fuck you. fuck you. fuck you. fuck you.

instead of telling you whats happening, ill do something different


 

him: "u me plus bed 'stupid boys name' <3 girls="girls" name="name" s="s" some="some">
me: "?"
him: "lol 'stupid boys name' <3 girls="girls" name="name" p="p" s="s" some="some">me: "ugggg x_x boys are weird"
him: "ik im alil fucked up ''stupid boys name' <3 girls="girls" name="name" p="p" s="s" some="some">me: "oh...r u okay tho? i saw your statuses last night and got kinda concerned...but you never replied"
him: "i still a lil pissed 'stupid boys name' <3 girls="girls" name="name" p="p" s="s" some="some">me: "about?"
----------------hour passes--------------------
me: "btw, texting someone 'you me plus bed' while your signature is'stupid boys name' <3 a="a" br="br" girls="girls" good="good" idea...js="idea...js" isnt="isnt" name="name" probably="probably" s="s" some="some">
him: "she put it there ''stupid boys name' <3 girls="girls" name="name" p="p" s="s" some="some">me: "like i said...just saying..."
him: "ok...night 'stupid boys name' <3 girls="girls" name="name" p="p" s="s" some="some">me: "w.e"
him: "yup w.e ''stupid boys name' <3 girls="girls" name="name" p="p" s="s" some="some">---------nerd rage phone across the room, make tea and sit out side for a bit----------------
-------------gets phone and turns it back on, then gets tired of biting my tongue-------------
me: "id like to inform you that youve been really good at irritating me recently...js"
him: "well i was in the hospital and i'm about to put myself there again 'stupid boys name' <3 girls="girls" name="name" p="p" s="s" some="some">me: "you know what, fuck it...idc...i was concerned when you told me that, and wanted to make sure your okay...i saw statuses about you cutting yourself and wanting to drink yourself to death, i texted you trying to talk to you, i tried to help...but if your not gonna reach out to a hand waving in your face why should i care?"
him: "don't idc 'stupid boys name' <3 girls="girls" name="name" p="p" s="s" some="some">him: "so y should u.'stupid boys name' <3 girls="girls" name="name" p="p" s="s" some="some">me: "what do you mean by "dont idc?" i can only care so much, then i can only push myself to care after that point...but you managed to push me over the limit"



and thats where the convo ended
im debating if i should send another text or not
one thats semi apologizing, but not fully
one that shows im not being the bad guy
and its his fault for me acting this way towards him


ugggg



idk, i feel better now tho