lyrics btw
and i didnt feel like updating u on all the nyc crap
ill get to it
i got a season pass to kennywood
so if u ever wanna go ill go :D
ummmm
idk
my phones broken
ill probably get a new one soon
or atleast i hope
i hate not having a phoned because i get more "emo"
because when i dont have my phone to tlk to ppl, i think
whit depresses me quite often
uggg, i wanna bitch at something
for something
thats not really their fault
but it is
kinda
meh
im tired hot and sticky
sooooo imma showerrrrrr and go to sleep, night
5/30/10
reading peoples blogs
and i saw someone who said they didnt go to school because they woke up with a pain under their one side of their ribs and it was hard to take deep breaths
that happenes to me, almost every day
and its both sides
and its every breath
just felt like sharing that
even though it makes me feel like im trying to say that my life it worese and b all emo about it
w/e
so as my other post said my phone was broken
so i tlked to my dad about and, and of course, my mom had to step im
like she always does
and she said something about me turning into a whiney bitch whenever i dnt get my way, and i said she did too, so she said she didnt, and i said "thats right, u cnt turn into one when u always are one!" and then my dad said "she got u there" and i laughed, and my mom started to bitch at my dad then went out to smoke
gawd, i wishe every time me and her got into a fight i coulf just walk away and do something to calm me down
i think imma start
so at like 11 at night imma go out side and take a walk, while i look as mess
anyways
i guess thats really all
im probably gonna clean off my bed, then sleep in my fort
idk y imma waste my time cleaning my bed
because i just need my mp3 player
but im probably gonna need a handfull of ib profine so i can sleep
uggg, i hate when i get worked up
and i hate that i think pain killer numb emotional pain
when i know that they barley numb physicial pain, and they just help me sleep
i think thats the real reason i take them
to help me sleep and escape from my emotional pains
so in away, i am right
btw, the only thing my mom cared about when i tld her my phone broke was if i got the pics from the wall at ellis island off
thanks bitch
w/e
if i wanna goto kennywood i gotta clean
but atm, im not really in the mood..ugg
im glad i could retain the tears till now...
that happenes to me, almost every day
and its both sides
and its every breath
just felt like sharing that
even though it makes me feel like im trying to say that my life it worese and b all emo about it
w/e
so as my other post said my phone was broken
so i tlked to my dad about and, and of course, my mom had to step im
like she always does
and she said something about me turning into a whiney bitch whenever i dnt get my way, and i said she did too, so she said she didnt, and i said "thats right, u cnt turn into one when u always are one!" and then my dad said "she got u there" and i laughed, and my mom started to bitch at my dad then went out to smoke
gawd, i wishe every time me and her got into a fight i coulf just walk away and do something to calm me down
i think imma start
so at like 11 at night imma go out side and take a walk, while i look as mess
anyways
i guess thats really all
im probably gonna clean off my bed, then sleep in my fort
idk y imma waste my time cleaning my bed
because i just need my mp3 player
but im probably gonna need a handfull of ib profine so i can sleep
uggg, i hate when i get worked up
and i hate that i think pain killer numb emotional pain
when i know that they barley numb physicial pain, and they just help me sleep
i think thats the real reason i take them
to help me sleep and escape from my emotional pains
so in away, i am right
btw, the only thing my mom cared about when i tld her my phone broke was if i got the pics from the wall at ellis island off
thanks bitch
w/e
if i wanna goto kennywood i gotta clean
but atm, im not really in the mood..ugg
im glad i could retain the tears till now...
5/29/10
fuck my fucking life
i was cleaning an doing laundry, and my phone slipped probably a foot to the ground and the screen went completley white
ive restarted it
and took the battery our and put it back in
now i have the battery out and am letting it sit for a while
now i dnt even wanna goto kennywood
i want a phone
but like all the other times im probably gonna have to wait a month or 3 till i can get one
even though i spent an hr researching a phone a really really liked
w/e
fuck my pointless ass life...
ive restarted it
and took the battery our and put it back in
now i have the battery out and am letting it sit for a while
now i dnt even wanna goto kennywood
i want a phone
but like all the other times im probably gonna have to wait a month or 3 till i can get one
even though i spent an hr researching a phone a really really liked
w/e
fuck my pointless ass life...
5/25/10
new york: day one
turns out my phone is fucking retatred
and i dnt get service
yet, someone else in my room with cricket does
and the maps say i get full coverage
and im pissed a fucking hell
and cant get a hold of a repersentive person
x_x
sooo, ne who
we went to the un building
it was more interesting that i thought it wld b
then we went to the hotel, and my room has a pull out couch bed and a normal bed, and because we thought they said it had 2 beds and a pull out couch we picked this instead of the one with just two beds
which turns out had a microwave and mini fridge
adn of course maranda isnt next us, so we cant chill till bed
cuz the hotel is set up retardedly
but yea, went to time square
and went to the giant toys r us
and m&m store
and a hersey store
and lids, AND U CAN GET A CUSTOM HAT AND GET LIKE W/E U WANT ON IT!!!
haha, epic
and we went in to a MAC store
:)
only a few in the us, like converse stores
and im happy iv been to them :D
ummm, yea, idr wat else we r doing and wen, but i like how we get alot of time to just do like w/e
and i think it is more fun that staying bac wld have been
haha
i gotta bitch at cricket now
x_x
and i dnt get service
yet, someone else in my room with cricket does
and the maps say i get full coverage
and im pissed a fucking hell
and cant get a hold of a repersentive person
x_x
sooo, ne who
we went to the un building
it was more interesting that i thought it wld b
then we went to the hotel, and my room has a pull out couch bed and a normal bed, and because we thought they said it had 2 beds and a pull out couch we picked this instead of the one with just two beds
which turns out had a microwave and mini fridge
adn of course maranda isnt next us, so we cant chill till bed
cuz the hotel is set up retardedly
but yea, went to time square
and went to the giant toys r us
and m&m store
and a hersey store
and lids, AND U CAN GET A CUSTOM HAT AND GET LIKE W/E U WANT ON IT!!!
haha, epic
and we went in to a MAC store
:)
only a few in the us, like converse stores
and im happy iv been to them :D
ummm, yea, idr wat else we r doing and wen, but i like how we get alot of time to just do like w/e
and i think it is more fun that staying bac wld have been
haha
i gotta bitch at cricket now
x_x
5/24/10
omg
getting a random call from some one, just so they can tell me about som drama that started over a page view?!
