i really neglect this blog
i guess all my anger was really due to shitty high and the people there
and the unknown of college
i kinda miss venting and ranting
and i fell as if i just kinda post on here so i remember it exists
who knows, ill try to do a weekly post
but what day...hmmm, wed maybe?
cuz i probably wont do it on a weekend, and i have off tues and thursday so i can be up till like 6am on wed :p
i think that works :)
so wed, and ill try to have a scheduled time
like, between my class thats over at like 3 and before the one at 6
naw, fuck that
every wed starting the 25th ill post :D
12/28/11
12/20/11
catchy title
explaining that title a little more
or hell, maybe it's lyrics
and now here are some words talking about how i feel
or what im thinking
or what i did today
or what i plan on doing
and then, this is the end
or hell, maybe it's lyrics
and now here are some words talking about how i feel
or what im thinking
or what i did today
or what i plan on doing
and then, this is the end
12/14/11
from nikki sixx to a fan then what i think
Sandy George
I wanna be a rockstar!
-
SANDY BE-CAREFUL WHAT YOU WISH FOR.....ITS A LONG DARK ALLEY LITTERED WITH NEEDLES,VOMIT,WHORES,WEAPONS,LAWYERS ( SHARKS) RECORD COMPANY EXEC'S ( MORE SHARKS ) ADDICTION'S,DESTROYED MARRIAGES,BANKRUPTCY,JAIL,REHABS AND EVENTUAL DEATH.. BUT IF YOU SURVIVE THAT LITTLE RUN....ITS ONE HELL OF A RIDE THAT YOU WILL NEVER FORGET.....AND TO EVEN WALK INTO THE MOUTH OF THE LION YOU MUST HAVE HIT SONGS.....WELCOME TO THE WORST POSSIBLE IDEA YOUVE HAD TODAY....BUT I WOULDNT CHANGE A THING...ITS BEEN A FUCKING SEXY RIDE... ANYBODY ELSE?
-
and this is exactly why i dont want to be a rockstar, i want to be the person that makes other peoples dreams come true, i want to be the one making those hits, helping them get clean, help them get through everything, i dont want to just provide a space and what they want...i actually want to do as much as physically possible in order to make them an amazing well known band :)<3
I wanna be a rockstar!
-
SANDY BE-CAREFUL WHAT YOU WISH FOR.....ITS A LONG DARK ALLEY LITTERED WITH NEEDLES,VOMIT,WHORES,WEAPONS,LAWYERS ( SHARKS) RECORD COMPANY EXEC'S ( MORE SHARKS ) ADDICTION'S,DESTROYED MARRIAGES,BANKRUPTCY,JAIL,REHABS AND EVENTUAL DEATH.. BUT IF YOU SURVIVE THAT LITTLE RUN....ITS ONE HELL OF A RIDE THAT YOU WILL NEVER FORGET.....AND TO EVEN WALK INTO THE MOUTH OF THE LION YOU MUST HAVE HIT SONGS.....WELCOME TO THE WORST POSSIBLE IDEA YOUVE HAD TODAY....BUT I WOULDNT CHANGE A THING...ITS BEEN A FUCKING SEXY RIDE... ANYBODY ELSE?
-
and this is exactly why i dont want to be a rockstar, i want to be the person that makes other peoples dreams come true, i want to be the one making those hits, helping them get clean, help them get through everything, i dont want to just provide a space and what they want...i actually want to do as much as physically possible in order to make them an amazing well known band :)<3
helping you pack and watching you drive away was one of the hardest things ive had to do this semester
i litterally had to leave because i didnt wanna look like and idiot bawling my eyes out because like all of the people in my building that i hang it with are leaving
it just really fucking sucks that you are all going what seems like a million miles away
even if i only knew you guys for a bit, its just like poof
next semester is gonna suck
imma be so lonley
and bored, just hanging out with the few people that are still gonna be here
arg, maybe i just get attached to people too quickly
but hell, it was fun while it lasted
:)
i litterally had to leave because i didnt wanna look like and idiot bawling my eyes out because like all of the people in my building that i hang it with are leaving
it just really fucking sucks that you are all going what seems like a million miles away
even if i only knew you guys for a bit, its just like poof
next semester is gonna suck
imma be so lonley
and bored, just hanging out with the few people that are still gonna be here
arg, maybe i just get attached to people too quickly
but hell, it was fun while it lasted
:)
maranda
i looked at ur post titled "DA FUCK!!!!" and just laughed for a good 5 mins
then forgot what i was doing
then posted this
and now imma read it :D
then forgot what i was doing
then posted this
and now imma read it :D
12/11/11
12/2/11
life is getting interesting
in a good way
haha
but everyones leaving me next semester
its sucks sitting in a room with a group of 6 friends and knowing only one will be back next semester
it sucks knowing almost everyone in you building that you hang out with and talk to is leaving
it sucks to create bonds and friendships just to have them all torn the fuck away
i am surrounded by some of the most interesting and intertaing people ever
they make this place worth staying
i was ranting about this and they were like youll meet new people blah blah
and i was like i know, but they arnt gonna be nearly as disfunctionaly amazing of all of you
that was my night
kinda
not really
at least five people that i hung out with today will be back
that makes it a little better...
kinda
in a good way
haha
but everyones leaving me next semester
its sucks sitting in a room with a group of 6 friends and knowing only one will be back next semester
it sucks knowing almost everyone in you building that you hang out with and talk to is leaving
it sucks to create bonds and friendships just to have them all torn the fuck away
i am surrounded by some of the most interesting and intertaing people ever
they make this place worth staying
i was ranting about this and they were like youll meet new people blah blah
and i was like i know, but they arnt gonna be nearly as disfunctionaly amazing of all of you
that was my night
kinda
not really
at least five people that i hung out with today will be back
that makes it a little better...
kinda
12/1/11
11/29/11
11/26/11
so much i want to say
yet i dont want to say a damn thing
blah
thats all
i mean
im fucked on this essay
and even tho i keep saying i wish i was at home, i really dont
i mean
i wish i had a job
and a place of my own
and maybe a car
but back in pittsburgh
i belong here
or at least in a city
im supposed to be in a city
and around people
and in the middle of heticness
thats just who i am
and my personality
i mean, yes, i like to get away every once in a while to the middle of no where
but it sucks
especially around a college
cuz theres no fucking jobs
and i got really pissed when u said there were
like gtfo, no there arnt ass wads
blah
im rethinking next year already...
