*sigh* sometimes i think that if it wernt for this blog

my brain would explode
or i would just go crazy
-_-

ugggg
i was thinking
of stuff
and people
and what not
and i came to conclusion
that i get pissed off at people to easily
and for stupid reasons
and that it seems like i LOOK for reasons to hate people
idk
it weird
like one day,
i could be like
"u such an amazing person i never wanna loose u"
and then something happens
and i want nothing to do with them
but i force my self to talk to them, as much as i hate it
idk, but looking at some of those times
the things that happed kind of make it seem like i am loosing them
a little
it's weird
and hard to explain
and i probably would if this was live journal, cuz no one reads mine
xD
plus, i NEVER update it anymore
but i still like it better than blogger
=D

my songs update often, haha
like "oh look, new song lets make it public"
well i guess i could delete them
but, i dont
haha

im playing neopets
=D
do i have problems or what?!?

any ways, nighty night
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