sitting in math class

my teacher reminds me of wheezy waiter
because of his beard
and he winks alot
and he mentioned coffee...once

im supposed to be doing my POW
but im done
i did it in careers and MCAS

im hungry
which is odd
cuz i ate breakfast

i was nominated to go to graduation
and represent the jouniors or something
i dnt kno how the fuck that managed to happen
but i guess i wanna go
but i dnt
cuz i dnt wanna cry
i dnt want to sit in a big stuffy place
for like 3 hrs
watching even more proof that some of my close friends are leaving me

thats y i didnt go last year
but i feel, idk wat is it
but idk
maybe its a sense of obligation
and how im just learning to say no
its hard

today i took a math test
it was fine
then i took the honors part
i turned it in blank
i dont under stand this shit
and my teacher told me to look at my notes
i found the ones that applied
but they were all just random numbers
non of them made a bit of sense
i looked at the instructions and tried to comprehend it
but nothing

idk, i cant even comprehend what i read
i cant make it make any sense wat so ever
i cant comprehend it
i and pick it apart and make any sense of it

what have i done to my self?
is this me just quitting and self conscienly not givving a shit?
or is this just me being completley brain dead

uggggg
w/e

i guess i dnt care


sas fair tonight
graduation tomorrow
or the garage fair with my parents
something tells me graduation would be better
for both me and them...





ps i jacked someones old gauges
and gaused my ears some more
they are real gauges :D
instead of earring that i made into gauges
but they are missing a ball
and i have an eraser
i need another ball
or bigger ones
i forget what size
i think a 12
no, 14
because normal ones are like 20 or 18
and it barley hurt
well, not compared to my ghetto gauge