My so called "life"

i just realized that i want to tell the world something

because i am over it

and yes, i still think about it

but it's a done thing now

i want to tell the world

but im afraid

afraid of what ill have to face

one the world finds out

so ill keep it to me

and to the few people that know it

and that will be that

maybe in a few years

ill be ready to face your thoughts

although, im not as stupid as i seem

and i know you think the same as me

and i know your hiding it

because i can see it

shining right through you

but i dare not to say

because i think it will be evident in me

because its one of those things

you can only tell it

if you experienced it

and i have

and i know you have

now i am done

good night

and farewell