i feel like sounding emo...

i wish my skin were like paper
easy to cut
hard to repair
every crumple and rip and scratch will show
that way you will know
you will be able to see my pain
like a magnifier into my soul
see my every pain and ache is from
look into my soul
see what i have been through
see how i really feel
and see who i really am

they say that life is surreal
but all i can see is agony amidst the darkness
if only you could jump into reality
a reality that's not sugar coated
if only you could see what life really consists of

you are a poor sheltered spoiled soul
and the day you are free, you will crash
and my one and only instinct will be to laugh
because my pain now, will bring ecstasy
and you joy now, shall bring sorrow

so in the end
when you look back
comparing out lives
you will see that my survival lead me to success
and you greed led you to misery

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the first few lines just appeared in my head
so i decided to make it something
and since my songs are mostly ass
i was like, ill just "blog" it
bah
w/e
this class is boring as piss and i have nothing to do at the fuck all

blah blah blah blah blah blah
ohhhh la la la
radda radda
oh nice car

idk, its bad romance
but not