something sticking in my eye...

once you trust someone they are dangerous
i have only met one person in which i can tell them every aspect of my life and not fear them and i know they wont fear me
sometimes you need to re-evaluate your life
and its nice to have someone to support you not matter what you go through
its nice to find someone you can never piss off
its nice to find someone that you can never get mad at
if perfection is in this existence, iv'e met the perfect person
someone so pure
someone so untouched by the world
someone that will take the time to listen to what i have to say and not criticize it
some one that will take my hand and run with me
run away from it all
and take the greatest escape

have you ever seen this man?
http://www.thisman.org/
because a lot of people have seen him in their dreams
i think thats sweet
but seeing as how a next to never remember my dreams i cannot say i have
i have seen people in my dreams, before ive seen them in real life
i can go into this big in depth-ish story
that will relate to columbine
all because of a dream i had
about someone
before i met them
and how as we walked past each other it was as if we could reach into eachothers souls
[that was real]
in my dream we just walked past each other
at the same place we did in real life
and who would of guessed that that same person would turn on to bring so much sense into my mind
resembling someone else i saw at my house
ironically the day i was reading and what not about columbine
only to later see that picture of that person a hr later
its weird and freaky
and as i am typing this my door is opening
and now it stopped
its about 4inches open at the bottom
and about a foot open at the top
and as i typed that it opened more
and im not gonna waste my time closing it
just so that it will open again
my door likes to play that game with me
especially at night, and when im home alone
or maybe it just seems like thats wen it happenes
or maybe cuz im in my room more often during those times than randomly through the day

idk
i swear my house is haunted
but not like a "boo!im a ghost fear me mother fucker!" kind of way
but in a "im here, notice me" kind of way
i find it cute
idk y
i find weird things cute
and this is reminding me of that story i bring up alot
bury your head i think
idk, im like madly in love with that story
and its based on someone
like, its about them
but that situation never happened!
idk, its weird

and me and that person have really random, really short ass convos
that are usually about a band we like
and consists of a high five, or me laughing and walking away
and i think i just described 20% of the people i talk to...
haha

ummmm, trying to think
trying to think

im thirsty

arg
damn door did it again
as soon as i put my laptop back on my lap
x_x

w/e
it will stop once i turn my lights off
because it always does

or maybe im just crazy
some times i like to go with that

uggg, im having an internal battle with myself
mainly because i cant just ask someone something
and i cant do that because i want a straight up answer
in which i know i will not receive
sooo, i guess im on my own...

hmmmm

im really tied
and have been feeling sickish =\
bah

i have about 5 mins to kill b4 i decide to goto sleep
soooooo
imma go read a poem someone told me to read...

meh
i really didnt get it
and i dnt think that it really applied to what said person though it would be
but maybe im just not that intelligent
meh, maybe both

so i was about to go to bed and post this
when i got an IM
so ill be on the inter webs for a bit
but this is goodbye
to you my friends