like really? a fucking page view!??
idekk
and idc ne more
tomrrow= new york trip
and gawd i feel so repetive
sooo yea
today started as shit
and ended as shit
and then i came home and it was fin
but now im about to pass out
and fear not waking up in time
x_x
damnit for my idea not working out
w/e
two fingers up and im out
like really? a fucking page view!??
idekk
and idc ne more
tomrrow= new york trip
and gawd i feel so repetive
sooo yea
today started as shit
and ended as shit
and then i came home and it was fin
but now im about to pass out
and fear not waking up in time
x_x
damnit for my idea not working out
w/e
two fingers up and im out
in soviet russia...
iv been epicly failing those joke things latley
x_x
bah
so i woke up, and then i went to back into a half sleep
woke up
got ready
then dwn twn i was in like a pissed and sad mood thing
idk
i just looked at the ny crap
my bus buddie is maranda
and we r on the same tour
but, im not in her room :\
grrrr, im with ppl im not really friends with
2 of them i tlk to, and 1 i cnt fucking stand
x_x
imma check again and see if there are ne rooms with 3 or less ppl in
and see if i can stand them more
but if not
i guess im stuck
uggggggg
ao ill tlk to someone...bah
ummm
yea
im not doing like ne work in ne class
w/e
imma go
x_x
bah
so i woke up, and then i went to back into a half sleep
woke up
got ready
then dwn twn i was in like a pissed and sad mood thing
idk
i just looked at the ny crap
my bus buddie is maranda
and we r on the same tour
but, im not in her room :\
grrrr, im with ppl im not really friends with
2 of them i tlk to, and 1 i cnt fucking stand
x_x
imma check again and see if there are ne rooms with 3 or less ppl in
and see if i can stand them more
but if not
i guess im stuck
uggggggg
ao ill tlk to someone...bah
ummm
yea
im not doing like ne work in ne class
w/e
imma go
blah
i sld b sleeping
but meh
this is more, something
i feel randomly empty
and nauseous
atleast, i think its spelled right
blah
who cares?
but iv been feeling quisey, and like im gonna barf quite freaquntly
and i kind think i get it confused with having butterflies in my stomach
because they are the same, except butterflies make me smile and dnt hurt
"i have butterflies in my stomach"
"maybe you should stop eating them"
tehehe
someone tld me that
and its one of my fav little quote things
actually
i think a few ppl tlk me that
oh well
btw, i has a new word thing
dilf
its like a milf
but dad, inteasd of mom
and its cuz i saw one :p
which leads me to the concultion that REAL metal heads, never get old an always stay sexy
haha
i also noticed im friends with a metal head
and i notcied his epicness
although he is really annoying sometimes
but less annoying that someone i may be rooming with during ny
x_x
haha
speaking of which
this blog with be obsolete from tuesday to friday
because thats wen the trip is
also imma have a trillion u tube videos to watch
haha
and i just finished watching/skipped a shit load of them
x_x
uggg, it wont go away, w/e
imma make a new twitter cuz my old ones fucked up still
x_x
im out
but meh
this is more, something
i feel randomly empty
and nauseous
atleast, i think its spelled right
blah
who cares?
but iv been feeling quisey, and like im gonna barf quite freaquntly
and i kind think i get it confused with having butterflies in my stomach
because they are the same, except butterflies make me smile and dnt hurt
"i have butterflies in my stomach"
"maybe you should stop eating them"
tehehe
someone tld me that
and its one of my fav little quote things
actually
i think a few ppl tlk me that
oh well
btw, i has a new word thing
dilf
its like a milf
but dad, inteasd of mom
and its cuz i saw one :p
which leads me to the concultion that REAL metal heads, never get old an always stay sexy
haha
i also noticed im friends with a metal head
and i notcied his epicness
although he is really annoying sometimes
but less annoying that someone i may be rooming with during ny
x_x
haha
speaking of which
this blog with be obsolete from tuesday to friday
because thats wen the trip is
also imma have a trillion u tube videos to watch
haha
and i just finished watching/skipped a shit load of them
x_x
uggg, it wont go away, w/e
imma make a new twitter cuz my old ones fucked up still
x_x
im out
5/22/10
sometimes...
i fell like u hate me
and that u dnt wanna b around me
sometimes i fell like i annoy u
and piss u off
sometimes i feel like really clingy to you and like u just wanna punch me
but hell
sometimes i fell like that about u
and that u dnt wanna b around me
sometimes i fell like i annoy u
and piss u off
sometimes i feel like really clingy to you and like u just wanna punch me
but hell
sometimes i fell like that about u
5/21/10
graduating?
so in career class i was actually doing my work
and i needed to find out something
idr what, but it was for a question
then i came along something in the side bar saying "full sail scam" and 'i hate full sail"
so i spent the sum of class reading
and now im not sure if i want to go there
i mean, there were a few people saying they hated it because it was so demanding and all these other bad things
like its in an unsafe neighborhood
and its too much
there arnt any real connections
the teachers are just students
and then there are people saying how that they know the people that made fullsailsucks.com
[which had a name change]
and they are saying that they are game designers that just couldnt do it
and bad students
and saying all the people that got robbed, the robbers only wanted their mac books
and saying that yes, its demanding, its a 24hr school
and they shove 3years into a few months
and how people say u dnt get enough education for the price, but u need to actually look for more than expected
and that there is a low graduation rate because u need a 3.0
which leads me to, oh shit, i cant do this..
so, i guess i want to go there more than i need to?
but i think i NEED to go there
and if i pass, it shows that i truley earn and am truley interested
and that i, idk
im just gonna b all repetitive
but anywho
i think im gonna miss city high
i mean im gonna miss the...
