ive decided...

that im gonna put myself on total lock down in my room this weekend

for a few reasons::
ONE:
i really really want to get that song out
i can feel it bouncing around in there
just waiting for me to find some words and scrible them down untill the form something i can be proud of

[speaking of songs, i need to get ppl to proof them for me, but idk who. and it would depend on the song on who id ask, because i dnt wanna give some one a song and have them b one of those dicks that try to change the whole thing]

TWO:
i really wanna finish the heroin diaries
and i have 2 more books, plus columbine
i have the first hr i believed, and i never got a chance to start that, let alone finish it
so i checked it out and read a few pages, its like 2935832490832 but its kay, because its large print
also i got a book from my friend krystal about unsolved murders in pgh

THREE:
i need to finish homework/actually do it
because im not to fond of failing

FOUR:
im getting bitched at to clean my room x_x

FIVE:
every once in a while, i really enjoy some me time
it seems like every goddamn weekend i have to do something with someone
and all i wanna do is sleep and listen to music, and do the other things i listed
like, idk, its odd...latley i've been feeling the need to be completley anti-social
but i cant get everyone to actually allow me to do that...but i think the anti social goes along with me being depressedish bout the phone

w/e
im tired and couldnt sleep at all throughout the day [and it was a half day]
uggg, i think i may have got 2 hrs at the most if u add up all the times i dozed off for a bit

ne who
night