but i guess imma txt a few ppl then call it a night
so night
yet i dont want to say a damn thing
blah
thats all
i mean
im fucked on this essay
and even tho i keep saying i wish i was at home, i really dont
i mean
i wish i had a job
and a place of my own
and maybe a car
but back in pittsburgh
i belong here
or at least in a city
im supposed to be in a city
and around people
and in the middle of heticness
thats just who i am
and my personality
i mean, yes, i like to get away every once in a while to the middle of no where
but it sucks
especially around a college
cuz theres no fucking jobs
and i got really pissed when u said there were
like gtfo, no there arnt ass wads
blah
im rethinking next year already...
but i guess imma txt a few ppl then call it a night
so night
11/22/11
of all the mass comm classes i missed...
which actually isnt as many as i just made it seem
i sld have skipped today
idc about the world around me
i think protests are stupid
and i FUCKING hate politics
this is stupid and pointless and i cant follow or pay attention to it
x_x
arg, i should have stayed in bed
blah blah blah blah
and im sick
this sucks
arg
im in a bad mood
what we are going over in class is pointless and useless to me and going in one ear and other the other x_x
i want soup!
i sld have skipped today
idc about the world around me
i think protests are stupid
and i FUCKING hate politics
this is stupid and pointless and i cant follow or pay attention to it
x_x
arg, i should have stayed in bed
blah blah blah blah
and im sick
this sucks
arg
im in a bad mood
what we are going over in class is pointless and useless to me and going in one ear and other the other x_x
i want soup!
11/21/11
my fucked-upededness is only getting worse...
and fucked-upededness may not seem like a word
but if you pronounce it, itll make sense
fucked-uped-ed-ness
so its fucked uped
like u fucked something up
which might just be fucked up
but i like my way better
then add and 'ed' cuz is plural
then "ness" because its a way of being
or state of being
i think thats what ness means
so yea
words
but if you pronounce it, itll make sense
fucked-uped-ed-ness
so its fucked uped
like u fucked something up
which might just be fucked up
but i like my way better
then add and 'ed' cuz is plural
then "ness" because its a way of being
or state of being
i think thats what ness means
so yea
words
11/19/11
11/16/11
and im slipping again
i got out of that 'social and sleep' corner of the 'college' triangle for a bit
but im right the fuck back there
arg, and im really trying
kinda
i mean, i just slack on the readings
and dont go to all my classes
but most of them its kay that i miss
like optional ones that are 'for our benifit'
or ones where the teacher doesnt take attendence, he wrote the book, and all he does in class is go over the powerpoints
or when other people are giving a speech
those are okay to miss, right?
idk
i think tomorrow is going to be me taking a personal day
because i mean, i already told people to not contact me between 8-9 for surivivor
and fuck, i keep thinking tomorrow it thursday
which technicially it is
but its not because my day starts when i wake up
and i hate waking up late
especially on tuesdays and thursdays
because my room mate is in the shower between 930-1030
and i got class at 11
and i normally wake up right at 930 when i miss my first class, because thats when it is
and i just feel like the judge me
because i come in between 2am and 7am on weekdays
and i have people over....alot
weather its just for a few mins
or for a night or so
and because i dont goto some of my classes, which i explained
and because i dont wake up till like 1pm-5pm on weekends
idk
i really want a single
or people more like me
i fell so disconneceted to them, its like living with strangers
idk
i just got alot on my mind
some of which i cant say here, because well, its the internet
and some that i dont want to say here, once again, because its the internet
and everyone that has access to the internet and a device to get on the internet can read this
and i really think that the thought should freak me out alot more than it should
i mean, yea, idk
i think of the obvious things i want to say but cant
and the people that will read them and why i cant say them
i dont want to rant about people, good or bad, because they might stumble upon this
thats why i almost never mention names
unless its u know, maranada or colleen, because they read this
well, i guess you read this
i mean, i know i do
but im not gonna sit here and bitch bout people
i dont want to bitch bout people now
talk about them, but just to clear my head, you know?
i mean, idk, im weird
and i was going to say that you cant really be close to someone unless you can rant bout them
but that makes no sense
idk
i mean, theres no such thing as perfect...
i wanted that to end my post
but i want to say a bit more
so im hoping this semi- awkward space helped leave the wanted effect, even if it was just for a moment
anyways
im going to have myself a brain dump
and call it a night
because i needed to share my brain dump idea, haha
word.
i got out of that 'social and sleep' corner of the 'college' triangle for a bit
but im right the fuck back there
arg, and im really trying
kinda
i mean, i just slack on the readings
and dont go to all my classes
but most of them its kay that i miss
like optional ones that are 'for our benifit'
or ones where the teacher doesnt take attendence, he wrote the book, and all he does in class is go over the powerpoints
or when other people are giving a speech
those are okay to miss, right?
idk
i think tomorrow is going to be me taking a personal day
because i mean, i already told people to not contact me between 8-9 for surivivor
and fuck, i keep thinking tomorrow it thursday
which technicially it is
but its not because my day starts when i wake up
and i hate waking up late
especially on tuesdays and thursdays
because my room mate is in the shower between 930-1030
and i got class at 11
and i normally wake up right at 930 when i miss my first class, because thats when it is
and i just feel like the judge me
because i come in between 2am and 7am on weekdays
and i have people over....alot
weather its just for a few mins
or for a night or so
and because i dont goto some of my classes, which i explained
and because i dont wake up till like 1pm-5pm on weekends
idk
i really want a single
or people more like me
i fell so disconneceted to them, its like living with strangers
idk
i just got alot on my mind
some of which i cant say here, because well, its the internet
and some that i dont want to say here, once again, because its the internet
and everyone that has access to the internet and a device to get on the internet can read this
and i really think that the thought should freak me out alot more than it should
i mean, yea, idk
i think of the obvious things i want to say but cant
and the people that will read them and why i cant say them
i dont want to rant about people, good or bad, because they might stumble upon this
thats why i almost never mention names
unless its u know, maranada or colleen, because they read this
well, i guess you read this
i mean, i know i do
but im not gonna sit here and bitch bout people
i dont want to bitch bout people now
talk about them, but just to clear my head, you know?
i mean, idk, im weird
and i was going to say that you cant really be close to someone unless you can rant bout them
but that makes no sense
idk
i mean, theres no such thing as perfect...
i wanted that to end my post
but i want to say a bit more
so im hoping this semi- awkward space helped leave the wanted effect, even if it was just for a moment
anyways
im going to have myself a brain dump
and call it a night
because i needed to share my brain dump idea, haha
word.