being at eyeball park
sitting in our spot
stealing coffee and honey buns :p
and random trips to 7 11,with the dude with his gauges, that the bitch that now loves me cuz of my purse
idk
and then, just having fun
and saying fuck this work
and messing with my teachers
and i needed to find out something
idr what, but it was for a question
then i came along something in the side bar saying "full sail scam" and 'i hate full sail"
so i spent the sum of class reading
and now im not sure if i want to go there
i mean, there were a few people saying they hated it because it was so demanding and all these other bad things
like its in an unsafe neighborhood
and its too much
there arnt any real connections
the teachers are just students
and then there are people saying how that they know the people that made fullsailsucks.com
[which had a name change]
and they are saying that they are game designers that just couldnt do it
and bad students
and saying all the people that got robbed, the robbers only wanted their mac books
and saying that yes, its demanding, its a 24hr school
and they shove 3years into a few months
and how people say u dnt get enough education for the price, but u need to actually look for more than expected
and that there is a low graduation rate because u need a 3.0
which leads me to, oh shit, i cant do this..
so, i guess i want to go there more than i need to?
but i think i NEED to go there
and if i pass, it shows that i truley earn and am truley interested
and that i, idk
im just gonna b all repetitive
but anywho
i think im gonna miss city high
i mean im gonna miss the...
being at eyeball park
sitting in our spot
stealing coffee and honey buns :p
and random trips to 7 11,with the dude with his gauges, that the bitch that now loves me cuz of my purse
idk
and then, just having fun
and saying fuck this work
and messing with my teachers
5/19/10
i made my sex cakes
aka ronnie cupcakes :D
craig sux= brandon
craig sux= sean
a= alyssa
?= michele(n)
?=maranda(p)
?=me(h)
r (in radke)=jenn
i really dnt feel like brining one for EVEYRONE
i mean, i mainly just made then cuz sean didnt get one
and cuz my grandma really wanted one
uggg, i gotta do the dishes
maybe if theres enough room ill bring one for colleen and dani and rachel and toast
but idt ill have enough room
i think michele gets a 'n'
cuz shes black
haha
i think i want the h
hmmmm, now wat to give maranda...
ill give her the p
for penis!
craig sux= brandon
craig sux= sean
a= alyssa
?= michele(n)
?=maranda(p)
?=me(h)
r (in radke)=jenn
i really dnt feel like brining one for EVEYRONE
i mean, i mainly just made then cuz sean didnt get one
and cuz my grandma really wanted one
uggg, i gotta do the dishes
maybe if theres enough room ill bring one for colleen and dani and rachel and toast
but idt ill have enough room
i think michele gets a 'n'
cuz shes black
haha
i think i want the h
hmmmm, now wat to give maranda...
ill give her the p
for penis!
social vibe and rubber bands
meybe not a durable as wristbands
and maybe not as, me
they are more, free?
or open
i can feel air on my wrists
not sure y i chose this
but i wanted to support twloha
so i have my social vide
and it looked off having a wrist band
so i have the rubber band things on my wrist
they make me feel like a little kid again
you remember
back in the day
where youd come home and play
untill the stree lights came on
woke up early
and went to bed at 8 or 9
always wihing to stay up late
now we leave when the lights turn on
and come back home at 11
and dnt even think about going to sleep till 3am
wake up around noon
back in the day
when the only pain u knew was scraping ur knees
instead of now when u go thru pointless emotional pain
back in the day when ur fights were over little things
like ur friend useing a purple pen when u wanted it
not as big, at least not big enough to end frienships
and nothing ever physicial back in the day
idk
i wanna apply for a job at the tech team
but i have a disiplin history
and i failed grad project
and have a d in math from last trimester
soooo, yea w/e
i think that the only manaditory class i enjoy is careers class
soooo, theres the below a c
i think that the only enjoyable manaditory class is careers
because its the only usefull one
cuz all the other ones are pointless
english- reading books, that dnt apply to ne thing
history- things that are done and over with
math-once u get past the basic shit, theres not point, like y the fuck do we need to use letters and shit? i mean, teach basic fourmulas so we arent retated but other shit is stupid as hell
science- what the hell are we gonna use half the shit we learn?
like i understand that u need to learn about stuff to see what interests u
but i think that at a certain point in life, unless u want to go into that career u should stop learning it
like, in atleast higschool
like, kindergarder to like 3rd grade should be reading writing and basic math
then there should be a year break, so thats 4th
5th-7th should be a little more in depth math and more complex english along with some science and history
then 8ths should purley be science and history
and 9th should be another year break
and 10th should b research on possiable careers
and then 11th and 12th should be learning more stuff they normally teach in basic highschool to help people advance
and then there is college
i think that would work much better!!!!
and maybe not as, me
they are more, free?
or open
i can feel air on my wrists
not sure y i chose this
but i wanted to support twloha
so i have my social vide
and it looked off having a wrist band
so i have the rubber band things on my wrist
they make me feel like a little kid again
you remember
back in the day
where youd come home and play
untill the stree lights came on
woke up early
and went to bed at 8 or 9
always wihing to stay up late
now we leave when the lights turn on
and come back home at 11
and dnt even think about going to sleep till 3am
wake up around noon
back in the day
when the only pain u knew was scraping ur knees
instead of now when u go thru pointless emotional pain
back in the day when ur fights were over little things
like ur friend useing a purple pen when u wanted it
not as big, at least not big enough to end frienships
and nothing ever physicial back in the day
idk
i wanna apply for a job at the tech team
but i have a disiplin history
and i failed grad project
and have a d in math from last trimester
soooo, yea w/e
i think that the only manaditory class i enjoy is careers class
soooo, theres the below a c
i think that the only enjoyable manaditory class is careers
because its the only usefull one
cuz all the other ones are pointless
english- reading books, that dnt apply to ne thing
history- things that are done and over with
math-once u get past the basic shit, theres not point, like y the fuck do we need to use letters and shit? i mean, teach basic fourmulas so we arent retated but other shit is stupid as hell
science- what the hell are we gonna use half the shit we learn?
like i understand that u need to learn about stuff to see what interests u
but i think that at a certain point in life, unless u want to go into that career u should stop learning it
like, in atleast higschool
like, kindergarder to like 3rd grade should be reading writing and basic math
then there should be a year break, so thats 4th
5th-7th should be a little more in depth math and more complex english along with some science and history
then 8ths should purley be science and history
and 9th should be another year break
and 10th should b research on possiable careers
and then 11th and 12th should be learning more stuff they normally teach in basic highschool to help people advance
and then there is college
i think that would work much better!!!!
