it aggravates me that...

i can't grasp the concept that there are in fact other humans inhabiting this place called earth
for some odd reason i cannot force my self to grasp this concept
it's weird
and extremely hard to explain.
but it's like
i think that they are robots, or just fake or something
its weird
and bothers me
i wish i could understand that these people feel things
that they love, hurt, hate, and appreciate things just like me
that im not the only person here
and that other people make mistakes

and im done writing this
cuz its really sounding like shit
and people keep distracting me
and i keep losing my train of thought
so yea...

and yesterday i really wanted to be a half stoned guitar player at a concert playing with his rock band.
yes his
i dont know why
i just think that it would be really fun