some times i feel like...

there is no point to my life
not just life in general
mine
like, i was meant to be doing something different
like who i am and what i do i not my destiny
but purely a mistake

i think deeply sometimes
then over react
so i continue
it's just who i am
unfortunately

im still really pissed that i forgot my monologue
but i guess that's what happens once you poison you mind with enough garbage
you actually forget the semi important/useful things

but may i say, research was pretty funn today
and it was the most fun i could have with out getting kicked out
but hell, i guess that wat happens when you in a room filled with people like you

by that i mean::
slackers
people that dont give a shit
people that change their topics
people with ADD [or at least seems like it]
and overall failures
xD
haha,yupp, thats me alright!