reading peoples blogs

and i saw someone who said they didnt go to school because they woke up with a pain under their one side of their ribs and it was hard to take deep breaths
that happenes to me, almost every day
and its both sides
and its every breath

just felt like sharing that
even though it makes me feel like im trying to say that my life it worese and b all emo about it
w/e

so as my other post said my phone was broken
so i tlked to my dad about and, and of course, my mom had to step im
like she always does
and she said something about me turning into a whiney bitch whenever i dnt get my way, and i said she did too, so she said she didnt, and i said "thats right, u cnt turn into one when u always are one!" and then my dad said "she got u there" and i laughed, and my mom started to bitch at my dad then went out to smoke
gawd, i wishe every time me and her got into a fight i coulf just walk away and do something to calm me down
i think imma start
so at like 11 at night imma go out side and take a walk, while i look as mess

anyways
i guess thats really all
im probably gonna clean off my bed, then sleep in my fort
idk y imma waste my time cleaning my bed
because i just need my mp3 player

but im probably gonna need a handfull of ib profine so i can sleep
uggg, i hate when i get worked up

and i hate that i think pain killer numb emotional pain
when i know that they barley numb physicial pain, and they just help me sleep
i think thats the real reason i take them
to help me sleep and escape from my emotional pains
so in away, i am right

btw, the only thing my mom cared about when i tld her my phone broke was if i got the pics from the wall at ellis island off
thanks bitch

w/e
if i wanna goto kennywood i gotta clean
but atm, im not really in the mood..ugg

im glad i could retain the tears till now...