5/18/10
i found something that i could sink my teeth into..
what?
more lyrics, from the same song?!??!?
well that was a nice nap
i feel asleep with a youtube play list going
all motley crue :)
they are really good
and it's not just the fact nikki sixx and tommy lee are in it
idk, i seem to feel as if im a follower of random people
cuz idk, i just am
its hard to explain
like, idk where my random love comes from
cuz i dont even think i knew ronnie radkes name untill someone tld me that the lead singer of escape the fate was in jail
and that was after a year or two of him being there
idk
just makes me feel all poserish
and the fact i listen to brides of destruction
well, its doesnt really make me feel poserish
but i wldn listen to them if i didnt see nikki sixxs blog and find out he use to be in them
[that sounded dirty]
but they are really amazing
bah, idk
~!@#$%^&*()_+~!@#$%^&*()_+~!@#$%^&*()_+~!@#$%^&*()_+
+_)(*&^%$#@!~+_)(*&^%$#@!~+_)(*&^%$#@!~+_)(*&^%$#@!~
on the other hand
i barely got to tlk to someone that i normally tlk to for the bigger half of my day
meh
i guess there was no real point to saying that
>>>>>>>>>>(((((((((((((((()))))))))))))<<<<<<<<<<<
))))))))))<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<>>>>>>>>>>>>>(((((((((((
blah, i guess i better do something productive
like get a shower now
and do my laundry
then tomorrow i have an thing after school with my internship person
then thursday ill probably make my cupcakes, i really havent felt up to it
then friday imma hang out with someone
and saturday imma, idk, im supposed to do this walk thing, but idk if my parents will give me money for it...and i just got back from that persons house and dnt wanna go back, but i dnt mean that in a mean "omg i cant stand her" way
its just that being at one place for so long gets old
like school, it gets real old real quick
and my house gets boring because theres nothing to do ne more
any who
june 18,2011
*sigh*
im not sure if its a good day, or a bad day...
more lyrics, from the same song?!??!?
well that was a nice nap
i feel asleep with a youtube play list going
all motley crue :)
they are really good
and it's not just the fact nikki sixx and tommy lee are in it
idk, i seem to feel as if im a follower of random people
cuz idk, i just am
its hard to explain
like, idk where my random love comes from
cuz i dont even think i knew ronnie radkes name untill someone tld me that the lead singer of escape the fate was in jail
and that was after a year or two of him being there
idk
just makes me feel all poserish
and the fact i listen to brides of destruction
well, its doesnt really make me feel poserish
but i wldn listen to them if i didnt see nikki sixxs blog and find out he use to be in them
[that sounded dirty]
but they are really amazing
bah, idk
~!@#$%^&*()_+~!@#$%^&*()_+~!@#$%^&*()_+~!@#$%^&*()_+
+_)(*&^%$#@!~+_)(*&^%$#@!~+_)(*&^%$#@!~+_)(*&^%$#@!~
on the other hand
i barely got to tlk to someone that i normally tlk to for the bigger half of my day
meh
i guess there was no real point to saying that
>>>>>>>>>>(((((((((((((((()))))))))))))<<<<<<<<<<<
))))))))))<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<>>>>>>>>>>>>>(((((((((((
blah, i guess i better do something productive
like get a shower now
and do my laundry
then tomorrow i have an thing after school with my internship person
then thursday ill probably make my cupcakes, i really havent felt up to it
then friday imma hang out with someone
and saturday imma, idk, im supposed to do this walk thing, but idk if my parents will give me money for it...and i just got back from that persons house and dnt wanna go back, but i dnt mean that in a mean "omg i cant stand her" way
its just that being at one place for so long gets old
like school, it gets real old real quick
and my house gets boring because theres nothing to do ne more
any who
june 18,2011
*sigh*
im not sure if its a good day, or a bad day...
I wanna be your last breath, before we suffocate. A kiss you can't forget, like a wedding on a rainy day
i <3 motley crue
and i think that im gonna sleep in all my clothes from the day
then wake up and do something productive
meh, or not
and i think that im gonna sleep in all my clothes from the day
then wake up and do something productive
meh, or not
5/17/10
second quessing myself...
my stomach hurts
again
nelson wa reading this
so if he still is
i first want to tell him to stopl playing fancy pants
second, i would like to tell him that this is for my blog
and that i dont want to have it open all day
thrid i want to tell him hi :)
we just got into a hitting fight
but like
"oh whoops"
and then he tld me to go eat gummy bears off my own pussy
o_0
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now that im home..
im second guessing myself about new york
i mean, holding $300 its like
wow
do u kno what i could buy with this!?
i could buy 2 new hoddies
and 4 new shoes with cool shoe laces
i could buy a new phone and a new hoddie and new shores
i could buy mad band ts
i could but like 2 more complete outfits
pants, shirt, shoes, sweaters
i could but some nice camis
i could buy, just new stuff i need
and stuff i want
like a camera
or the flip camera kid
or an xbox
or the skull candie headphones
or get my mp3 player fixed
i could get soo much for that money
but when ever i ask for a few little things at a time
its always put of till whenever its convient
but wen my parents want to get me out of the house
its like
ohh! here $300 take the money and leave
and we all kno i prob wont get any spending money
im hoping atleast $50
but just incase im gonna see how much money i have on my account
another thing about the trip is
only ONE bag of luggage!!!1
i hope they dnt mind a HUGE ASS SUITCASE!
bahaha
and i hope we can have a bag on the bus with us
i am NOT a light packer AT ALL!!!
i need to take sooo many shirts and pants
cuz i can never decide
then i need to bring ALL of my make up
and i gotta bring a bunch of shit to do on the buss
idk
now im thinking that i sldnt go
so in a way, i hoping that there arnt ne seats
cuz idk how long ill last being under my schools rules
how insane ill go
and if i snap, i dnt wanna b sent home
ugggg, plus, what if i dnt get cell service!!! D:
im hoping cricket will get it there..
or i really will die..
ugggg
again
nelson wa reading this
so if he still is
i first want to tell him to stopl playing fancy pants
second, i would like to tell him that this is for my blog
and that i dont want to have it open all day
thrid i want to tell him hi :)
we just got into a hitting fight
but like
"oh whoops"
and then he tld me to go eat gummy bears off my own pussy
o_0
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now that im home..
