fact:::

• i like when people comment and follow my blog, it makes me feel loved and like i have a purpose.
• i hate when people sign off line from aim with out saying bye [excluding internet spazzes]
• i over think things
• i often think that no one cares bout me
• i have random changes in emotion
• i hate when people don't return calls when they say they will
• i hate when i don't understand things
• i like to cuddle
• i always sleep with my fan on
• i hate being forced to sleep and not being able to sleep at night
• sometimes im still afraid of the dark
• i cry over stupid things
• i don't feel safe anywhere at any time
• i hate waking up and no one being home when im expecting them to
• i hate politics
• i love guys with long hair
• i hate being called emo
• i have a short attention spand on many things
• im jumpy, not just when people touch me and im not expecting it, but if im laying in bed at night and hear a creek, or if my door opens
• i hate crying in front of people, and every time i do it makes me want to die
• i hate politics and anything that has to do with them
• i get hurt easily by people saying things that really shouldn't matter to me
• i find it hard to let people in to my heart
• i talk loud so people know im there
• i talk a lot when i have something on my mind that i don't want to be there
• i wear a lot of eyeliner/eye shadow so i have a reason not to cry, i don't want it to run and get fucked up
• i don't understand half of the things i listen to, but i think it shows that i actually like the music, not the vocals
• i make stupid childish mistakes, regret them, and do it again any ways. in other words, i don't learn from my mistakes
• i like to use 'big' or more complex words because they seem prettier
• i hate the word pretty, but some times it's the only word to fit
• i think that nouns should and could be used as ways to describe how your feeling
• i draw rainbows when im depressed/ sad
• i draw checkers when im mad/ pissed
• i doodle when theres no one to talk to and i want to think of something else
• i hate when people talk to me when im doodling
• i hate when people interrupt me talking to some one else
• i like to threaten people so they think im capable of it
• i hate killing bugs
• i hate eating meat that still looks like the animal, or if i see it before it becomes edible
• i like the sound guns make
• i want to learn how to skateboard really well
• i like dancing in the rain
• i like coloring
  
• i like putting colour and favourite instead of the english spelling
• fall is my favorite season, and it's generally when im the happiest
• im always miserable in the summer
• i hate saying good byes to my friends
• i'd rather completely loose a friend than just talk to them over aim/txt/e-mail occasionally
• i get more nervous around cops/security when i didn't do anything that i do if i did
• i hate when people use controlled stereotypes in jokes [controlled and in u can control it, not like race, sexual orientation, gender]
• some times i cant comprehend how people think differently than me
• i will act like i like someone to prevent drama
• i get angry way to eaisly
• i love when people spell my name Hollie instead of holli.
• it doesn't bother me if people spell my name holly unless they have known me for a few years
• i don't think that first impression matter, they are usually wrong
• i don't like knowing about the future, i like to take it as it comes
• i have issues deciding
• i have obsessions with the wrong things
• i often don't word things right [or so people can understand them] so people have a tendency to get the wronf impression
• i like quoting song lyrics in a conversation
• i like breaking out into random song
• i often have the urge to dance, but almost never do
• i love skipping
• i like jumping in piles of leaves during the fall
• i think that climbing trees and sitting there is one of the most relaxing things ever
• sometimes i have to remind my self to breathe [no blonde joke intended, im dead serious, sometimes my body doesn't automatically do it]
• i hate when spell check and grammer check or w/e thinks it's smarter that you, even when it's not
• i don't like having to learn new versions of old programs i am proficient in
• i really don't care about my grades
• getting in to college isn't nearly as high on my to do list as it should be
• i don't like setting goals
• i don't like doing what im told when im told to do it, i much rather to do it when im comfortable doing such, and i guarantee it will be better quality
• i hate when people can't tell when i seriously want them to stop/shut up
• i like using similes [or analogies] that only i can understand
• i hate watching the news and stuff like it, i believe that it almost always lies
• i hate catching people in a lie and them not admitting it or playing dumb
• i hate when parents say "i know more about you than you think i do"
• i like non fiction books and are the only ones i have the slightest bit of interest in
• Halloween isn't my favorite holiday even though i always say it is when asked, i don't have one
• i don't have one favorite anything and i think it's stupid and immature to have favorite colours and stuff like that
  
• i don't like to conform to many things
• i like the sayings/quotes::

1. dare to be different, just like everyone else
2. i would rather live and love where death is king, than spend eternal life where love is not
3. every beginning comes from another beginnings end
4. music is the strongest form of magic

• when i get pissed off i am abusive to inatament objects
• i want to be fluent in a 'dead' language
• i hate that more words arn't spelled phonetically
  
• i hate when people use q instead of g, or p, or w/e they want it to be
• i don't like when people use what i like to call 'ghetto leet' d3y t@lk lyk3 d!s @nd th!nk !t;s @w3s0m3 @nd n0t q@y @t @ll.!
• i hate emotion and showing them, sometimes i wish i was incapable of showing them
• i believe that their are spirits in my house, and i often try and talk to them, or yell at them when i get freaked out of pissed off because of them
• i hate conversations that go no where
• i will fight for what i believe in, even if all sources tell me im worng
• i've always want to get arrested to doing something stupid, like skipping around down town holding the anarchist cook book screaming "fuck the world" during the G-20
• i either want to be forgotten by everyone, or known by everyone. not just kinda remembered by some people

So yea, this was a list of some of the facts about me. some were ones i haven't told anyone, and yes, there are some i didn't put because i don't want every one to know cretin things about me. and i know i am probably missing some due to forgetfulness [there's probably double too for the same reason] and me just not thinking of them while typing this. so i my, or may not, update this. but i guess we will find out, now wont we.