im gonna cry

because now i NEEEEED to goto this
http://www.ticketmaster.com/Hollywood-Undead-tickets/artist/1244694
i mean i was like awesome, hollywood undead, a band i hate, and other probably stupid people idk

but then
i saw BORGORE WAS COMMING

and before i was like idk who the fuck that is
but i love him



btw, look at the post below for borgore, haha xD
i love him xDDDDDDD

Love is a handsome luxury,
Listen, it goes like this:

'Cause I love your pretty smile, I love your needy style,
I love to be able to see that you are glamorous from a mile,
I love the way you look, I love the way you cook,
I spend all time watching your pictures on the facebook

'Cause I love to buy you flowers, I love our hot showers,
I can watch you sleeppin' for hours and hours,
I love the way you dance, the way you shake that ass,
But the thing I love most is cummin' on your face, suck it bitch!

next time some douche on myb asks me wat i look for in a man
im saying "well, i really would love someone that doesnt ask what im looking for.."


instead of my
"im not looking for one...words words words words" thing

google sucks soooo much ass

and i hate it
i use ask.com to try to figure out wtf google is trying to do



ugggg, i hate it
but i mean
my life revolves around it

andriod
blogger
u tube

but atleast now with steve jobs out of the pic i know google and apple wont take over the world anymore
so i can sleep at night :D


leave to apple to fuck up its own shit...



blah
and one more thing
google+ is shit

haha
but dont worry
just get in kahoots with fb
and convince mark wats his face to change it all the time "for the people"
and everytime we will all come running back to u

hell, its how we work




i would also like to add
how no one gives a flying fuck bout the people that started google
or at least i dont
so i assume that other people dont
because if they did
i would have heard a name



haha



hoes and tricks :D

MA------whore

hehe :p
yes it is
and thats why i love rizio so very very much xD
haha


and if u dnt kno who that is
its the dude that i love cuz he loves and met ronnie
haha
and we had like a 39048324093284year long convo bout ronnie
multiple times
and i love him! haha


and he gives really good fucking advice xD































and is hot

awesome advice

some one tld me i need to stop careing what other people thing
and that i need to so what makes me happy
and do things for me
and live for myself, no one else


that seems too conceited, i mean, i inconvenience myself and ware myself out for other people
so that they are happy

idk




and maranda
it was a comment on one of my blog posts
turns out i saved it on a post it note on my lappy toppy :)

"You're right. Everything is your fault and we all hate you! When in reality everyone is fighting because they all love you... Just saying... Anyways....... I love you and I'm sorry that you feel this was you're fault because it's really not your fault that other people have feelings for you and that they can't handle this in a more mature way... But I love and I want you to feel better! And I want you to come home because I miss you! "

hehe, i love u ^_^<3

the internet connection is fucked up
and i really wanted to blog right the fuck now

arg
ass holes


this just isnt the same
but ne ways
i just wanna like
idk


i hate people
blah
the would should just imploded
like
just everything fall into itself

its just so ass backwards
and i hate it
i hate people
and i hate everything


and i guess i do have an annoying personality
because it seems like the people i actually want to interact with ignore me
and the people that annoy me are, well, im always with them
all the time

theres a 97% chance that the person or people i am with
annoy me
theres a full one
well 2 that dont
but i only talk to them in class
or on our way from class to our respeciable place
but i feel as if i annoy them too


i also feel like i have a mutual who annoys who thing with someone
like sometimes hes up my ass
[not litterally, hes gay, that wld b awkward]
and other times i feel like im just some extra baggage following him

blah

idk
i want the internet to work


and i just have a buch of shit on my mind
and i kinda wanna do this brain dump thing
i tried it once
and it was like amazing

it made me feel better
and helped me sleep


idk
i guess this is what this is for
but hell
i will admit that there are things on here that i dont say
and i mean, its the internet
its fully public
and yea