11/14/11
11/13/11
11/10/11
i love that everyone is excited for 11/11/11, but has any one ever noticed that 1+1+1+1+1+1= 6, and we all know that 666 is the devils number, so seeing as how there is going to be two 11:11:11 on 11/11/11 that means that there are going to be two 6's on 6 leading to 666, therefore the world is ending tomorrow at 11:11:11pm :D
your bubble is officially burst...
your bubble is officially burst...
things will shortly get completely out of hand
i really like this song
oddly enough
it was playing during a skit on robot chicken
haha
and i liked one of the lines
and looked it up
and im like addicted to it
i picked this vid because::
i have 1 of the magic cards for sure
and remember seeing 6 other ones of them
but idk if i have them or just remember seeing them
and i was playing d&d for 8hrs right before i heard it
so i thought it was ironic as hell!
and because this one had all the lyrics
and was already right there
haha
and im staying up for 2 more hrs
getting a shower
getting breakfast
them gonna try not to pass out before my class
then goto my 930 and 11
then more than likley pass out before my womens studies
haha
and i jacked a wad or caution/do not enter tape
it was just sitting there
so i took it
then un waded it
and unfolded
and un knoted it
and now its all neat
and im putting it ovet my door
tomorrow
well, later
ummm
i want to type
and i kinda want to keep typing
but its making me tired typing
so maybe later, lolz
11/9/11
soooo
i saw simple plan
AND
falling in reverse today!
on internet live web cammy thingys
awesome
then i made new friends
haha
that ill probably never see, haha
i do that alot
lolz
drama meeting tomorrow
at 5
and my firefox is like, a spazz
so i might have to like
uninstall it
then reinstall it
idk
jacky has a sexy accent
so fucking sexy
its like a ball of sex in a voice
i think thats now i described it
and ronnie was a nerd back in the day
haha
jacky is also the youngest in the band
and derek used to be a jock
lolz
and more shit
haha
but i loves them xDDD
and im going to sleep soon cuz iz sleepy
today was a randomly amazing day xD
haha
i like days like today
i dont od with one or the same people all day
and i got alone time
and work done
good day
i went to all but that class i never goto
haha
but yea
lolz
so i guess good night?
haha
im ending it with anvil
which i wanted to see since i saw it advertised
haha
and idk how i managed to get back at like 1230
wen i left at 9
idk
time flys when ur having fun i guess xDDD
haha
any who
night
for real this time
zzzzz
zzzzzzz
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
if only motley crue was on tonight
and if i saw the whole ting
oh well
haha
okay
fo real fo real
night :DDD<3
i saw simple plan
AND
falling in reverse today!
on internet live web cammy thingys
awesome
then i made new friends
haha
that ill probably never see, haha
i do that alot
lolz
drama meeting tomorrow
at 5
and my firefox is like, a spazz
so i might have to like
uninstall it
then reinstall it
idk
jacky has a sexy accent
so fucking sexy
its like a ball of sex in a voice
i think thats now i described it
and ronnie was a nerd back in the day
haha
jacky is also the youngest in the band
and derek used to be a jock
lolz
and more shit
haha
but i loves them xDDD
and im going to sleep soon cuz iz sleepy
today was a randomly amazing day xD
haha
i like days like today
i dont od with one or the same people all day
and i got alone time
and work done
good day
i went to all but that class i never goto
haha
but yea
lolz
so i guess good night?
haha
im ending it with anvil
which i wanted to see since i saw it advertised
haha
and idk how i managed to get back at like 1230
wen i left at 9
idk
time flys when ur having fun i guess xDDD
haha
any who
night
for real this time
zzzzz
zzzzzzz
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
if only motley crue was on tonight
and if i saw the whole ting
oh well
haha
okay
fo real fo real
night :DDD<3
11/8/11
Classic in Concert Motley Crue: Carnival of Sins
classic rock channel
i picked the best day to look up something to watch :DDDDDDD<3
hehe
iz so happy
and now im keeping my tv on channel 29, mtv classic rock or metal channel
hehe
instead of cartoon network :p xDDD
so happy xD hehe
good night world! :D<3
i picked the best day to look up something to watch :DDDDDDD<3
hehe
iz so happy
and now im keeping my tv on channel 29, mtv classic rock or metal channel
hehe
instead of cartoon network :p xDDD
so happy xD hehe
good night world! :D<3
11/4/11
the eaisest thing for me to understand
was when u said "music to u is what video games are to me"
but heres the reason why thats the stupidest thing ive heard
video games are make believe
music is real
something you can relate to
a form of expression
and so much more
now maybe its just because im not addicted to games like you
but i dont see how music to me can be video games to you
other than the simple fact they are both addiction
and love affairs
but i challenge you to be inspired by a video game the way music can inspire people
music has saved lives
have any video games?
i could go on for hours about this
but i really need sleep
my bodys just not allowing me to
yet again
like all the fucking time
but yea, id much rather be jumping around and screaming at a concert, getting elbowed in the ribs, having people flying over me, and sweating my ass off trying to get some clean air and trying to touch someone i adore than sitting my lazy ass on a couch for hours alone staring at a screen
11/3/11
id also like to point out...
that this week
iv kinda been ignoring someone kinda really clingy
and thats lead to me actually hanging out with people
sure, they are the same ppl for the most part
but its just fun
because we actually do shit
thats not just sit in one of our dorms
and do nothing
or have the other person show me stupid shit idc about
that have him say something and really piss me the fuck off
any who
yea
iv been hanging out with people in my building more
haha
and im pretty sure ive been around ppl i just met like 3 days ago more than my room mates, bahahaha
i like the loud rambunctious immature people
not the quite squeaky pg ones x_x
dead baby jokes> a joke with the punchline "boo-bees"
line fights>life
penis game at 4am>squeaking over glee
hours for sane people 2-4am>insane people ours 9am-11pm
i also find it funny how im in the dorm all day
and not at night till later
and they are all gone during the day and get back around 7 or 8
i think the latest iv seen one of them back was like 10
i was legit scared that day
cuz it was like 930 and i was the only one here
i thought my 1 room mate died
cuz 1s never here
and the other one randomly goes home and works
it was like
should i be concerned for her safty scary
but i decided to blast dupstep
oh!
thats another
dubstep and screamo>adel
she does have some good stuff
like
she had some ska
idr who, but i got excited
and regina specktor and i fine frenzy and anna nackil, and i murdered her name, but i can only handel shit like that in small doses, haha
and now im commencing sleep mode
iv kinda been ignoring someone kinda really clingy
and thats lead to me actually hanging out with people
sure, they are the same ppl for the most part
but its just fun
because we actually do shit
thats not just sit in one of our dorms
and do nothing
or have the other person show me stupid shit idc about
that have him say something and really piss me the fuck off
any who
yea
iv been hanging out with people in my building more
haha
and im pretty sure ive been around ppl i just met like 3 days ago more than my room mates, bahahaha
i like the loud rambunctious immature people
not the quite squeaky pg ones x_x
dead baby jokes> a joke with the punchline "boo-bees"
line fights>life
penis game at 4am>squeaking over glee
hours for sane people 2-4am>insane people ours 9am-11pm
i also find it funny how im in the dorm all day
and not at night till later
and they are all gone during the day and get back around 7 or 8
i think the latest iv seen one of them back was like 10
i was legit scared that day
cuz it was like 930 and i was the only one here
i thought my 1 room mate died
cuz 1s never here
and the other one randomly goes home and works
it was like
should i be concerned for her safty scary
but i decided to blast dupstep
oh!
