i've been listening to alot of super chic[k]
and although they are christian rock
they are extremely depressing
maybe extremely is too, powerfull? strong? or a word
maybe i should just say rather depressing
that seems more fitting
in case ne one cares im writing this
and theres someone on my mind
because of their most resent blog post
and for people like this one that post pomes or stories or lyrics and what not
i hate just saying "omg, thats soo good!"
so ive been sitting here trying to think of something more creative
but i cant D=
now i put on hero by superchick
the song that i found when looking for hero heroin
that video taught me about columbine
and the one thats playing right now had a pic of the students crying
which reminds me
i have "the hour i first believed" sitting next to me
yes, its a columbine book
no, i havent finished ther heroin diaries
no, i havent finished columbine
yes, this little section does make it seem that i have an obsession with columbine and heroin
and maybe i do
its funny, i said maybe
but back to the depressed thing
like 3 people came up to me and said that i looked depressed or w/e
and i guess i kinda am
because of the whole not having a phone thing and not txting/tlking to ppl makes me think blah blah blah
wishes by super chick
i love that i constantly make a mockery out of myself
omg, i finally found a word i was looking for
claps for the holli
and no, that wasnt sarcastic
idk, i like just doing retarted shit, and i love watching it back fire in my face
and i love laughing at myself and putting myself down
i like, bully myself.
its beautiful by eleventyseven
idk tho, maybe i got so use to hating me self i just decided to love the hatred i have for myself? idk
i havent written a song in forever
and i want to
but they just arnt comming out right
so i scrap them after a few lines
because they seem damaged beyond repair
maybe ill try again soon
idk
blah
here with me by eleventyseven
no the songs are uber short, and im not typing super slow
im just multi- tasking
and adding the song
ghost by house of heroes
people that are like the people in this song make me laugh
well, kinda
the type of couples that sit there and plan out their whole life together in high school
i just wanna punt them
like really, ur how old?
14, 16, 18?
and u think that u kno who ur gonna be married to when ur 30
and u already have kids names picked out?
u've been dating this person for how long?
a week, or a month, maybe 5months
and u think that ur perfect for each other?
your dumb
now i do think its cute when a high school relationship can last throughout the years with out that constant on and off shit
and they couple gets married
and i think that would be cool to see at the high school reunion
we live- super chick
the seniors graduate soon
i think the week of the 14th is their last week
the graduate on the 19th i think
and then its our turn
june 18, 2011
im not gonna go into my feelings and ideas about it, cuz i really dnt wanna think about it
its stupid
but yea
june 25 2009 is when the seniors last day was
and was when micheal jackson dies
and someones birthday that i kno and occasionally talk to
and june 27 2009 was when the seniors graduated
and my 16th birthday
and someone elses birthday who im related to
and a surprise party for someone that im related to that idek
i hate those 2 people
not because i had to spend my b-day celebrating other peoples b-days
but because the act like they know me
that whole half of my family doesn
and they didnt even wanna b apart of my moms and grandmas and uncles lives untill my aunt died
and the one bitchy daughter
omg, i love how much she hates me
she acts like she owns everything
and and teaching her cuzin to do the same thing
its hilarious really
courage by superchick
i cant wait for my 18th birthday
my paretns said i can get a mohawk when i goto college
and i can get a tattoo when i completley mover out and get my own place
but im gonna do both when im 18
if i have the extra money for a tattoo, but i doubt i will
one girl revolution by super chick
i love how random superchick looks xD
Alive by superchick
i actually really love this song
it makes me want to dance
:)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I7ikYVGFZ-0&a=h2GDC1pFPqY&playnext_from=ML&playnext=1
in case you wanted to listen to it...
beauty from pain by u guessed it, superchick
i just found out that there is a halifax in pa
i kno where im moving :D
even though canada is better!! haha
myspace by eleventyseven
they kinda remind me of sum41 in this song
and my boobs look awkward in the shirt im wearing
i just felt like sharing that
xD
pure by superchick
i wonder if my parents will be pissed if i get a shower now
its 1:21
and i think they are sleeping
so if i wake them up, they will be
and if it prevents them from sleeping they will be
blah
ill try to wake up at 5 or earlier
cuz im not one of those people that will skip days showering then go out and do stuff with people
especially if i've been sweating
x_x
ewf
i hate when people do that
idk how people cant shower ever day, unless they are just sitting at home not doing nething
like, thats different
idk, maybe im just odd like that
stand up by super chick
still havent re-dyed my hair
i just havent been in the mood
blah
me against the world by superchick
okay, imma goto bed now
night
anthem by superchick
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