im second guessing myself about new york
i mean, holding $300 its like
wow
do u kno what i could buy with this!?
i could buy 2 new hoddies
and 4 new shoes with cool shoe laces
i could buy a new phone and a new hoddie and new shores
i could buy mad band ts
i could but like 2 more complete outfits
pants, shirt, shoes, sweaters
i could but some nice camis
i could buy, just new stuff i need
and stuff i want
like a camera
or the flip camera kid
or an xbox
or the skull candie headphones
or get my mp3 player fixed
i could get soo much for that money
but when ever i ask for a few little things at a time
its always put of till whenever its convient
but wen my parents want to get me out of the house
its like
ohh! here $300 take the money and leave
and we all kno i prob wont get any spending money
im hoping atleast $50
but just incase im gonna see how much money i have on my account
another thing about the trip is
only ONE bag of luggage!!!1
i hope they dnt mind a HUGE ASS SUITCASE!
bahaha
and i hope we can have a bag on the bus with us
i am NOT a light packer AT ALL!!!
i need to take sooo many shirts and pants
cuz i can never decide
then i need to bring ALL of my make up
and i gotta bring a bunch of shit to do on the buss
idk
now im thinking that i sldnt go
so in a way, i hoping that there arnt ne seats
cuz idk how long ill last being under my schools rules
how insane ill go
and if i snap, i dnt wanna b sent home
ugggg, plus, what if i dnt get cell service!!! D:
im hoping cricket will get it there..
or i really will die..
ugggg
5/16/10
ugg
i wish...
that i could make up my mind
about things
like
well, just every thing
my grad project is probably the most important
*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*
i wish...
that i can rid the people i dont want to be around
and for friendships with the ones i do
but i cant
im not that mean
and im not that appealing to everyone
*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*
i wish...
that i could have the strength to go on
*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*
i wish..
that people could see me
the way i want them to see me
but with out me having to act that way
to force that smile
to fake that laugh
*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*
i wish..
that people wouldnt lie
for stupid reasons
like, to gain your trust, affection, and friendship
*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*
i wish...
that my mind and heard wouldnt always contradict
and dissagree
with each other
*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*
i wish..
that i has a magical stop watch
stop
rewind
forward
freeze
*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*
i wish..
that i could make myself and other happy
*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*
i wish...
that i could bring back the dead
and watch people as the start crying
and smileing
as they see the ones the lost
and get to tell them that they love them
or are sorry
and change the last words they said to them
*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*
i wish...
i wasnt crying right now
or that i could keep it inside longer
*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*
i wish...
we could see
what out lives would be like if we could change the choice we made
and then choose the one we liked better
*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*
i wish...
i had enough
strength
to take down that wish bone from freshmen year...
they only one i can remember my wish of..
*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*
i wish..
that my parents could just make up their goddamn minds about moving
and get it over with
*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*
i wish...
that
i could have things
that im proud of
*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*
i wish...
that ur not having trouble reading this
because of the stupid format im using
*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*
i wish...
that u under stand that im
sorry
if you are
*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*
i wish...
that used tampons and pads
didnt stink
*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*
i wish...
i could start each day
with a cup of flavored tea
and end it the same
*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*
i wish...
that i could change the way i look
*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*
i wish...
i was prettier
and
skinnier
*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*
i wish...
that my skin wasnt so dry
and thick
and disgusting
*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*
i wish...
that i could just accept myself
*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*
i wish...
that i wouldnt regret
soooo many things that i did
*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*
i wish..
that i dont have to live
with regrets
*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*
i wish...
that i didnt have
these
marks
all over
my body
that will never go away
*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*
i wish...
i could never have the memories of they reasons they are there
they people that made them be there
*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*
i wish...
that i didnt just say that
*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*
i wish...
that i could just beleive in things
that arent there
or real
*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*
i wish...
that i can fall asleep in someones arms
and wake up still there
*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*
i wish...
that i could find
something pure
and real
*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*
i wish...
that one day
all of my wishes will com true
that i could make up my mind
about things
like
well, just every thing
my grad project is probably the most important
*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*
i wish...
that i can rid the people i dont want to be around
and for friendships with the ones i do
but i cant
im not that mean
and im not that appealing to everyone
*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*
i wish...
that i could have the strength to go on
*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*
i wish..
that people could see me
the way i want them to see me
but with out me having to act that way
to force that smile
to fake that laugh
*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*
i wish..
that people wouldnt lie
for stupid reasons
like, to gain your trust, affection, and friendship
*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*
i wish...
that my mind and heard wouldnt always contradict
and dissagree
with each other
*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*
i wish..
that i has a magical stop watch
stop
rewind
forward
freeze
*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*
i wish..
that i could make myself and other happy
*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*
i wish...
that i could bring back the dead
and watch people as the start crying
and smileing
as they see the ones the lost
and get to tell them that they love them
or are sorry
and change the last words they said to them
*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*
i wish...
i wasnt crying right now
or that i could keep it inside longer
*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*
i wish...
we could see
what out lives would be like if we could change the choice we made
and then choose the one we liked better
*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*
i wish...
i had enough
strength
to take down that wish bone from freshmen year...
they only one i can remember my wish of..
*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*
i wish..
that my parents could just make up their goddamn minds about moving
and get it over with
*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*
i wish...
that
i could have things
that im proud of
*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*
i wish...
that ur not having trouble reading this
because of the stupid format im using
*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*
i wish...
that u under stand that im
sorry
if you are
*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*
i wish...
that used tampons and pads
didnt stink
*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*
i wish...
i could start each day
with a cup of flavored tea
and end it the same
*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*
i wish...
that i could change the way i look
*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*
i wish...
i was prettier
and
skinnier
*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*
i wish...
that my skin wasnt so dry
and thick
and disgusting
*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*
i wish...
that i could just accept myself
*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*
i wish...
that i wouldnt regret
soooo many things that i did
*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*
i wish..
that i dont have to live
with regrets
*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*
i wish...
that i didnt have
these
marks
all over
my body
that will never go away
*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*
i wish...
i could never have the memories of they reasons they are there
they people that made them be there
*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*
i wish...
that i didnt just say that
*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*
i wish...
that i could just beleive in things
that arent there
or real
*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*
i wish...
that i can fall asleep in someones arms
and wake up still there
*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*
i wish...
that i could find
something pure
and real
*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*<3*
i wish...
that one day
all of my wishes will com true
my tummy hurts
but its odd
its like a combination on have neasuea, being over stuffed, and growling
this is why im fat
x_x
cuz there are times i never eat
and there are times im always hungry
uggg
idk wat to type
ive separated myself from another person
i bet ull never guess who..