thats another
dubstep and screamo>adel
she does have some good stuff
like
she had some ska
idr who, but i got excited
and regina specktor and i fine frenzy and anna nackil, and i murdered her name, but i can only handel shit like that in small doses, haha
and now im commencing sleep mode
a new idea arises, a boys will is the winds will, a strong breeze can please the weakest of knees :)♥
i love cali ac
and the i drive
and punchline
and have been listening to the same 27songs by them for the past...oh...6 hours
haha
i was sleeping for a few of those hours, but thats not the point
i think there is a the composure song or two in there
if i ever start a band i will kill anyone that wants to put a "the" in front of it
u know how awkward it is to say "im going to a the composure show" or "i love the band the i drive" or "dude! so-in-so is wearing a the lonely island shirt!"
its awkward
so is "i was just at the the killers concert"
but i mean
a lot of bands just kinda drop the the
or people just dont say it
like offspring
i dont say this song is by the offspring
maybe i do that out of hatered for the
mighty might bosstoned
distillers
foo fighters
killers
velvet underground
idk
im werid
beach boys
beatles
jackson 5
police
i love that i randomly travled back in time
i think i say the clash
and the academy is needs the the, so they are an exception
haha
i also say i drive
i think
maybe
idk
any who
i was going to rant bout class
but then i stoped caring
so heres my fb post
all scheduled for classes, i had it so id have 3 classes on mondays and weds and 1 all the other days, but then i couldnt do that cuz i need a different english class for one of those classes, so now i have 2 every day except friday where i only have one...eh, not bad but not wat i wanted x_x back to sleep :D
and yea
blah
im back over him again
i think
and that shouldnt change
unless im forced to be around him for a while again
which sldnt happen
i mean, hes out of my 2nd room, but still in my building, lolz
im tired of saying bitches names
so i call it my 2nd room now
haha
and by now i mean in this post
and ill probably forget in like......when i wake up
pudding
oh yea, icp is a religious band
and they lost alot of fans when they came out and said that
somehow i dont believe them
but i kinda see it
listen to the unraveling, or unreaviling
or just type in "icp un" and click on the closest thing to that name
because its sooo much easier for me to tell u this instead of put a link
im weird
dnt hate
meow
and the i drive
and punchline
and have been listening to the same 27songs by them for the past...oh...6 hours
haha
i was sleeping for a few of those hours, but thats not the point
i think there is a the composure song or two in there
if i ever start a band i will kill anyone that wants to put a "the" in front of it
u know how awkward it is to say "im going to a the composure show" or "i love the band the i drive" or "dude! so-in-so is wearing a the lonely island shirt!"
its awkward
so is "i was just at the the killers concert"
but i mean
a lot of bands just kinda drop the the
or people just dont say it
like offspring
i dont say this song is by the offspring
maybe i do that out of hatered for the
mighty might bosstoned
distillers
foo fighters
killers
velvet underground
idk
im werid
beach boys
beatles
jackson 5
police
i love that i randomly travled back in time
i think i say the clash
and the academy is needs the the, so they are an exception
haha
i also say i drive
i think
maybe
idk
any who
i was going to rant bout class
but then i stoped caring
so heres my fb post
all scheduled for classes, i had it so id have 3 classes on mondays and weds and 1 all the other days, but then i couldnt do that cuz i need a different english class for one of those classes, so now i have 2 every day except friday where i only have one...eh, not bad but not wat i wanted x_x back to sleep :D
and yea
blah
im back over him again
i think
and that shouldnt change
unless im forced to be around him for a while again
which sldnt happen
i mean, hes out of my 2nd room, but still in my building, lolz
im tired of saying bitches names
so i call it my 2nd room now
haha
and by now i mean in this post
and ill probably forget in like......when i wake up
pudding
oh yea, icp is a religious band
and they lost alot of fans when they came out and said that
somehow i dont believe them
but i kinda see it
listen to the unraveling, or unreaviling
or just type in "icp un" and click on the closest thing to that name
because its sooo much easier for me to tell u this instead of put a link
im weird
dnt hate
meow
11/2/11
so i realized today that im not over him
which is weird
normally i can get over people when i realize they arnt interested
or that its not going to work
idk, maybe its because he kept telling me that everything wld b fine
idk
i hate people
and i hate that for some damn fucking reason i cant get over his damn ass
it might also be because of the people im always with just fucking sit there and bad mouth him
blah
idk
i experienced a cliche movie moment, or something like that
i was laying there trying to clear my mind
and trying to get him off it
and trying to point out all the negatives
and for some godamn reason, i couldnt point out one, despite the fact i know there are so many
i refuse to believe what i know is the truth
then i had a mini freak out which just consisted of me realizing that he was perfect
uggg, why is college making me a stupid normal girl
i hate it
go away x_x
which is weird
normally i can get over people when i realize they arnt interested
or that its not going to work
idk, maybe its because he kept telling me that everything wld b fine
idk
i hate people
and i hate that for some damn fucking reason i cant get over his damn ass
it might also be because of the people im always with just fucking sit there and bad mouth him
blah
idk
i experienced a cliche movie moment, or something like that
i was laying there trying to clear my mind
and trying to get him off it
and trying to point out all the negatives
and for some godamn reason, i couldnt point out one, despite the fact i know there are so many
i refuse to believe what i know is the truth
then i had a mini freak out which just consisted of me realizing that he was perfect
uggg, why is college making me a stupid normal girl
i hate it
go away x_x
11/1/11
10/31/11
im gonna cry
because now i NEEEEED to goto this
http://www.ticketmaster.com/Hollywood-Undead-tickets/artist/1244694
i mean i was like awesome, hollywood undead, a band i hate, and other probably stupid people idk
but then
i saw BORGORE WAS COMMING
and before i was like idk who the fuck that is
but i love him
btw, look at the post below for borgore, haha xD
i love him xDDDDDDD
http://www.ticketmaster.com/Hollywood-Undead-tickets/artist/1244694
i mean i was like awesome, hollywood undead, a band i hate, and other probably stupid people idk
but then
i saw BORGORE WAS COMMING
and before i was like idk who the fuck that is
but i love him
btw, look at the post below for borgore, haha xD
i love him xDDDDDDD
10/30/11
Love is a handsome luxury,
Listen, it goes like this:
'Cause I love your pretty smile, I love your needy style,
I love to be able to see that you are glamorous from a mile,
I love the way you look, I love the way you cook,
I spend all time watching your pictures on the facebook
'Cause I love to buy you flowers, I love our hot showers,
I can watch you sleeppin' for hours and hours,
I love the way you dance, the way you shake that ass,
But the thing I love most is cummin' on your face, suck it bitch!
