nobodys home

-----new lyrics for my life----
I couldn't tell you why she felt that way,
She felt it everyday.
And I couldn't help her,
I just watched her make the same mistakes again.

What's wrong, what's wrong now?
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

Open your eyes and look outside, find the reasons why.
You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind.
Be strong, be strong now.
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

Her feelings she hides.
Her dreams she can't find.
She's losing her mind.
She's fallen behind.
She can't find her place.
She's losing her faith.
She's fallen from grace.
She's all over the place.
Yeah
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

She's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh
She's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh yeah

i <3 [the old] avril lavinge
and if she didnt change maybe i could say i still had an idol
too many sell outs in this world
and fakes
so its near impossible to find an acceptable rule model
hence y im basically like "w/e fuck it. live fee die young"

i want her to put out a new cd, like her first two
because the pwned ass
and were good
and had that "punk rock" thing going on
like simple plan
probably y they were my 2 fave 'bands'
then one changed
then the other
and its like ewf

any who...

i saw someone crying on my bus
and i was trying to ignore it
but i kept looking up
and even though i only saw her eyes for a few breif moments
i could feel pain
and wanted to cry
then i got really awkward and antsy
i hate looking into peoples eyes
because it always changes how im feeling and what not
but seeing her cry on the bus reminded me of someone
well, a few people...
but mainly one& the rev
but thats just cuz hes been on my mind alot
bah
damn him<3

wen i was wlking home something i found cute happened
this dog has his face all in the fence then looked at me
then ran back to the door
and once i got near the fence he ran a bit short of it and started barking like crazy
haha, i found it funny

gah, i'v been eating alot today
x_x
probably cuz im not sleeping yet
and got home in time for dinner
then the thinking got me kinda eh, or meh
soooo,
thats probably y im a fatty, cuz i eat wen im upset
but refuse to cry
idk

at 9 imma get a shower
and try to be in bed by 10 or 1030

gawd, i cld talk about soooo much
but
this is the internet
and people actually read this
x_x

bah

i lied
its now 9:10
soooo, shower now i guesss
then noms
x_x
im oddly hungry
and i think its cuz there are those where i just dnt eat
soo, idk
bah
i feel like barfing
still have that headache
and stomach is bothering me
gah
still havent stayed home
=\
maybe tomorrow
well see
most likely not tho...

okay, okay
shower now
petville later
sleep
i hope

hmmm, lets see if i update this once i post it....