Bury your head

our eyes meet for the first time from across the room
i look into ur soul and see something much deeper than ur appearance
i see u
the real u
i see everything
all ur pain
i feel it
and a tear falls from my eye
i regain conscientiousness and go back to doing my work

later i see u at the bus stop
once again our eyes meet
but from across the road this time
and now i see sadness
i see u crying
or at least i think i can
but then i jump back to reality and ur laughing
how can this be i say
the next day ur not in class
or the bus stop
nothing abnormal i think
but then the next day and the next and the next
u weren't there
the days turned into weeks
which turned into three months
figuring u just transferred i ask some one where u went to school
they turn and walk way
thinking they were pissed at me i asked some one else
but the bell rang and they ran to their next class saying text me later
so i did
and what i found out was so horrifying
i cried
how could this happen
the one and only person i seem to connect to...

why...

i thought that u could be the one...

what was i thinking
just one person, just one day..

but i was happy for those short moments no matter how much pain it brought me.
i loved u.
and i hope u can hear that!
now please, just give me a sign that ur listening,
that u love me.
anything....

please....

guess hes no...(speaker drops to floor and dies)
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i was thinking of some one
and this popped in my head
and i really don't know how they are related at all,
well,
maybe a little
but, nah
haha
im happy i have live journal on my phone
<3