second quessing myself...

my stomach hurts
again

nelson wa reading this
so if he still is
i first want to tell him to stopl playing fancy pants
second, i would like to tell him that this is for my blog
and that i dont want to have it open all day
thrid i want to tell him hi :)



we just got into a hitting fight
but like
"oh whoops"

and then he tld me to go eat gummy bears off my own pussy
o_0

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now that im home..

im second guessing myself about new york
i mean, holding $300 its like
wow
do u kno what i could buy with this!?

i could buy 2 new hoddies
and 4 new shoes with cool shoe laces

i could buy a new phone and a new hoddie and new shores

i could buy mad band ts

i could but like 2 more complete outfits
pants, shirt, shoes, sweaters

i could but some nice camis

i could buy, just new stuff i need
and stuff i want
like a camera
or the flip camera kid
or an xbox
or the skull candie headphones
or get my mp3 player fixed

i could get soo much for that money
but when ever i ask for a few little things at a time
its always put of till whenever its convient
but wen my parents want to get me out of the house
its like
ohh! here $300 take the money and leave
and we all kno i prob wont get any spending money
im hoping atleast $50

but just incase im gonna see how much money i have on my account

another thing about the trip is
only ONE bag of luggage!!!1

i hope they dnt mind a HUGE ASS SUITCASE!
bahaha

and i hope we can have a bag on the bus with us

i am NOT a light packer AT ALL!!!
i need to take sooo many shirts and pants
cuz i can never decide
then i need to bring ALL of my make up
and i gotta bring a bunch of shit to do on the buss

idk
now im thinking that i sldnt go

so in a way, i hoping that there arnt ne seats
cuz idk how long ill last being under my schools rules
how insane ill go
and if i snap, i dnt wanna b sent home

ugggg, plus, what if i dnt get cell service!!! D:
im hoping cricket will get it there..
or i really will die..

ugggg