ugg fuck

i havent updated in what feels like FOREVER!
but yea, i really havent felt all like writing, well, i have
but just not about anything worth while
so yea...

but yea, im just gonna quit at something and realize that its not gonna happen again
cuz in order to keep whats left of my goddamn sanity i need to get over it
but i guess there is no real point to saying thins
cuz only about 4 people at the most will actually know what in gods name im talking about

which reminds me,
i have noticed that i cannot trust girls like i trust guys
cuz there have been things to some of my guy friends that iv only been friends with for almost 2 year, not even a year, and only a few months, that i couldn't trust a girl that i have known litterally since i was born, of have been freinds with since like 6th grade
it's weird
and really pisses me off

which reminds me of how much i hate this goddamn school
and some people in it
and ESPECAILLY the admin
gawd, how i hate them ever so much
like today my teacher come up to me all like "im really sick of this attitude that you have had for the past two weeks"
and i was just like ummmm, okay..? and that 'why the fuck are you telling me this cuz i couldnt care less' tone
and hes just like "students usually talk to me when something is wrong"
i just wanted to bust out laughing saying "okay, why the fuck would i tell you shit about my life? i mean, you already know more than i would like you too, and i don't even know how the fuck you find half this shit out"
but idk
i just hate this school
and the only thinkgs keeping there is my friends, my laptop, and bus passes
^_^

ugggg fuck
i wanna sleep
but i just woke up from like an almost 4 hr nap
gawd, my sleeping schedual is so fucked up cuz of this gay ass school
but yea, since i dont do my work in class ne more, i guess thats what i should be doing...
peace