*hint*look at the title of my other post*hint*
so i guess im not gonna waste my time bitching about that
im just ready to get out of highschool
and get outta state
ugggg
i thought that high school could be a new start for me
and it was
not saying that it has turned out negatively
but i have made quite a few bad choices
the innocent side of me wants to go back in time and change them
and the 'w/e fuck it' part of me just says "hey, its life. shit happens"
uggg, idk ne more
and idk where my mind is
because im not in the state i normally am in
i think that the risk of...nvm
i may be doing something next weekend
or friday atleast
imma be hanging out with someone of coolness
:D
that i may or may not like
:p
sooooooooooo
yea
w/e
i guess thats the end
its like a combination on have neasuea, being over stuffed, and growling
this is why im fat
x_x
cuz there are times i never eat
and there are times im always hungry
uggg
idk wat to type
ive separated myself from another person
i bet ull never guess who..
*hint*look at the title of my other post*hint*
so i guess im not gonna waste my time bitching about that
im just ready to get out of highschool
and get outta state
ugggg
i thought that high school could be a new start for me
and it was
not saying that it has turned out negatively
but i have made quite a few bad choices
the innocent side of me wants to go back in time and change them
and the 'w/e fuck it' part of me just says "hey, its life. shit happens"
uggg, idk ne more
and idk where my mind is
because im not in the state i normally am in
i think that the risk of...nvm
i may be doing something next weekend
or friday atleast
imma be hanging out with someone of coolness
:D
that i may or may not like
:p
sooooooooooo
yea
w/e
i guess thats the end
5/14/10
zachary fucking harms
is an ass hole
oh yea, so are josh brown and cameron w/e the fuck his name is
thats all
oh yea, so are josh brown and cameron w/e the fuck his name is
thats all
i really wish...
that this wasnt public
i wish i could moderate the people that could read it
that it wasnt on the internet
so that there had to be like, a log in, of privite setting
well, i guess there is
but then i could talk bout stuff
and not have it be all up on the internet
so hid it from certain people
just so that..
yea
cuz i felt like "its my blog w/e only like 3 ppl read it"
and that only my followers can read it
untill someone comes up to me and asked me if i wrote songs
and wen i said y they said they say my blog
so i can sit her and bitch about what i want
of talk about what ivee done or
or wat i wanna do
because it is on
the world
wide
web
vkjsdlkdfjsaklfas
i wish i could moderate the people that could read it
that it wasnt on the internet
so that there had to be like, a log in, of privite setting
well, i guess there is
but then i could talk bout stuff
and not have it be all up on the internet
so hid it from certain people
just so that..
yea
cuz i felt like "its my blog w/e only like 3 ppl read it"
and that only my followers can read it
untill someone comes up to me and asked me if i wrote songs
and wen i said y they said they say my blog
so i can sit her and bitch about what i want
of talk about what ivee done or
or wat i wanna do
because it is on
the world
wide
web
vkjsdlkdfjsaklfas
5/13/10
i [heart] Joe Penna!
yupp yupp
i just felt like telling everyone :)
oh yea
and my class room smells like co co puffs!
i just felt like telling everyone :)
oh yea
and my class room smells like co co puffs!
5/12/10
why cant i have nice, not shitty things?
my glasses are spotted
my make-up is running
and my eyes
my eyes are blood shot
from these tears i cry
but not for a good reason
for an, odd reason
i have to finally part with my camera
the first non hammy down electronic that i didn't have to pay for
after begging and beggin for this really awesome camera that i fell in love with
i got this
so there was a tiny disappointment
i had it for like 3 years
it broke about a year ago
maybe a little more
and today a decided i wanted to fix it
and i couldn't
I wanted to take it apart
but i couldnt un-screw it
so i had my dad do it
i kept everything neat and in order
the internal and external screws were seperated
and stuck to tape so i wouldnt loose them
[btw, there was a "lense error"]
and after 2 hrs of pulling and nudging
and getting shocked and scratched
and of hopeing
and excitiment for it to work
i ask my dad to put it back together
and he sais its broken and not fixed
i couldnt even get the batteries to turn it on to prove him wrong
there was no point to destroying it
so i have it
and ill keep it
all but the screws
i re-attached it as best as i could
and its my little drawer thing
with all my other broken electronics
cell phones, mp3 players, little hand held games, a portable dvd player
and a working boom box
and my red samsungs box
and my current mp3 players box
all nice and neat
now it rests in pieces there
idk if its me
but i get attatched to MY electronics
even if i hated them
because if its an every day thing
of course im gonna miss it when its gone
and theres the bitch
and i dnt even wanna get started
because shes such a fucking cunted whore ass bitch that needs to fucking slit her fucking throate so i can be a hell of a lot less stressed the fuck out all the fucking time
but there was a big fight
blah blah blah
fuck her
and when i was putting my camera in its grave
i found my old camera
well, my dads REALLY old ass one
and i looked at the pictures
they are from 2007
but i really think they are from earlier
but thats not the point
this was the broken shitty camera
and now its my working one
its one of the shitty-est i've ever seen
but it works, and i can edit them to make them look like a normal camera took them
at least i think i can
its a 2.0 megapixel
my new one was a 7.1
big asssss difference
during that argument
i went on a rant
how i cant have nice things
and the only thing that i use every day that works
is my lap top
my mp3 player:
i need to bend and morph the head phones so i can hear out of both sides
the radio doesnt work with the speaker
if it tap the head phones the wrong way i have to re-do it all
camera:
i just explained
phone:
i had no need for a camera
because i had pic messaging
now i do not
and my pics on my card for my phone dnt always show up on my computer
and the speaker that i hear out of is fucked up
and makes every one elese a little harder to hear
lap top:
doesnt matter wats wrong with it
my school will fix it for free
but its the eaisest to deal with
btw, the old ass camera, well, the memory card is as big as my phones battery [no lies]
so i need to dig in a mess of courds so i can find one i can actually use...