like idc if the full 2 people that i know actually read this read it
because chances are, that they know
like
idk
its weird to explain
haha




and yea
thats wat the brain dump thing is
i wrote down a word or two about things on my mind
they wrote a few lines about each thing/person

mainly people
cuz it was in the middle of all that drama shit
and i was going to say mist
or amist but idk which it right and wrong
so
yea


blah
i failed another test
and im FUCKING PISSED AS SHIT
that there were bonus questions somewhere that i missed
or i needed to use the lock down thing
and i was soooo fucking pissed
and imma look for them next time
and watch


they wont fucking be there


uggg

time for me to rant to myself about how im not cut out for this college thing
and by rant to myself
i mean say that





arg
dkjfadfljsdfsjkdf
sdjkfhasfiuwehrfjsdfc
sdjfahruiahcxkmnvsef



im angry
tired
and hungry


which
idk
im not sleeping till the fucking internet works
so i can post this
cuz i wont remember tomorrow
and imma b suped mega fucking pissed
kdsfjsdfkljsfklsjdf
dfsdifjsd
gjsghsdf


incohearent words and sounds
blah


ummm, yea
i want texted
but the ppl i were txting all died
after getting massivly spammed by 4 ppl
it faded to 2
and they both like stoped at the same time
ugggg
i mean, i do still have my phone with myb and fb

but thats waaaaaaaaay too much effort than i plan on using
ugggg
w.e
peace


hehe, i just checked the internet
and its back up w00t

i still need to goto sleep soon, blah

colleen

i dont think u met him
lolz

ding ding ding
one from colleen and one from maranda
hehe

maranda, i kno, i read ur blog :p

and colleen
im assuming by 'bernards' friend u mean my ex dan?
haha

and maranda thought it was zach

but u are both wrong
hehe

its neither of them
nor is he an ex
lolz



%_%
i meant to but ^_^
but i left that cuz i thought it look like an alien xD

haha

things i hate:::

-when people use hashtags on facebook, those only work on twitter x_x, the only exception is if you like ur accounts and have the twitter bird logo on ur post saying it was from twitter and just molested ur facebooks
-when bitches dont blend their eye shadow, and sadly, its not just a city high thing

...i get angry and aggravated over the stupidest things, but the people that do them are stupid too, so blah....


and theres more
but just those 2 for now

haha


i hacked off all my hair
well not all of it
but i like it
so far
im afraid tomorrow after its all washed and wat not imma hate it
but i like it
and i didnt really do nething to the over alla length
except to the one part

and for once, i did that "fuck, i messed up"
and managed to cut more and make it look better

im so glad i learned not to hack hack hack
hehe

so yea

its really simply layered
but i do stuff like a g
and and it looks like more
and i wanted to do more to the back
but i cldnt see it
and didnt have ne one here to fix it
plus, i normally have a hat on
so its fine
i might fix it if someone says something about it
lolz

like the one time i like missed a chunk and it was awkardly really long
i think it was maranda who noticed it
and we cut if b4 class started, lolz
winning


any who
i have 2 comments
im assuming 1 is colleen
and the other one might b her too
but it might also be maranda
haha
they are they only two that love me enough to commment D:

missed the taking back sunday concert

what im more mad about than that...
guess who was there


yes, someone in a local band i <3 and ALWAYS think i see
fml


why does the music world hate my life?