Listen, it goes like this:
'Cause I love your pretty smile, I love your needy style,
I love to be able to see that you are glamorous from a mile,
I love the way you look, I love the way you cook,
I spend all time watching your pictures on the facebook
'Cause I love to buy you flowers, I love our hot showers,
I can watch you sleeppin' for hours and hours,
I love the way you dance, the way you shake that ass,
But the thing I love most is cummin' on your face, suck it bitch!
google sucks soooo much ass
and i hate it
i use ask.com to try to figure out wtf google is trying to do
ugggg, i hate it
but i mean
my life revolves around it
andriod
blogger
u tube
but atleast now with steve jobs out of the pic i know google and apple wont take over the world anymore
so i can sleep at night :D
leave to apple to fuck up its own shit...
blah
and one more thing
google+ is shit
haha
but dont worry
just get in kahoots with fb
and convince mark wats his face to change it all the time "for the people"
and everytime we will all come running back to u
hell, its how we work
i would also like to add
how no one gives a flying fuck bout the people that started google
or at least i dont
so i assume that other people dont
because if they did
i would have heard a name
haha
hoes and tricks :D
i use ask.com to try to figure out wtf google is trying to do
ugggg, i hate it
but i mean
my life revolves around it
andriod
blogger
u tube
but atleast now with steve jobs out of the pic i know google and apple wont take over the world anymore
so i can sleep at night :D
leave to apple to fuck up its own shit...
blah
and one more thing
google+ is shit
haha
but dont worry
just get in kahoots with fb
and convince mark wats his face to change it all the time "for the people"
and everytime we will all come running back to u
hell, its how we work
i would also like to add
how no one gives a flying fuck bout the people that started google
or at least i dont
so i assume that other people dont
because if they did
i would have heard a name
haha
hoes and tricks :D
MA------whore
hehe :p
yes it is
and thats why i love rizio so very very much xD
haha
and if u dnt kno who that is
its the dude that i love cuz he loves and met ronnie
haha
and we had like a 39048324093284year long convo bout ronnie
multiple times
and i love him! haha
and he gives really good fucking advice xD
and is hot
yes it is
and thats why i love rizio so very very much xD
haha
and if u dnt kno who that is
its the dude that i love cuz he loves and met ronnie
haha
and we had like a 39048324093284year long convo bout ronnie
multiple times
and i love him! haha
and he gives really good fucking advice xD
and is hot
10/29/11
awesome advice
some one tld me i need to stop careing what other people thing
and that i need to so what makes me happy
and do things for me
and live for myself, no one else
that seems too conceited, i mean, i inconvenience myself and ware myself out for other people
so that they are happy
idk
and maranda
it was a comment on one of my blog posts
turns out i saved it on a post it note on my lappy toppy :)
"You're right. Everything is your fault and we all hate you! When in reality everyone is fighting because they all love you... Just saying... Anyways....... I love you and I'm sorry that you feel this was you're fault because it's really not your fault that other people have feelings for you and that they can't handle this in a more mature way... But I love and I want you to feel better! And I want you to come home because I miss you! "
hehe, i love u ^_^<3
and that i need to so what makes me happy
and do things for me
and live for myself, no one else
that seems too conceited, i mean, i inconvenience myself and ware myself out for other people
so that they are happy
idk
and maranda
it was a comment on one of my blog posts
turns out i saved it on a post it note on my lappy toppy :)
"You're right. Everything is your fault and we all hate you! When in reality everyone is fighting because they all love you... Just saying... Anyways....... I love you and I'm sorry that you feel this was you're fault because it's really not your fault that other people have feelings for you and that they can't handle this in a more mature way... But I love and I want you to feel better! And I want you to come home because I miss you! "
hehe, i love u ^_^<3
10/28/11
the internet connection is fucked up
and i really wanted to blog right the fuck now
arg
ass holes
this just isnt the same
but ne ways
i just wanna like
idk
i hate people
blah
the would should just imploded
like
just everything fall into itself
its just so ass backwards
and i hate it
i hate people
and i hate everything
and i guess i do have an annoying personality
because it seems like the people i actually want to interact with ignore me
and the people that annoy me are, well, im always with them
all the time
theres a 97% chance that the person or people i am with
annoy me
theres a full one
well 2 that dont
but i only talk to them in class
or on our way from class to our respeciable place
but i feel as if i annoy them too
i also feel like i have a mutual who annoys who thing with someone
like sometimes hes up my ass
[not litterally, hes gay, that wld b awkward]
and other times i feel like im just some extra baggage following him
blah
idk
i want the internet to work
and i just have a buch of shit on my mind
and i kinda wanna do this brain dump thing
i tried it once
and it was like amazing
it made me feel better
and helped me sleep
idk
i guess this is what this is for
but hell
i will admit that there are things on here that i dont say
and i mean, its the internet
its fully public
and yea
like idc if the full 2 people that i know actually read this read it
because chances are, that they know
like
idk
its weird to explain
haha
and yea
thats wat the brain dump thing is
i wrote down a word or two about things on my mind
they wrote a few lines about each thing/person
mainly people
cuz it was in the middle of all that drama shit
and i was going to say mist
or amist but idk which it right and wrong
so
yea
blah
i failed another test
and im FUCKING PISSED AS SHIT
that there were bonus questions somewhere that i missed
or i needed to use the lock down thing
and i was soooo fucking pissed
and imma look for them next time
and watch
they wont fucking be there
uggg
time for me to rant to myself about how im not cut out for this college thing
and by rant to myself
i mean say that
arg
dkjfadfljsdfsjkdf
sdjkfhasfiuwehrfjsdfc
sdjfahruiahcxkmnvsef
im angry
tired
and hungry
which
idk
im not sleeping till the fucking internet works
so i can post this
cuz i wont remember tomorrow
and imma b suped mega fucking pissed
kdsfjsdfkljsfklsjdf
dfsdifjsd
gjsghsdf
incohearent words and sounds
blah
ummm, yea
i want texted
but the ppl i were txting all died
after getting massivly spammed by 4 ppl
it faded to 2
and they both like stoped at the same time
ugggg
i mean, i do still have my phone with myb and fb
but thats waaaaaaaaay too much effort than i plan on using
ugggg
w.e
peace
hehe, i just checked the internet
and its back up w00t
i still need to goto sleep soon, blah
and i really wanted to blog right the fuck now
arg
ass holes
