slurpeeeeeeee

i had a slurpe this morning
thanks dani
and i keep trying to call her nikki
x_x
uggggg


i want another one
maybe after school, or tomorrow


i guess i better do work
because i dont want to fail
well, i dont really care
except for math
and science
because im good in mcas or mos or w/e its called
and careers isnt a core class


so we are the seniors
yay?
blah

i went on this rant about how i want to go to a 4 year college not near home
so i might check out that school that "the dream killers" told me about
because its really my only option
because its like the only 4 year becides point park that has what i want to do
idk
maybe ill decide for sure after ccac
i cant fail that
cuz my parents will b pissed that they have to pay for it
not like they should care

blah
im pissed i cnt go with colleen to coneaut
i need to go camping with my family
i tld them i wasnt going
i hope it conflics with cedar point
blah
and i forget exactly wen that is
and idk if im going with maranda to nc or not
maybe she sld leave a comment saying if i am or not
hehe
ummmm, idk wat to say on this topic


its hot
and sticky


blah, i just wanted to be alone
i got off at my early stop
and walked to eyeball
and sat there
then ppl came
i wanted to goto the river to be alone
but i didnt want to sit there

blah
i feel better now
by that i mean
i dnt WANT to be alone
but i wldnt mind it
i also wldnt mind being with ppl

i need to do something for a scholarship
blah

my stomach hurts
and the slupee helped
i was going to eat a bagel
but the sight of it was nauseation
i think im dying x_x

i was going to sleep in my fort last night
but i cldnt manage to stay comfortable
so i cleared off my bed
and slept there

careers class makes me just want to live under a rock
it makes me not want to goto college
and not try to get a job
because i dont want to loose all this money
and im thinking about getting a more basic degree thing
because i dnt wanna waste alot of money
and not do nothing
but something has me conviced that i will
thats a mistake

im gonna go
and go look for colleges
or play games
blahh
w/e