these all had to b seperate

because if they were all one it wld convey a different meaning and emotion


but ive been blogging less
and posting on fb more

idk

so if uv been following that
scary kids scaring kids broke up
well i just found out they did
and it sucks






and yea
some douche is making me rekindle my feeling for him
from like 2 years ago
then a year ago
and i feel like im using him as a bounce back guy
kindaish
idk
but it was so cute

he was like "remember our first kiss"
thehehe ^_^

and he said wen he graduates in feb hes comming up for a bit
as long as "we can cuddle till he falls asleep and i give him as many kisses as he wants"

lolz
but shit changes
soooo, im not holding ne thing to ne one


but i think that the reason i kinda faded back into him
was because he reminds me A LOT of the person that all this drama was all involved in
weirdly
idk
but they are kinda alike
which is weird








i need to stop surrounding myself with guys
x_x
cuz then i tlk and think like this


stupid girl hormones being stupid and such




and my cermics buddy like died
or is ignoring me
blah
i think hes pissed because i yelled at him for drinking so much
which he told me to do...
soooo, yea
douche

im so gonna sit outside his door
and like fake cry wen i see him
and b like "OMG! I THOUGHT U WERE DEAD!" haha
except i probably wont

most emo thing ever

i hate life

maranda

i thought u had a real brother
well half brother

but then i thought u like hated him
idk
im so lost

but yes, i do know jay xD haha



and then i read more and was like
herp derp
but im keeping this ne ways xD

btw maranda
it was happy tears xD

haha

and in a blog post
lolz




and this is my 702th post
im swole i missed the 700th, i was really lookin fwd to it!

she killed it, and not in a good way...

http://www.altpress.com/news/entry/jimmy_eat_worlds_jim_adkins_performs_the_middle_with_taylor_swift?utm_source=dlvr.it&utm_medium=twitter&utm_campaign=altpress















































i also would like to point out that one of the cutest things ive heard from someone was a lie

took a sleepy pill bout an hr or so again


and not sleepy


maybe ill take another
because it worked last night really well


eh
maybe i should just get off the computer


ill try that




blah

maranda

ur a bitch
cuz u made me cry
lolz


stop it!












btw, dnt make plans july 12 :D
or 13th for that matter :p
hehe

wow
i really picked the best psychology of communication to start going back to
x_x

arg, it only puts me is a more, iffy mood

they was i described everything is that im caught in some mood that is right inbetween depression and anger

and that made me think
about something i read or heard
that went a little like this
"before you self diagnose yourself with depression, stop and think if maybe the problem is that you are surrounded by assholes"

and maybe thats just it

and i still dnt hate the person i sld
or the person that everyone thinks i sld hate
because he did nothing to piss me off
well he did, but i didnt find out till after i labled everything done with
therefore, im not angry
and
yea

and i still feel horriable that his life is truning out so shitty
and i can understand how NO ONE understands that this is my fault
they wont even try to understand why i think that way

if they can accept that ill be fine
my fucked up logic to this is:::
"everyone was fine and dandy, then i come into the picture and everything gets uproted, spun around, then thrown down, leaving people hurt, angry, and confused"

with out me everyone wld be fine and dandy
there wldnt b ppl edgey and emotional
there wouldnt be people angry and pissed off
there wouldnt be people yelling and fighting
there wouldnt be someone getting kicked out
because idk wat ne one says, thats my fault too, because all of this shit tiggered it


and all ive wanted the past few days was to sit by the lake and relax
but with all this goddamn rain...arg

yesterday was scary tho
i felt like i was going to throw up
then someone was tlking to me
and i only remember them saying something bout 4 oclock
and then everything got black
and started spinning
and i just left
and i ran into all the walls cuz i cldnt walk straight
it was scary
and it felt like it took me an hr to unlock my door
and i cldnt breath

now that i look back, it kinda sounds like a panic attack
it never happened to me
i mean, the black out and spinny kinda happens wen i have a migrain
but not that bad

and i didnt even have a headache then
i think its the lact of food and sleep

cuz i really havent been eating, and they stuff that i do it is shit
i need real meat
and real veggies and greens
and some fresh fruit


but all this shit couldnt have happened at a better time
because tomoorow my parents are taking me aways
to camp
at my moms friends
which, any other time i wouldnt wannt do
hell, i still dnt really want to
but i just need to get out of this shit hole
and this is the perfect time for them to come swoop me away from everything


then i can come back
and be all better
and hope everyone else is okay too :)




today is the first day that im going to all my classes this week
maybe these past 2 weeks
hell, this is the first day im going to 2 of my classes
i have 3
and im going to all 3


but my sleepy medice helped so much
i took it at 10 cuz i was done with the day
and im fully rested
and yea


despite the fact i woke up to the shit i tried to avoid, im okay atm :)
or at least imma keep telling myself that x_x

ugggg fuck


still kinda confused and lost
but im convincing myself itll all work out :)

nuff said :)<3

fan girl attack day!

