Drugs are good, they let you do things that you know you not should.

ugggg, i had next to everyone tlk to me about my last post
and by that, i mean 4 or 5

ive been listening to NOFX for a while
once i run out of their songs im gonna listen to the casualties
then some jonny cash

sooo, yea
nex stuff i dwn loaded
cuz i only had like one or two songs form each of them

bah
i've been at krystals
and now im home
i got lost of shit i need to get done
fucking school
i hate you
go die, and get a fucking bomb threat called on you!!

but i love her mom!!!!
she bought me stuff, then gave me money to go but more stuff
xD
and now i haz a new hoddie cuz krystal gave me one she didnt really wear/like
it's kinda big, but it doesnt have a hole

i dnt really feel like talking much
kinda just sleeping
and having a nice cry
as odd as that sounds
like, i dnt really have a reason to
it just feels like i havent had one in a while
idk, i cry really easily
x_x
but i got better at holding it in
then there are sometimes wen i just cnt ne more
ugggg, i hate crying in front of people
=\
like, i dnt even like doing infront of jenn after i get in a huge argument with my mom the bitch

ignoring the robotics compition day where i got freaked someone jacked my hat
i've only cried infront of 7-12 people
and that was cuz my grad project, my mp3 player getting stole..twice, and guy junk, and me just knowing i've done it infront of people
bah, i cried over grad project x_x
but that was more out of frustration
bah
thats alot of people
and there's probably more
cuz i did it at sas too
x_x

but not when i fucked up my ankle
i laughed then
well, i laughed untill i was in tears
i do that alot
more people prob see that
idk
7

bah, its 11:03
i guess ill go get a shower and try and sleep
idk
i dnt wanna
i didnt do ne h/w this weekend
x_x
whoops, i ODed

my dad may take me driving tomorrow
cuz i can get my license in 3 days =D
but i've only been driving like 3 or 4 times
x_x

bah, i have so much going around in my head
that i dnt wanna put
because i still have to remember that people actually read this
and that it is the WORLD wide web
so ANYONE can stumble upon it...

gah, y cnt there be a private one
where you need to like, approve who reads it?
id feel alot more secure then :)

i want...nvm

im contemplating going to bamboozle/warped tour/mayhem/crue fest/any concerts for that matter so i can save up for my tattoo
althought i only need half!
xD
i dnt want krystals mom to have to pay $75 for MY tattoo
soooo, im gonna try to get atleas $110
so that y i can give the ryan dude a tip
cuz he was like "FUCK ID DO THAT FOR FREE!!!!"
"wen u want to get it???!?! it will take me a few days to do it! and ill make the the wire look more 3D!"
haha, that mad was the SHIT!
haha, he flipped shit

gah, y do i reject compliments?
well, dnt answer that
i kno

i reject alot of "good" things
or things i 'should' accept
meh
i dnt really wanna go into detail about it
at least not here..

gah!
im so fricking pissed i realized that i cant blab my mouth bout fucking everything on here
x_x
grrrrrrrrrr

w/e
im out