these all had to b seperate

because if they were all one it wld convey a different meaning and emotion


but ive been blogging less
and posting on fb more

idk

so if uv been following that
scary kids scaring kids broke up
well i just found out they did
and it sucks






and yea
some douche is making me rekindle my feeling for him
from like 2 years ago
then a year ago
and i feel like im using him as a bounce back guy
kindaish
idk
but it was so cute

he was like "remember our first kiss"
thehehe ^_^

and he said wen he graduates in feb hes comming up for a bit
as long as "we can cuddle till he falls asleep and i give him as many kisses as he wants"

lolz
but shit changes
soooo, im not holding ne thing to ne one


but i think that the reason i kinda faded back into him
was because he reminds me A LOT of the person that all this drama was all involved in
weirdly
idk
but they are kinda alike
which is weird








i need to stop surrounding myself with guys
x_x
cuz then i tlk and think like this


stupid girl hormones being stupid and such




and my cermics buddy like died
or is ignoring me
blah
i think hes pissed because i yelled at him for drinking so much
which he told me to do...
soooo, yea
douche

im so gonna sit outside his door
and like fake cry wen i see him
and b like "OMG! I THOUGHT U WERE DEAD!" haha
except i probably wont