this shall be fun...
my make-up is running
and my eyes
my eyes are blood shot
from these tears i cry
but not for a good reason
for an, odd reason
i have to finally part with my camera
the first non hammy down electronic that i didn't have to pay for
after begging and beggin for this really awesome camera that i fell in love with
i got this
so there was a tiny disappointment
i had it for like 3 years
it broke about a year ago
maybe a little more
and today a decided i wanted to fix it
and i couldn't
I wanted to take it apart
but i couldnt un-screw it
so i had my dad do it
i kept everything neat and in order
the internal and external screws were seperated
and stuck to tape so i wouldnt loose them
[btw, there was a "lense error"]
and after 2 hrs of pulling and nudging
and getting shocked and scratched
and of hopeing
and excitiment for it to work
i ask my dad to put it back together
and he sais its broken and not fixed
i couldnt even get the batteries to turn it on to prove him wrong
there was no point to destroying it
so i have it
and ill keep it
all but the screws
i re-attached it as best as i could
and its my little drawer thing
with all my other broken electronics
cell phones, mp3 players, little hand held games, a portable dvd player
and a working boom box
and my red samsungs box
and my current mp3 players box
all nice and neat
now it rests in pieces there
idk if its me
but i get attatched to MY electronics
even if i hated them
because if its an every day thing
of course im gonna miss it when its gone
and theres the bitch
and i dnt even wanna get started
because shes such a fucking cunted whore ass bitch that needs to fucking slit her fucking throate so i can be a hell of a lot less stressed the fuck out all the fucking time
but there was a big fight
blah blah blah
fuck her
and when i was putting my camera in its grave
i found my old camera
well, my dads REALLY old ass one
and i looked at the pictures
they are from 2007
but i really think they are from earlier
but thats not the point
this was the broken shitty camera
and now its my working one
its one of the shitty-est i've ever seen
but it works, and i can edit them to make them look like a normal camera took them
at least i think i can
its a 2.0 megapixel
my new one was a 7.1
big asssss difference
during that argument
i went on a rant
how i cant have nice things
and the only thing that i use every day that works
is my lap top
my mp3 player:
i need to bend and morph the head phones so i can hear out of both sides
the radio doesnt work with the speaker
if it tap the head phones the wrong way i have to re-do it all
camera:
i just explained
phone:
i had no need for a camera
because i had pic messaging
now i do not
and my pics on my card for my phone dnt always show up on my computer
and the speaker that i hear out of is fucked up
and makes every one elese a little harder to hear
lap top:
doesnt matter wats wrong with it
my school will fix it for free
but its the eaisest to deal with
btw, the old ass camera, well, the memory card is as big as my phones battery [no lies]
so i need to dig in a mess of courds so i can find one i can actually use...
this shall be fun...
like kiss or kill..
http://pimptizzle.blogspot.com/2010/05/ummm.html
i<3 maranda
she makes sense
so, yea
but this made me think...
i remember one day in drama ringold was trying to get people that were doing dramatic adutions to cry
so he tld us to stand up
and tld us to close our eyes
then he said to remeber the sad things
like a death of someone close to u
or an argument u had that updet u
and stuff like that
then people started to cry
then he said rember good time u've had with people
and ur friends and family that u love and care about
and i cried
why? you may ask
why would i cry at the 'joyous' things and just 'brush off' the bad things
well, because i know that there are always going to be bad things ahead
and the bad things that happened are over and done with
and in the past
and good times are never guarenteed
and you have to make them for yourself
so i just thouhgt about how i may never get moments like that again
maybe its cuz im"emo"
so, maybe thats the thing
idk
maybe in just odd
and reverse
im sorry but i always take in the negative
i hold grudges over some things and not others
and it takes me a long time to do somethings
but others its like w/e its in the past
i think that the things closer to me leave faster
and the things that are just there kill me inside
like in 6th or 7th grade
we prayed a decade of the rossary each day or once a week with the 1st graders
my partner sat next to this kid andy
and sometimes id be with him there too
and one day he wasnt there
so i sat in his little chair
and little desk
after we prayed we found out he had died in his sleep the night before
and idk y, cuz i barley knew him, but i cried
:\
maybe some how the fact that i sat in his chair was wat what irratating me
and i wish i wldnt have
or maybe because i was cool with his bother from band, and i felt bad for him
idk wat it was
but it still upsets me
for the longest time i couldnt even deal with hearing his last name
a common last name too
a band, a store, a bar/bee distributer
ugg, it killed me and i almost cried each time i heard it
her was adorable too
and his brother was pretty cool
but how does a 4th grader deal with his little like 7 year old brother dieing?
idk
thats just one of those things i cant forget
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btw, ignore the spelling
i typed this in word pad
and didnt feel like spell checking ne thing
bahaha
i<3 maranda
she makes sense
so, yea
but this made me think...
i remember one day in drama ringold was trying to get people that were doing dramatic adutions to cry
so he tld us to stand up
and tld us to close our eyes
then he said to remeber the sad things
like a death of someone close to u
or an argument u had that updet u
and stuff like that
then people started to cry
then he said rember good time u've had with people
and ur friends and family that u love and care about
and i cried
why? you may ask
why would i cry at the 'joyous' things and just 'brush off' the bad things
well, because i know that there are always going to be bad things ahead
and the bad things that happened are over and done with
and in the past
and good times are never guarenteed
and you have to make them for yourself
so i just thouhgt about how i may never get moments like that again
maybe its cuz im"emo"
so, maybe thats the thing
idk
maybe in just odd
and reverse
im sorry but i always take in the negative
i hold grudges over some things and not others
and it takes me a long time to do somethings
but others its like w/e its in the past
i think that the things closer to me leave faster
and the things that are just there kill me inside
like in 6th or 7th grade
we prayed a decade of the rossary each day or once a week with the 1st graders
my partner sat next to this kid andy
and sometimes id be with him there too
and one day he wasnt there
so i sat in his little chair
and little desk
after we prayed we found out he had died in his sleep the night before
and idk y, cuz i barley knew him, but i cried
:\
maybe some how the fact that i sat in his chair was wat what irratating me
and i wish i wldnt have
or maybe because i was cool with his bother from band, and i felt bad for him
idk wat it was
but it still upsets me
for the longest time i couldnt even deal with hearing his last name
a common last name too
a band, a store, a bar/bee distributer
ugg, it killed me and i almost cried each time i heard it
her was adorable too
and his brother was pretty cool
but how does a 4th grader deal with his little like 7 year old brother dieing?
