it just slipped out

something i only trusted with about 2 or 4 people
now some one else knows
and more than knows
and now i fell like telling every one

telling them what i regret
and having to act like it doesnt phase me
and have it restrict me

an now i think someone else know
gawd, i hate wat i put myself thru
i hate wat i have become

i just hate...everything sometimes

i hate wen i stand out
and i hate when i fit in

i love being home
and i hate it too

idk, im not gonna make this a rant about my contradicting life

but maybe ill have enough balls to ell the world my little secret
and flaunt it like i dnt give to shits
but if i do
it will kill me

at least inside




















on a side note...
im super geeked about wed!!!!
aka
warped
fucking
tour!!

muhahaha











txt messages that say "i wanna b home with my blades...i want to fucking die" are not nice