fire alarms, more efficient than alarm clocks

i woke up at 7 for my 930 class
then went back to sleep and work up a little before 8
and i was like uggg, i guess u should go
then the alarm went off and i got back in my room around 830
i established i wouldnt b there on time
so i went of fb and made coffee


and now im here
im getting a shower in a bit and going to my 11:00 class
cuz i have to sign someone in thats not going
and i need to rant to someone about the concert


then im getting lunch
then im going to eat it in my dorm
then i have class at 2
and get out of 315


because this is vitial information
ill probably get dinner around 5 or 530 with the same person i almost always get dinner with


then go to the theater for the show
then come back and try to do some hw


and despite my best efforts, im still getting jealous
haha
which i guess that doesnt really make sense to ne one reading this
i could explain it, but, im really good about not explain things
especially on here



any who
im going to enjoy my coffee, read some other blogs, then get ready for class
if you care
which i doubt u do
but too bad, cuz ur reading this

im going to marry this girl
Lucy Arteaga

idk who exactly she is
but we are on fb having an intense convo about columbine
and it makes me happy :DDD







ne who
today was opening night
it went really good except for:::::
-i didnt realize that they wanted the opening song to play next, so i stupidly switched songs in mid song instead of fadeing out of the first one x_x
-the lights were like spazzing and didnt turn on the first time for the 1st play
-the one grl said fucking and then her or the other guy skipped like 5 lines
-during intermission we got locked out of the booth, mysteriously, and we didnt piss off dorthy so it wasnt her, but then someone did this epic ninja move into the booth and unlocked the door
-they were getting impatient and tld me to fade out the song for the 2nd play so i did, but forgot to higher the sound for the curtian call song
-they lights got jacked up and didnt turn on right or i didnt clearly say "they are on"

but other than that, which i know opening night is always the one where the kinks get worked out, it was awesome :D

i love that

me and maranda are like semi giving each other advice with out blog posts
it makes me happy :D

haha, read, analyze, and post out opinion :p
hehe

this is y we are friends xD
among a bajillion of other reasons
haha








its just weird
cuz idk
normally they argue
but they arnt
so im not sure if its just that one of them isnt present, of if, for some bizarre reason they are actually agreeing on something, for once

i mean, i normally dont get caught up on what ppl say
normally my heart does, but my heads like "fuck that shit bro"
but thats not happening
and its weird to me

completely foreign
and im not sure how i feel about that yet


i dnt like getting stung up on words people say
because i know that a lot of people say shit ti say it

maybe im just being negative about everything
because i know that i shouldnt believe it all
but i am

and by saying this is may seem like there is this great debate string around
but its not that
its just that im remembering what i normally do, and what i should be doing sue to past experiences, but its just not happening

idk if i sld accept it how it is
or try to figure shit out

i might just be over anazlizing everything
i do that a lot
i also could be underanalizing everything too
even tho i clearly dont think that is the case

but if you can be unsure of doing one thing, doesnt that mean that u should also be unsure if u are doing the opposite?

like if u dont know if u are doing something wrong
doesnt that also mean u dont know if ur doing that same thing right?


idk
im weird
and a girl


and my room mate is dumb because she just unlocked a door that wasnt locked
sorry, that was off topic

but maybe not
because i guess im done with this blog

but then ull reply in ur blog with something witty
and then it will be my turn with something...ummm...errrr, confusing? idk wat to call it

and we will have this long conversation until the question at hand is answered
but in reality, are we even asking a question that can be answered?
let alone a question at all?

