for some odd reason

i feel like breaking down in tears
and im not quite sure why
because i can't think of anything that would really make me want too
well, i can
but i can;t understand why i randomly want to
so.....yea

ugg, my blog is lacking color
..again
so ill get on that
but right now i feel like killing someone

and not just like some random person
nor mass murder
just on specific person
and not for the reasons expected
well, maybe a little...
hmmm, but other reasons
ass hole

and i feel like im about to do this

gawd! i gotta piss sooooo badly!
haha

we are listening to Micheal Jackson in class
lmfao
i love that man
i want him to be the father of my kids!
haha
jk
and ther person next to me is playing packman
and it sound is like WAY up
haha

but yea,
im still epicially failing in almost all my classes
so what is my solution...
do that work that i neglect in the classes that im failing in the classes that i am doing good in
but wait!
doesnt that mean i wont b able to do the work in those classes?
haha, of course!
but why would i ever think of suck an insane idea?
uggg, fuck
im going to graduate in 1012 arnt i?

i feel like this is happening to me
like my whole world is crashing down on me
gawd how much i hate this school
actually
i dont think its that i hate this school
i think its that i hate how i can't do work in this school
because every time i try to
i get distracted
ecxept in programing
because i have music
so that makes everything fade away

but i cant wait till sunday!
god, my parents are finially letting me go to a concert
anberlin and mercury!
you rock mr. sivits!!!


well
im out of ideas
of things i want to write about
but yea,
i guess i better do my work