today was...

shit
pure shit

woke up with a headache
walked in to school lateish
had to throw away pretty fresh coffee
ran to hide my shoes
fucked up my calculator
got scolded for being to stupid to understand something that didnt make sense
passed out in class, so i didnt do the work
got sarcastic remarks from alot of teachers, that all had sticks up their ass today
missed half a class because i was left out
my locker wouldnt open
got yelled at by ringold about my damn shoes
welshe: "what are you doing with your cell phone in the hall"
ringold: "taking pictures of this fool and her shoes"
me: "why are you taking pics of me?!!?"
rindold: "to show welshe your shoes"
me: "why? i kno they are inappropriate, she yells at me every day to get new ones"
ringold: "oh really!??!, then why don't you?"
me: "im not wasting another 20 bucks on shoes for this stupid school"
ringold: "i know u have money, thats not the issue"
me: "yea it is, i payed for these shoes with my own money because i wanted them for school, my parents arnt gonna go out of there way and buy me new stupid shoes"
ringold: "but they are against dress code"
me: "then maybe there should be a rule that just says u can only have ugly crappy stuff, like every thing else here!"
then there was my internship
it wasnt that bad, i just hate alex
i HATE doind stupid research!
i FUCKING HATE how smart he fucking is
that damn asshole didnt know the difference between a comma and apostrophe when her was spelling shit
alex: "do u know how to set up and external hard drive"
me: " i do go to a tech school, but never done that"
alex: "well do you think it's in ur skill level?"
WTF!!!! all you have to do is plug in two wires and accept shit
im not that fucking retarded!!!
i cant believe he would actually think i was
every day i have to deal with him makes me want to slit my fucking throat!
i wish a WORSE death upon him than joe
then i watch as HE sets it up
in the middle of it he decides he wants a password
alex: "i cant do [w/e their password is for everything] because every one will know it"
then he types it in and gets a piece of paper and a pen
alex: "can you step back please?"
REALLY??!?
REALLY alex, REALLY??!!?
like i want your fucking password?
gawd, if I REALLY wanted you damn external hard drive dont you fucking think i would of already fucking took one??!?!
and like i would memorize it after looking at it once???
by the way, latter i did see it
idr it tho
but it had NHT in it
but i already knew it would
and then he was all like "read these book things and see how often it updates"
and nothing was there
so i look it up
and look
and look, then quit
go into the office
me: "i couldnt find ne thing on the site"
alex: "its okay, it was on the box, i just wanted to see what else you could find me"
x_x
AND
i droped my phone as i was about to get off at my stop
it fell behind a seat, near the wall, where someone was sitting
talk about me being annoying and in pplz way
i missed my stop by 2
x_x

that all i can think of tho

but today wasnt 100% horrifying
i got free starbucks
got a gir picture
played marco polo all day<3
was trusted with $680
got a visitors pass to the childrens museum
and in cult lit...
me and keelen sit next together
we both ended up passing out
and get woken up at the same time
jj's response
"holli, stop sleeping with keelen"
it was funnyfull

this headache is killing me
but i wanted to blog
blah blah blah
w/e
i wish i had the energy to do something..

i feel like this..