today..

was the seniors last full day of school
so its should just be the end
cuz im like never gonna see them
like i do every day
gawd
there is gonna be such and empty spot in my life
and unfulfillable one

no more morning hugs
no more extremely epic days after school
no fun bus rides
no random sugar packets being thrown
no yelling their names across the floor when i see them
none of the fun stuff
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i just wish i would have hung out with them more than others
and what really sucks is that im not going to one of their graduation parties
because i rather go to a concert
but there are other reasons for that
mainly the same reason i don't wanna go to their graduation
i don't want to cry in front of people
i hate doing that [stupid girly emotions!]
is pisses me off soo fucking much
and i don't know why

but yea...
im gonna miss them