what has this world come to?

choke proof hot dogs
10,000 under 14 go to the hospital for choking on stuff
17% of them choked on hot dogs

people are stupid
and really need to start thinking with logic

but i ask you, what i logic?
because from what i know, it differs from person to person

logic has turned into nothing more than ones opinion
and thats how it will remain

so its no longer relevant to say that you want to use logic
because it ceases to exist

ugg, i guess i've been in a ranting/thinking mood
because, well , i have

and i wish i would could comment on sentences i type here so i could say how stupid that last one was

back to the thinking mood thing..
im thinking, but about stuff, not about anything im doing
its like im lost in an abyss of indifference

like im merely a lump of matter
just levitating in air
and stealing peoples oxygen

as if i serve no true purpose
but to give others joy in harassment
or misery in annoyance
as if there is no true meaning

but is there?
what is the meaning to life

i saw there is none
because we are all born, not by choice i may add
and we all die at some point
imortalness is not an option
and its as simple as that

the way i see it, we are nothing more than pawns in a game
that some "higher being" created us for its own amusement
dangling us by little fishing wire strings
the way you would play with a puppet
because, if i learned anything from catholic school
its that religion is the most illogical things
either that, or science

because, according to religion
God created us
he gave us free will
BUT
he knows our destiny, and exactly what will happen to us
so tell me
how is that free will?
why are we believing what some people wrote in a book
if we were not there to witness it, how can you deem it true?
and if 'God' created us, how did he get there?
it make no sense

nor does science
i cannot stand the idea of evolution
i think it is the most illogical thing ever
because, and i almost got kicked out for this, how could a speck of matter creat humans, and difference species? how can a birds genes make its beak change shapes and sizes? how can a wolf turn into a whale? and where did that little molecule come from? how did i know that it was going to do what it did? isnt it just an inanimate object?
and then there is the big bang theory
so, how did it get there?

AND
how can u say there are 10million species
if only 1.4million of them are knows?

the universe as a whole makes no sense
the world makes no sense
nothing makes any sense
nor shall it ever

the concepts of emotion even seems to leave me baffled and confused
so do the concept of life and death
speaking
walking
breathing
and all these little things we basically take from granted

its not that it so much amazes me
as pisses me off
because its stupid, and makes no sense to me what-so-ever
and hell, maybe i am just ignorant
but still, its all in opinion if u ask me

every thing we do
every thing we were taught
its opinion
there is no fact, nor fiction any more
[except things that happened in the past with first hand information, but hell thats probably not even credible any more]

this is why there are conspiracy theories
because the world is an opinion

colours, names, letters, sounds, and beginnings
are all opinions
and thats all they shall ever be
nothing more
but so much less
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at a point you have to drop everything
forget the past
and say fuck the future
you should spend every day like you are about to die
because every moment you live, is nothing but a moment closer till when you die

and maybe when light is shed on these situations that that brain has created.

"i tried so hard and got so far. but in the end it doesnt even matter"

go listen to wasted by cartel
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i could probably type more
but i keep getting distracted
and i could probably have more fun finding loose skin and pulling it off than thinking about this junk

ugggggggg
peace
night maybe
idk
and really dnt care
x_x

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