My so called "life"

the internet connection is fucked up
and i really wanted to blog right the fuck now

arg
ass holes


this just isnt the same
but ne ways
i just wanna like
idk


i hate people
blah
the would should just imploded
like
just everything fall into itself

its just so ass backwards
and i hate it
i hate people
and i hate everything


and i guess i do have an annoying personality
because it seems like the people i actually want to interact with ignore me
and the people that annoy me are, well, im always with them
all the time

theres a 97% chance that the person or people i am with
annoy me
theres a full one
well 2 that dont
but i only talk to them in class
or on our way from class to our respeciable place
but i feel as if i annoy them too


i also feel like i have a mutual who annoys who thing with someone
like sometimes hes up my ass
[not litterally, hes gay, that wld b awkward]
and other times i feel like im just some extra baggage following him

blah

idk
i want the internet to work


and i just have a buch of shit on my mind
and i kinda wanna do this brain dump thing
i tried it once
and it was like amazing

it made me feel better
and helped me sleep


idk
i guess this is what this is for
but hell
i will admit that there are things on here that i dont say
and i mean, its the internet
its fully public
and yea

like idc if the full 2 people that i know actually read this read it
because chances are, that they know
like
idk
its weird to explain
haha




and yea
thats wat the brain dump thing is
i wrote down a word or two about things on my mind
they wrote a few lines about each thing/person

mainly people
cuz it was in the middle of all that drama shit
and i was going to say mist
or amist but idk which it right and wrong
so
yea


blah
i failed another test
and im FUCKING PISSED AS SHIT
that there were bonus questions somewhere that i missed
or i needed to use the lock down thing
and i was soooo fucking pissed
and imma look for them next time
and watch


they wont fucking be there


uggg

time for me to rant to myself about how im not cut out for this college thing
and by rant to myself
i mean say that





arg
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im angry
tired
and hungry


which
idk
im not sleeping till the fucking internet works
so i can post this
cuz i wont remember tomorrow
and imma b suped mega fucking pissed
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incohearent words and sounds
blah


ummm, yea
i want texted
but the ppl i were txting all died
after getting massivly spammed by 4 ppl
it faded to 2
and they both like stoped at the same time
ugggg
i mean, i do still have my phone with myb and fb

but thats waaaaaaaaay too much effort than i plan on using
ugggg
w.e
peace


hehe, i just checked the internet
and its back up w00t

i still need to goto sleep soon, blah