this just isnt the same
but ne ways
i just wanna like
idk
i hate people
blah
the would should just imploded
like
just everything fall into itself
its just so ass backwards
and i hate it
i hate people
and i hate everything
and i guess i do have an annoying personality
because it seems like the people i actually want to interact with ignore me
and the people that annoy me are, well, im always with them
all the time
theres a 97% chance that the person or people i am with
annoy me
theres a full one
well 2 that dont
but i only talk to them in class
or on our way from class to our respeciable place
but i feel as if i annoy them too
i also feel like i have a mutual who annoys who thing with someone
like sometimes hes up my ass
[not litterally, hes gay, that wld b awkward]
and other times i feel like im just some extra baggage following him
blah
idk
i want the internet to work
and i just have a buch of shit on my mind
and i kinda wanna do this brain dump thing
i tried it once
and it was like amazing
it made me feel better
and helped me sleep
idk
i guess this is what this is for
but hell
i will admit that there are things on here that i dont say
and i mean, its the internet
its fully public
and yea
like idc if the full 2 people that i know actually read this read it
because chances are, that they know
like
idk
its weird to explain
haha
and yea
thats wat the brain dump thing is
i wrote down a word or two about things on my mind
they wrote a few lines about each thing/person
mainly people
cuz it was in the middle of all that drama shit
and i was going to say mist
or amist but idk which it right and wrong
so
yea
blah
i failed another test
and im FUCKING PISSED AS SHIT
that there were bonus questions somewhere that i missed
or i needed to use the lock down thing
and i was soooo fucking pissed
and imma look for them next time
and watch
they wont fucking be there
uggg
time for me to rant to myself about how im not cut out for this college thing
and by rant to myself
i mean say that
arg
dkjfadfljsdfsjkdf
sdjkfhasfiuwehrfjsdfc
sdjfahruiahcxkmnvsef
im angry
tired
and hungry
which
idk
im not sleeping till the fucking internet works
so i can post this
cuz i wont remember tomorrow
and imma b suped mega fucking pissed
kdsfjsdfkljsfklsjdf
dfsdifjsd
gjsghsdf
incohearent words and sounds
blah
ummm, yea
i want texted
but the ppl i were txting all died
after getting massivly spammed by 4 ppl
it faded to 2
and they both like stoped at the same time
ugggg
i mean, i do still have my phone with myb and fb
but thats waaaaaaaaay too much effort than i plan on using
ugggg
w.e
peace
hehe, i just checked the internet
and its back up w00t
i still need to goto sleep soon, blah
10/27/11
ding ding ding
one from colleen and one from maranda
hehe
maranda, i kno, i read ur blog :p
and colleen
im assuming by 'bernards' friend u mean my ex dan?
haha
and maranda thought it was zach
but u are both wrong
hehe
its neither of them
nor is he an ex
lolz
%_%
i meant to but ^_^
but i left that cuz i thought it look like an alien xD
haha
one from colleen and one from maranda
hehe
maranda, i kno, i read ur blog :p
and colleen
im assuming by 'bernards' friend u mean my ex dan?
haha
and maranda thought it was zach
but u are both wrong
hehe
its neither of them
nor is he an ex
lolz
%_%
i meant to but ^_^
but i left that cuz i thought it look like an alien xD
haha
things i hate:::
-when people use hashtags on facebook, those only work on twitter x_x, the only exception is if you like ur accounts and have the twitter bird logo on ur post saying it was from twitter and just molested ur facebooks
-when bitches dont blend their eye shadow, and sadly, its not just a city high thing
...i get angry and aggravated over the stupidest things, but the people that do them are stupid too, so blah....
and theres more
but just those 2 for now
haha
i hacked off all my hair
well not all of it
but i like it
so far
im afraid tomorrow after its all washed and wat not imma hate it
but i like it
and i didnt really do nething to the over alla length
except to the one part
and for once, i did that "fuck, i messed up"
and managed to cut more and make it look better
im so glad i learned not to hack hack hack
hehe
so yea
its really simply layered
but i do stuff like a g
and and it looks like more
and i wanted to do more to the back
but i cldnt see it
and didnt have ne one here to fix it
plus, i normally have a hat on
so its fine
i might fix it if someone says something about it
lolz
like the one time i like missed a chunk and it was awkardly really long
i think it was maranda who noticed it
and we cut if b4 class started, lolz
winning
any who
i have 2 comments
im assuming 1 is colleen
and the other one might b her too
but it might also be maranda
haha
they are they only two that love me enough to commment D:
-when bitches dont blend their eye shadow, and sadly, its not just a city high thing
...i get angry and aggravated over the stupidest things, but the people that do them are stupid too, so blah....
and theres more
but just those 2 for now
haha
i hacked off all my hair
well not all of it
but i like it
so far
im afraid tomorrow after its all washed and wat not imma hate it
but i like it
and i didnt really do nething to the over alla length
except to the one part
and for once, i did that "fuck, i messed up"
and managed to cut more and make it look better
im so glad i learned not to hack hack hack
hehe
so yea
its really simply layered
but i do stuff like a g
and and it looks like more
and i wanted to do more to the back
but i cldnt see it
and didnt have ne one here to fix it
plus, i normally have a hat on
so its fine
i might fix it if someone says something about it
lolz
like the one time i like missed a chunk and it was awkardly really long
i think it was maranda who noticed it
and we cut if b4 class started, lolz
winning
any who
i have 2 comments
im assuming 1 is colleen
and the other one might b her too
but it might also be maranda
haha
they are they only two that love me enough to commment D:
10/26/11
10/25/11
these all had to b seperate
because if they were all one it wld convey a different meaning and emotion
but ive been blogging less
and posting on fb more
idk
so if uv been following that
scary kids scaring kids broke up
well i just found out they did
and it sucks
and yea
some douche is making me rekindle my feeling for him
from like 2 years ago
then a year ago
and i feel like im using him as a bounce back guy
kindaish
idk
but it was so cute
he was like "remember our first kiss"
thehehe ^_^
and he said wen he graduates in feb hes comming up for a bit
as long as "we can cuddle till he falls asleep and i give him as many kisses as he wants"
lolz
but shit changes
soooo, im not holding ne thing to ne one
but i think that the reason i kinda faded back into him
was because he reminds me A LOT of the person that all this drama was all involved in
weirdly
idk
but they are kinda alike
which is weird
i need to stop surrounding myself with guys
x_x
cuz then i tlk and think like this
stupid girl hormones being stupid and such
and my cermics buddy like died
or is ignoring me
blah
i think hes pissed because i yelled at him for drinking so much
which he told me to do...
