help me build..

a person
we can recycle

actually, i want to build me!
i only can think of one things tho..
ill use orange crush cans for my lungs

so help me think
what else i need for a body
and what i like

i would love to have a me, made out of junk sitting in my room
hell
it doesnt have to be me

i just need help of thinking of stuff i can use for body parts
energy drink cans as bones?
i have enough..
and they are just sitting there
maybe one summer ill get some friends
and a lot of hot glue and duct tape
and well build a person
out or recycled stuff
:)

i cant believe how relaxed and chilled i am now
its so disturbingly refreshing

at this point i dont want to talk to anyone
i dont want to listen to music
i dont was to watch tv
or do nething
because i dont want to b upset

times like this i would like to die
so i can stay at peace

and now i just realized hat EVERYTHING makes me want to die
im pissed, depressed, or at peace
i want to die

its so wrong and twisted..

am i just that demented?
and twisted?

whats wrong with me?
blah
i have issues

maybe i should talk to someone about my 'depression'
but, its one of those things that you can just blurt out
embarrassing, if you will

damn, there it went
form calm, relaxed. and at peace
thanks, i opened up my mind
and here spill my thoughts
i gained the fuel i needed for those little mice to start scurry
x_x

so i guess here i'll go
and spill my thoughts...

today i came home to a car blockade
and a plow on my street
it was neat
the whole street was helping shovel cars out
and move peoples car
it was pretty neat
xD

today i prayed..
but not for me
for the people around me
because that bus had everyone freaked
so, i decided it would b appropriate

meh, i guess thats all
becides that fact i really want to learn how to play the drums
and REALLT well
so if you can, teach me
and if you cant teach, you should find someone to teach me

kaythanksbai