idk
thats just one of those things i cant forget
--------------------------------------------
btw, ignore the spelling
i typed this in word pad
and didnt feel like spell checking ne thing
bahaha
5/11/10
im two parts apathetic, and one part despair...
cut my pointer finger
so its hard to type
and if i cldnt feel the sting
i wldnt have known wat finger i cut
because there was soo much blood
x_x
now its cold
like the circulation is being cut off
my wrists feel vournable
and lungs feel like that are about to collapse
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fuck spelling
and im gonna wear a skirt thursday
because im hanging out with someone after school
and dnt wanna have to change my pants
so ill either have my black or silver one on
probably black, because i wanna wear my knee highs
but idk if it will cover my kapris
meh, ill cross that bridge eventually...
so its hard to type
and if i cldnt feel the sting
i wldnt have known wat finger i cut
because there was soo much blood
x_x
now its cold
like the circulation is being cut off
my wrists feel vournable
and lungs feel like that are about to collapse
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fuck spelling
and im gonna wear a skirt thursday
because im hanging out with someone after school
and dnt wanna have to change my pants
so ill either have my black or silver one on
probably black, because i wanna wear my knee highs
but idk if it will cover my kapris
meh, ill cross that bridge eventually...
5/10/10
radda radda radda!
i just want someone to hold me
and kiss me
and tell me lies, saying they love me, saying they care
its odd, as if i like to be used, but thats who i am
its odd, its awkward
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blah im cold
and ive been thinking
thanks to stupid dreams i've been having
x_x
they are odd
but nice
:)
and then i realize the people in them
and what would really happen if they were in real life
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haha
maybe i just have someone on my mind
yet they arent in my dreams
lolz, mainly drama kids
but, just them
and not them
if that made sense
like it looks like them, but its not their name
and their personalities are kinda different
weird....
blah
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w/e
i gotta do school work x_x
and kiss me
and tell me lies, saying they love me, saying they care
its odd, as if i like to be used, but thats who i am
its odd, its awkward
-------------------------------------
blah im cold
and ive been thinking
thanks to stupid dreams i've been having
x_x
they are odd
but nice
:)
and then i realize the people in them
and what would really happen if they were in real life
------------------------------------
haha
maybe i just have someone on my mind
yet they arent in my dreams
lolz, mainly drama kids
but, just them
and not them
if that made sense
like it looks like them, but its not their name
and their personalities are kinda different
weird....
blah
------------------------------------------------
w/e
i gotta do school work x_x
5/8/10
5/5/10
the idiots have taken over
It's not the right time to be sober
Now the idiots, have taken over
Spreading like a social cancer
Is there an answer?
Mensa membership conceding
Tell me why and how are all the stupid people breeding/breathing
Watson it's really elementary, the industrial revolution
Has flipped the bitch on evolution
The benevolent and wise are being thwarted ostracized
What a bummer
The world keeps getting dumber
Insensitivity is standard
And faith is being fancied over reason
Darwins rolling over in his coffin
Cause the fittest are surviving much less often
Now everything it seems to be reversing
And it's worsening.
Someone plopped a steamer in the gene pool
Now angry mob mentality's no longer the exception
It's the rule and I'm starting to feel a lot like,
Charlton Heston.
Stranded on a primate planet.
It's the orang-utan that ran it to the ground
With generals and the armies that obeyed them
Followers following fables
Philosophies that enable them to rule without regard
There's no point for democracy when ignorance is celebrated
Political scientists think the same (???)
Majority rule, don't work in mental institutions.
Sometimes the smallest, softest voice carries the grand
Biggest Solutions
What are we left with?
A nation of god fearing pregnant nationalists.
Who feel it's their duty, to populate the homeland
Pass on traditions
How to get ahead religions.
And prosperity (???)culture
The idiots have taken over...
i just felt like posting this
NOFX ftw :D
thats about it
imma have to try not to kill people today
Now the idiots, have taken over
Spreading like a social cancer
Is there an answer?
Mensa membership conceding
Tell me why and how are all the stupid people breeding/breathing
Watson it's really elementary, the industrial revolution
Has flipped the bitch on evolution
The benevolent and wise are being thwarted ostracized
What a bummer
The world keeps getting dumber
Insensitivity is standard
And faith is being fancied over reason
Darwins rolling over in his coffin
Cause the fittest are surviving much less often
Now everything it seems to be reversing
And it's worsening.
Someone plopped a steamer in the gene pool
Now angry mob mentality's no longer the exception
It's the rule and I'm starting to feel a lot like,
Charlton Heston.
Stranded on a primate planet.
It's the orang-utan that ran it to the ground
With generals and the armies that obeyed them
Followers following fables
Philosophies that enable them to rule without regard
There's no point for democracy when ignorance is celebrated
Political scientists think the same (???)
Majority rule, don't work in mental institutions.
Sometimes the smallest, softest voice carries the grand
Biggest Solutions
What are we left with?
A nation of god fearing pregnant nationalists.
Who feel it's their duty, to populate the homeland
Pass on traditions
How to get ahead religions.
And prosperity (???)culture
The idiots have taken over...
i just felt like posting this
NOFX ftw :D
thats about it
imma have to try not to kill people today
5/3/10
scott ian
is my background because
science class> bacteria> anthrax> scott ian!
haha
thats all
good night world
ass load of h/w x_x
science class> bacteria> anthrax> scott ian!
haha
thats all
good night world
ass load of h/w x_x
5/2/10
havent really updated
drama has been kepping me busy
and i guess i really havent had much to say
w/e
mini party by the river tomorrow morning :p
as long as people are douche bags and my plans dnt get fucked
then it will just b me
haha
that cld be better in a sense
w/e
i lost my handcuff necklace
so that blows
meh who cares
and i guess i really havent had much to say
w/e
mini party by the river tomorrow morning :p
as long as people are douche bags and my plans dnt get fucked
then it will just b me
haha
that cld be better in a sense
w/e
i lost my handcuff necklace
so that blows
meh who cares
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