so much shit to do x_x

like hair cut
and hair dye, which i guess i gotta do tomorrow night
and puttin all my shit in the car
and then remembering my mirror hairdryer and other last min shit that i use every day

they way the move in is so fucking dumb
you can get here at 8, but be here no later than 1
you will be doing shit from like 3 till 6 or 8
i just wanna get my shit there
say bye
then organize all my shit x_x
so i guess i gotta do all that
ill just wait to organize all my makeup and hair shit ill later that night and get all my clothes and shit together
blah

my mom was bitching saying that i was bringing everything
and i was like, the coffee maker was my idea
they just told me to bring a floor lamp for the common room and dishes and silverware
i probably didnt need to buy all the cleaning shit
and a plunger
and a toilet cleaner
and rags and towles for the dishes
x_x
uggg

im looking at all my shit, and idk wat imma do wit it
in a way im kinda happy i have a roommate there allready
cuz then i wont be completely alone
but id rather just be able to throw my shit wherever and fix it as pleased

i kinda also wish she was a freshmen, so i could go to the orientation shit with her x_x
idk
i have shane
haha






any ways, i really want to get a job
i got so use to having my own money and spending it whenever
i feel so bad asking my parents for money now :/

but i do kinda want to wait till 2nd semester still
buttttttttttttttttttt, i like money to have to spend

i would also love to go off campus and work at a resturant
cuz i miss it
haha
but id be a server, of course :p
id just take a shuttle down town :p


also
i was thinking
since i do plan on getting a job

i was wondering
if
after i graduate
if i plan to move out like right awayish
or wait
and i also was wondering if it would be a better idea to get a car first
or an apt

the way i see it is, if i get a car, i wont have a place to park it if my parents still live here
and i would look for a place close enough to a place to work, haha
so then i wouldnt need a car!
muahaha
idk
im weird
i guess i dont need to think about this
but i really should be


i mean
i never wanted to goto college
and never planned to
and look how its turned out
i dont wanna go to the school im going to
and im a rushed mess
so maybe thinking and planning now will help me in four years


idk
im still contemplating trying ti transpher to nescom, becuase i still wanna go there
i also want to goto iar
but im wating
hopefully i can secure a good job
and go there :)<3
and then go back when new shit comes out for free

i still have my heart set on that school
buttttt, im stuck at edinboro, blah