soooo, yea
douche
im so gonna sit outside his door
and like fake cry wen i see him
and b like "OMG! I THOUGHT U WERE DEAD!" haha
except i probably wont
but ive been blogging less
and posting on fb more
idk
so if uv been following that
scary kids scaring kids broke up
well i just found out they did
and it sucks
and yea
some douche is making me rekindle my feeling for him
from like 2 years ago
then a year ago
and i feel like im using him as a bounce back guy
kindaish
idk
but it was so cute
he was like "remember our first kiss"
thehehe ^_^
and he said wen he graduates in feb hes comming up for a bit
as long as "we can cuddle till he falls asleep and i give him as many kisses as he wants"
lolz
but shit changes
soooo, im not holding ne thing to ne one
but i think that the reason i kinda faded back into him
was because he reminds me A LOT of the person that all this drama was all involved in
weirdly
idk
but they are kinda alike
which is weird
i need to stop surrounding myself with guys
x_x
cuz then i tlk and think like this
stupid girl hormones being stupid and such
and my cermics buddy like died
or is ignoring me
blah
i think hes pissed because i yelled at him for drinking so much
which he told me to do...
soooo, yea
douche
im so gonna sit outside his door
and like fake cry wen i see him
and b like "OMG! I THOUGHT U WERE DEAD!" haha
except i probably wont
maranda
i thought u had a real brother
well half brother
but then i thought u like hated him
idk
im so lost
but yes, i do know jay xD haha
and then i read more and was like
herp derp
but im keeping this ne ways xD
well half brother
but then i thought u like hated him
idk
im so lost
but yes, i do know jay xD haha
and then i read more and was like
herp derp
but im keeping this ne ways xD
10/23/11
she killed it, and not in a good way...
http://www.altpress.com/news/entry/jimmy_eat_worlds_jim_adkins_performs_the_middle_with_taylor_swift?utm_source=dlvr.it&utm_medium=twitter&utm_campaign=altpress
i also would like to point out that one of the cutest things ive heard from someone was a lie
i also would like to point out that one of the cutest things ive heard from someone was a lie
10/21/11
10/20/11
maranda
ur a bitch
cuz u made me cry
lolz
stop it!
btw, dnt make plans july 12 :D
or 13th for that matter :p
hehe
cuz u made me cry
lolz
stop it!
btw, dnt make plans july 12 :D
or 13th for that matter :p
hehe
wow
i really picked the best psychology of communication to start going back to
x_x
arg, it only puts me is a more, iffy mood
they was i described everything is that im caught in some mood that is right inbetween depression and anger
and that made me think
about something i read or heard
that went a little like this
"before you self diagnose yourself with depression, stop and think if maybe the problem is that you are surrounded by assholes"
and maybe thats just it
and i still dnt hate the person i sld
or the person that everyone thinks i sld hate
because he did nothing to piss me off
well he did, but i didnt find out till after i labled everything done with
therefore, im not angry
and
yea
and i still feel horriable that his life is truning out so shitty
and i can understand how NO ONE understands that this is my fault
they wont even try to understand why i think that way
if they can accept that ill be fine
my fucked up logic to this is:::
"everyone was fine and dandy, then i come into the picture and everything gets uproted, spun around, then thrown down, leaving people hurt, angry, and confused"
with out me everyone wld be fine and dandy
there wldnt b ppl edgey and emotional
there wouldnt be people angry and pissed off
there wouldnt be people yelling and fighting
there wouldnt be someone getting kicked out
because idk wat ne one says, thats my fault too, because all of this shit tiggered it
and all ive wanted the past few days was to sit by the lake and relax
but with all this goddamn rain...arg
yesterday was scary tho
i felt like i was going to throw up
then someone was tlking to me
and i only remember them saying something bout 4 oclock
and then everything got black
and started spinning
and i just left
and i ran into all the walls cuz i cldnt walk straight
it was scary
and it felt like it took me an hr to unlock my door
and i cldnt breath
now that i look back, it kinda sounds like a panic attack
it never happened to me
i mean, the black out and spinny kinda happens wen i have a migrain
but not that bad
and i didnt even have a headache then
i think its the lact of food and sleep
cuz i really havent been eating, and they stuff that i do it is shit
i need real meat
and real veggies and greens
and some fresh fruit
but all this shit couldnt have happened at a better time
because tomoorow my parents are taking me aways
to camp
at my moms friends
which, any other time i wouldnt wannt do
hell, i still dnt really want to
but i just need to get out of this shit hole
and this is the perfect time for them to come swoop me away from everything
then i can come back
and be all better
and hope everyone else is okay too :)
today is the first day that im going to all my classes this week
maybe these past 2 weeks
hell, this is the first day im going to 2 of my classes
i have 3
and im going to all 3
but my sleepy medice helped so much
i took it at 10 cuz i was done with the day
and im fully rested
and yea
despite the fact i woke up to the shit i tried to avoid, im okay atm :)
or at least imma keep telling myself that x_x
i really picked the best psychology of communication to start going back to
x_x
arg, it only puts me is a more, iffy mood
they was i described everything is that im caught in some mood that is right inbetween depression and anger
and that made me think
about something i read or heard
that went a little like this
"before you self diagnose yourself with depression, stop and think if maybe the problem is that you are surrounded by assholes"
and maybe thats just it
and i still dnt hate the person i sld
or the person that everyone thinks i sld hate
because he did nothing to piss me off
well he did, but i didnt find out till after i labled everything done with
therefore, im not angry
and
yea
and i still feel horriable that his life is truning out so shitty
and i can understand how NO ONE understands that this is my fault
they wont even try to understand why i think that way
if they can accept that ill be fine
my fucked up logic to this is:::
"everyone was fine and dandy, then i come into the picture and everything gets uproted, spun around, then thrown down, leaving people hurt, angry, and confused"
with out me everyone wld be fine and dandy
there wldnt b ppl edgey and emotional
there wouldnt be people angry and pissed off
there wouldnt be people yelling and fighting
there wouldnt be someone getting kicked out
because idk wat ne one says, thats my fault too, because all of this shit tiggered it
and all ive wanted the past few days was to sit by the lake and relax
but with all this goddamn rain...arg
yesterday was scary tho
i felt like i was going to throw up
then someone was tlking to me
and i only remember them saying something bout 4 oclock
and then everything got black
and started spinning
and i just left
and i ran into all the walls cuz i cldnt walk straight
it was scary
and it felt like it took me an hr to unlock my door
and i cldnt breath
now that i look back, it kinda sounds like a panic attack
it never happened to me
i mean, the black out and spinny kinda happens wen i have a migrain
but not that bad
