy pill, because not only do they help me sleep, but they help me wake up

and i have my alarm clock set so that itll wake me up right after i get out of a second rem cycle, assuming i goto sleep at the right estimated time, which is where the medicine helps

i need to buy more
well, not really, i didnt use them as much as i thought i would last semester or the beginning of this semester

but i kinda want to use them more other just so that i can get back on a sane sleep schedule, although i did enjoy sleeping from 6pm-2am then being awake till like 1ish when i passed out :)