dear maran-WHORE-da :p

subtle, yes?

i will make u a puzzle
and easy one
i mean, hell, im making it
so its bound to be easy
and there will be all of the pieces
and i shall mail it to you
provided that i get money to get a stamp

and then you can build said puzzle
and yes, by writing this blog like this is may seem like i missed the point of your blog
but i didn't

i just really want to make a puzzle now :D

hehe
and yes, u r very persuasive










btw, its starting to get awkward
x_x
but probably only for me
boys are stupid
and i was about to slap someone in the face
and just be like "bro, no"
buttttt, im too nice
as you have stated






i like being a bitch, but only to people that deserve it




like bitches at the drama program
i wanna tell this one grl
"bitch, dnt fuck with the tech ppl!!!!"
and then if she does
imma play barney theme song, lazy town, yo gabba gabba, brokencyde, grind core, and death metal instead of w.e she wants
except im not that much of a bitch
but it would be very funny
thehehe










and, off topic, completely, my coffee is balancing on my leg very well
if it fell i wouldnt be that mad tho
because theres almost nothing in it
*takes drink*
*sets back down*
*takes another drink*
*sets down*
aaaahhhh, and now its gone




*leaves room to replenish supply*




*comes back*
lets try this black
less cream and sugar, more caffeine per sip
*takes a small sip*
blah
no

*goes back and adds some creamer*
okay, much better

is it odd that i feel more intelligent sitting here blogging about something that has some type of base, as compared to just a jubilation of my own minds creation. and the fact that im not drinking 'sissys' coffee, as refereed to by someone from my internship, adds ti that. and i am typing like a person, instead of a teenager, not implying we are not people though, and i think im spelling out all of my words, and the only words i misspelled, according to fire fox, was sissys, but that's because i didn't add and apostrophe [i just spelled apostrophe wrong as well] abd refereed, which i believe i auto corrected incorrectly. funny that something could me corrected incorrectly, but phonetically, i was trying to say rah-fur-ed which i spelled correctly according to this. i also spelled phonetically wrong. *tear*


and this shits wearing off
so im done with that
haha xD

ne who
i gotta go back to the drama thing in like an hr
so i may lay dwn and pray i dnt fall asleep, haha
or attempt some hw

and my daddy gave me money
so i gotttttta goto wally mart
haha







w00t for stuff i neeeeed xDDDD







wait also
im not sure if my head or my heart likes the person i like
weird, but if ur a girl, ull understand
but like i said
im pretty sure maranda and colleen are the only 2 that read this
and they are girls
or at least i hope they are
actually, i dont really care
but still
things wld get really awkward if they had a penis and fake titties
sooooooooo yea


douches! xD
haha, i meant deuces, but i started to spell it douces, then my mind thouse i was spelling douche and added a h, then i realized i was way off
herp derp



DEUCES!!!!!!

im such a girl, except for wen it comes to pulling a butterfly corpse out of some random persons grill and then running around with it calling it my new pet :)


things i am a grl about, according to maranda, boys xD hehe



and obviously my appearance, ie i gotta do my make up and hair
haha







hehe, ne whos
yea
lolz



maranda wants me to marry the guy i kinda sorta like
which i guess im just basically telling colleen this

cuz maranda already knows
obviously

and idk who else reads this but them




















also
i skipped that drama thing today
anddddd
now i only got 2 days to learn the q's
haha

but if they give me a script itll b fine
haha
soooo
yea



ill just b like, oh, i didnt know
or
i was in pgh
depending on if they care or not

lolz







kay, i gotta goto bed
so night

ugggg
my whole upper body is sore
i hurt

its like a delayed reaction x_x
iv never been this achy from a show
haha


it hurts x_x


and didnt start till i adte dinner around 5
and i was like ouch, fuck
then i slept till now
and it still hurts
and i cant like go back to sleep x_______x

