welcome to the jungel, we have fun and games

of course you do
too bad you the only one having fun by forcing people to play your little "games"
more like torture
there's no way to win
so i guess it's fun for you
as you watch us all squirm around like worms in a cup of dirt
then you pick us up and feed us to the fish
one, by one

but this 'world' that you are forcing us to live in, is hell
no games here
no fun
but they why would you say it is?
why would you trick us into this?
you pull us in
mix everything up
and spit us out when you're done

and i always try to avoid you and your 'games'
but i can't
no matter how hard i try

and i know that neither can they
i see them
walking around aimlessly
and distorted
thinking it's fun at first
then they see your other side
your true side
and how cruel you are
as you cut and bruise them!
and it's hard to watch
but you just laugh
this is your grates enjoyment
doesn't get any better than this does it?
what could be more fun than ruining our lives?

just once i wish i could not fall in to your trap
i mean, there have been times
but only for short instances
and god, are you good at this game

but not one day has there been a time when i looked back and said "aww, that was fun, i wish i could do it again"
so where is there fun now?
washed away like a bug of a cars windshield
that's where

NEVER once have i seen amusement in your twisted little game!
never
nor shall i ever

because if i find amusement in this game, i will be just as cruel as you
and that could be the utmost WORSE thing that could happen to me

you may have wrecked my life number of times
and i know you'll be able to do it again
but i will never sit up there with you and laugh with you as you ridicule my friends
i will just silently sit back and watch them die
and as crule as it is,
that will give me great enjoyment
just because i know it wasn't me
and every time it's not me
i get stronger
and one day
maybe, just one day
i will be stronger than you
and everything you have become