fall to pieces

in away it feels like im slowly doing that
and slowly sinking farther and farther away from sanity
i've been craving a phone, but for nothing more than convince
seeing as how the main ppl i txt, well, our friend ships have dissipated into nothing but mere memories
and i dnt plan on getting into it and ranting cuz of ass holes
and one, just no talking to someone as much for two weeks totally changes everything

and ill have this phone
and i wont use
except for the time
and to see where people are at
and check up on people

w/e
not my fucking fault

and if sprint cant keep my number or get my contacts, i will have a bitch fit
and i will force my dad to keep buying cricket or go to a phone company that will
yes, im a bitch at times
especially when i find it 100% appropriate to be
which is rather often when i am

gawd, i cnt believe how recked my life has seemed to get with out a phone

w/e
now topic
if my body is trying to piss me off its working
i was passing the fuck out eairler all fucking day
and i get a shower and lay in bed for 20 mins and i cnt fucking sleep
like what the fuck
and all i wanna do right now is fucking slit my throat punch my screen and pull out every single last piece of my fucking hair...one by one by one
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I WANNA FUCKING GO TO SLEEP BODY STOP BEING A FUCKING PIECE OF SHIT AND DO WHAT I FUCKING WANT U TO DO FOR FUCXKING ONCE