i could spend hours and hours upon hours in down town pittsburgh
even if im alone

and i hate being alone
and thats probably why i like it so much here

but for some reason i miss edinboro, which is weird
i think i just want to goto sleep

cuz i woke up at 10 yesterday
with like a 2min nap
and then i went to see my ronniekins, and despite the fact i sld have collapsed the second i hit a bed, i didnt, and managed about 2hrs of sleep

and i kinda dozed off at macys a few times, but only for a few seconds
haha

now im at the library, connected to the interweb
and i might try to nap on the bust ride home

i still have enough battery on my ipod to get me home
and probably take busses back to campus
althought i txted someone and asked if the offer to take me back is still open around 4
hopefully its a yes

and if i dont get a reply by the time im done typing this im going to have to find the stupid busses in buttfuckk no where
haha


and ill sleep on the bus
and get noms wif shane wen i get back
or maybe wait
and im probably not gonna goto the drama thing, mainly because i already tld them i was trapped in pgh and might not be back in time, soooo, yea
haha


but ill probably goto the tv thing, if i get a ride
because its at 530
lolz



blahhhh, arg
alrighty i got a half hr till i plan to be where the bus picks me up, so imma check my phone then look at the busses, right........................NOW!

fir concert

was amazing
despite the fact i almost died wen he like jumped on me and maranda
haha

and i touched him
and my phone just lit up
then turned off
and i think it attempting to turn back on
i guess having my weight, along with 3904832094832094 other ppl on top of me is taking its toll on it, haha



but yea
i guess thats all there really is to say
haha



oh yea
i missed my bus
and im fucking stuck in pgh now
not that i hate it
but i REALLLY need to be in my 2pm class
but atleast i already tld my teacher i might not b there


*sigh*
and i can take my tests
lolz



fml

my day:
ugggg, fml
hehe, yay!!!
arg shut up
ummm..okay?
uuug
shooot me x_x
yay :)
sure
hmmmmm, fun
okay stfu
ummm leave
hehe ^_^
awkward
w00t
blah
tehehehe
booo
hehe
daw
huh
thehehehe
lolz
arg, hehe
thehehe
aweeee
w00t

haha
that was my day
and tomorrow is falling in reverse
and im like super uber geeked
and all the ups toward the end where cuz i was chillin with the person givving me a ride to the casino
haha

and then im reading my stupid book on the way there
and then concert
and jizzz
and maranda
then tests x_x

then busses home, arg
not that bad

haha

then class x_x

and then the tv meeting
then drama club
then class friday
then hangin out wiff awesome ppl
like maranda xD
and then ummm, avoiding all the homecomming shit


and blah
imma stop ranting like now..ish


hehe
kayz :D













btw
i hate a feeling that shits gonna end up getting reallllllly awkward, lolz
and maranda might know why, haha

im so done here
i hate it
if im gonna b in the middle of fucking no where i wanna at least be learning something that will actually help me with what i want to fucking do

uggg

and nescom is in a small city
which is like 20,000 or 50,000

as where here its called a small twn
which is 2,000 ti 9,999

i hate it here
i hate the nothingness
and i hate everything
arg
theres a few people im becoming accustom too
so thats a plus
and i like the drama and tv

everything else i hate
i do love my room set up

but yea, hate everything else
arg







i was filling out a scholarship application
then to make sure i spelled the hazlett right i look on my internship ladys fb
she doesnt work there ne more
and does something sooo much cooler
so i looked on the kid that taught me everything i kno bout sound
and hes in fucking tennesse or masachucis or some place and goes to fucking sae
which is one of the places i wanted to go
after iar
and before nescom




arg
im just mad
and pissed
and wanna throw shit
and punch things




and once i looked on both of their facebooks i got all emotional and pissed off
and then did what i always do wen im mad
and started to cry
then i cldnt use my mouse pad
and my tears were awkwardly warm
and kinda had a yellowish tint on my mouse pad






