i saw a misty blur...

thru the crack of my door
payed no attention to it, thinking it was a trick of the eye
then it passed back, and it was more of a blur, and a pretty bigish one
and then what happens, my door opens more
after sitting at that nice little crack for about a half hour

my eyes got attracted to a shadow
it looked like a blob, but then i noticed how it resembled a face
kinda of an animated character
like homer simpson
and at a closer look i saw it moving
the lips
extending, and opening and closing and the bottom lips disappearing

so crazy me, staring at it, concentrating, trying to see what it was telling me
but i couldnt tell
then i saw this light coloured glow around it
that slowly formed into a snake figure and went into the center of the head
then spontanously jumped out toward me, while outlineing the top part of the head

okay i though im going crazy
so i looked away, but my eyes kept finding their way back
thinking it was just me seeing shit, i stood up
and the nose disappear, and the head shape changed
then i took a few slow steps, saying "dont leave, i wont hurt you"
and its head turned back

then i walked untill i could no longer see the shadow
but that white blob where the middle of the head was still remained
and i looked at it for a few seconds, then it disappeared

so i stood there standing in my door way
looking for it
but i coundnt see it
i called out to it "where are you? give me a sign" then looked again

i heard clicking, comming from my parents room
the clicking of their blinds
and i didnt think that they were open because my parents usually close them when it rains
so i checked the two ones facking the street, and the windows were closed
as i walked away, i got a chill[not the word im looking for] as i wlked toward the other window
now my parents room freaks me out
it always has, and it always does
but only when its dark, or im the only one at home, i cant stand to go in there
and its been ever like that since i was little
so i jumped on the bed
and still heard the clicking
and saw an ever slight movement of the blind
"yes, its open" i thought
then i checked
the window was closed

so what did i do?
i booked it too my room, and put all my shoes and shit infront of my door.

ever since that one day i swear on my life that i saw erik harris in my dineing room with that gun, odd things have been happening more frequently, and idk if its my imagination, or what
but its freaking me the fuck out
yet interests me

like when i lamp in out family room kepts randomly turning on and off and brightness, i sat there, and talked to it

i asked it to answer yes and no questions, and tld it how many times to flick the lights
and it was fun
and i wish i coule remember what i asked and the responses

you must think im crazy
and im sorry
i hear things
and i see things
and i assume they are my imagination
but then i tell a few people about something
and we talk about it, and people they know and things they have seen/heard
and its like, maybe im not crazy
maybe i am hearing and seeing things
maybe, just maybe, there is someone here
from another world, or universe, or that didnt "cross over" and maybe they want to tell me something
maybe they want to fuck with my mind
but idk who ever or what ever you or it is, i want you to know that i want to know you

and as i was typing that line {and this one} there is a searing pain in my back

[it stopped once i hit post, i think its reading, or im just having ironc back pains..]