arg, im just hating everything
if i dont get scholarships for nescom im stuck here
cuz the only schools in pgh that offer mass communications or the like is the same price as nescom/ i dont have a chance to get into them
like point park, its actually more expensive for just a year of tuition than me living on campus at nescom for a year
and i forgert if it was duquense or carlow that had communications, but hello, they are christian schools or w.e
soooo, they are just as much x_x


uggggg, and im not going to iup, even tho its closer
unless i somehow get a car
and i already had that choice
and picked here




idk







i guess i just hate everyone and everything atm














ill b better in a few days
i always am
and i always hate it






going to fir is just gonna make me miss pgh more x____x
buttttttt i<3 ronnie



and my room mate needs to get the fuck back so i can ask her for a ride
and if shes not back by like 8 or 9 ill txt her

watching flashforward
because i love this show to death
damn clifhangers ending the season
the only season for that matter



i just took my sleepy medicine, and after this im laying my ass dwn
gotta wake up around 830 or 9
to take my makeup test at 10
then goto class at 11
and just add an hr to each of those
because my class isnt till 12, haha

soooo, imma take that
then get coffee
then goto class
then get lunch
then goto my dorm and nom
then before i leave put in my laundry
then goto my other class
and then put my laundry in the dryer
then goto the drama meeting
even tho i wanted to go dwn twn with shane
i may grow som balls and beg at least one person for a ride to the casino
then imma pack my clothes for the concert :)
and maranda, im using ur make-up, because i gotta rely on unfamiliar busses and sitting around
ill just bring my eyeliner, haha

and then after packing im going to, ummm, idk yet
then tuesday i need to tlk to my teachers
about the test, soooo, yea, haha
my one sld probably extend the time
and idk how my other is givving the test
but ill find out
and ummm, yea

tomorrow will b packed with shit

my room mates are up
which is weird for them
and makes me think tomorrow isnt monday
which it is
i just had to check

haha

imma tell them maranda is comming up
and i hope they all leave
lolz
because i mean, theres not much to do here :/
soooooo, if they are gone we can chill in the common area instead of my room
even tho it doesnt matter that we are in my room
wed always b in her room, so its all goood :p

and she sld bring a controller, and we can both play protal2 xDDD
or ill run down the hall and ask someone for their xD haha
cuz she might forget

and if my parents arnt home on wed
im gonna go home and throw a bunch of shit in marandas car that i want :p hehe
excpet, if i take my big b they might notice that, haha
i really wanna see wat they did to my room
and i want my steel toed boots
haha, thats pretty much all
unless i randomly remember something
haha

ne who
back to my show
then sleeeeep! xD

yesterday, well early today
i learned that there isnt someone named
cla-nice wood
and that every time i thought someone said that
they were really saying
clint eastwood

awkburgggggg

that awkward moment when you dont know what race someone is...

which isnt related to shit
haha

people irritate me

and all relationships should b on facebook
to make peoples live eaiser
and so they should know to think "dawwwwww" or "ctfu" in their head




blah
stupid boys x_x

went to sleep between 12 and 1
woke up wide awake at 6
maybe my body will get in a habbit of waking it self up that early

im half tempted to get ready and get breakfast with someone that always gets it a 7am
it= food, not a peice of ass

and the other half of me is telling me to go the fuck to sleep, lolz
but on that side, i dont wanna wake up all late, cuz i wanna go to sandels, and it closes at 2:30 tomorrow
lolz
but im pretty sure if i can manage to fall back asleep that ill wake up before then, i hope x_x



wellllll, i guess ill tell u wat i did later, and how it turned out
as if u care, lolz







oh, and i forgot that the point of this was to tell you that i woke up in a much very very very much gooder and better mood :D
yay for good grammer xD haha