and i didnt even have a headache then
i think its the lact of food and sleep
cuz i really havent been eating, and they stuff that i do it is shit
i need real meat
and real veggies and greens
and some fresh fruit
but all this shit couldnt have happened at a better time
because tomoorow my parents are taking me aways
to camp
at my moms friends
which, any other time i wouldnt wannt do
hell, i still dnt really want to
but i just need to get out of this shit hole
and this is the perfect time for them to come swoop me away from everything
then i can come back
and be all better
and hope everyone else is okay too :)
today is the first day that im going to all my classes this week
maybe these past 2 weeks
hell, this is the first day im going to 2 of my classes
i have 3
and im going to all 3
but my sleepy medice helped so much
i took it at 10 cuz i was done with the day
and im fully rested
and yea
despite the fact i woke up to the shit i tried to avoid, im okay atm :)
or at least imma keep telling myself that x_x
10/18/11
10/17/11
10/14/11
10/13/11
fire alarms, more efficient than alarm clocks
i woke up at 7 for my 930 class
then went back to sleep and work up a little before 8
and i was like uggg, i guess u should go
then the alarm went off and i got back in my room around 830
i established i wouldnt b there on time
so i went of fb and made coffee
and now im here
im getting a shower in a bit and going to my 11:00 class
cuz i have to sign someone in thats not going
and i need to rant to someone about the concert
then im getting lunch
then im going to eat it in my dorm
then i have class at 2
and get out of 315
because this is vitial information
ill probably get dinner around 5 or 530 with the same person i almost always get dinner with
then go to the theater for the show
then come back and try to do some hw
and despite my best efforts, im still getting jealous
haha
which i guess that doesnt really make sense to ne one reading this
i could explain it, but, im really good about not explain things
especially on here
any who
im going to enjoy my coffee, read some other blogs, then get ready for class
if you care
which i doubt u do
but too bad, cuz ur reading this
i woke up at 7 for my 930 class
then went back to sleep and work up a little before 8
and i was like uggg, i guess u should go
then the alarm went off and i got back in my room around 830
i established i wouldnt b there on time
so i went of fb and made coffee
and now im here
im getting a shower in a bit and going to my 11:00 class
cuz i have to sign someone in thats not going
and i need to rant to someone about the concert
then im getting lunch
then im going to eat it in my dorm
then i have class at 2
and get out of 315
because this is vitial information
ill probably get dinner around 5 or 530 with the same person i almost always get dinner with
then go to the theater for the show
then come back and try to do some hw
and despite my best efforts, im still getting jealous
haha
which i guess that doesnt really make sense to ne one reading this
i could explain it, but, im really good about not explain things
especially on here
any who
im going to enjoy my coffee, read some other blogs, then get ready for class
if you care
which i doubt u do
but too bad, cuz ur reading this
10/12/11
im going to marry this girl
Lucy Arteaga
idk who exactly she is
but we are on fb having an intense convo about columbine
and it makes me happy :DDD
ne who
today was opening night
it went really good except for:::::
-i didnt realize that they wanted the opening song to play next, so i stupidly switched songs in mid song instead of fadeing out of the first one x_x
-the lights were like spazzing and didnt turn on the first time for the 1st play
-the one grl said fucking and then her or the other guy skipped like 5 lines
-during intermission we got locked out of the booth, mysteriously, and we didnt piss off dorthy so it wasnt her, but then someone did this epic ninja move into the booth and unlocked the door
-they were getting impatient and tld me to fade out the song for the 2nd play so i did, but forgot to higher the sound for the curtian call song
-they lights got jacked up and didnt turn on right or i didnt clearly say "they are on"
but other than that, which i know opening night is always the one where the kinks get worked out, it was awesome :D
Lucy Arteaga
idk who exactly she is
but we are on fb having an intense convo about columbine
and it makes me happy :DDD
ne who
today was opening night
it went really good except for:::::
-i didnt realize that they wanted the opening song to play next, so i stupidly switched songs in mid song instead of fadeing out of the first one x_x
-the lights were like spazzing and didnt turn on the first time for the 1st play
-the one grl said fucking and then her or the other guy skipped like 5 lines
-during intermission we got locked out of the booth, mysteriously, and we didnt piss off dorthy so it wasnt her, but then someone did this epic ninja move into the booth and unlocked the door
-they were getting impatient and tld me to fade out the song for the 2nd play so i did, but forgot to higher the sound for the curtian call song
-they lights got jacked up and didnt turn on right or i didnt clearly say "they are on"
but other than that, which i know opening night is always the one where the kinks get worked out, it was awesome :D
i love that
me and maranda are like semi giving each other advice with out blog posts
it makes me happy :D
haha, read, analyze, and post out opinion :p
hehe
this is y we are friends xD
among a bajillion of other reasons
haha
its just weird
cuz idk
normally they argue
but they arnt
so im not sure if its just that one of them isnt present, of if, for some bizarre reason they are actually agreeing on something, for once
i mean, i normally dont get caught up on what ppl say
normally my heart does, but my heads like "fuck that shit bro"
but thats not happening
and its weird to me
completely foreign
and im not sure how i feel about that yet
i dnt like getting stung up on words people say
because i know that a lot of people say shit ti say it
maybe im just being negative about everything
because i know that i shouldnt believe it all
but i am
and by saying this is may seem like there is this great debate string around
but its not that
its just that im remembering what i normally do, and what i should be doing sue to past experiences, but its just not happening
idk if i sld accept it how it is
or try to figure shit out
i might just be over anazlizing everything
i do that a lot
i also could be underanalizing everything too
even tho i clearly dont think that is the case
but if you can be unsure of doing one thing, doesnt that mean that u should also be unsure if u are doing the opposite?
like if u dont know if u are doing something wrong
doesnt that also mean u dont know if ur doing that same thing right?
idk
im weird
and a girl
and my room mate is dumb because she just unlocked a door that wasnt locked
sorry, that was off topic
but maybe not
because i guess im done with this blog
but then ull reply in ur blog with something witty
and then it will be my turn with something...ummm...errrr, confusing? idk wat to call it
and we will have this long conversation until the question at hand is answered
but in reality, are we even asking a question that can be answered?
let alone a question at all?
it makes me happy :D
haha, read, analyze, and post out opinion :p
hehe
this is y we are friends xD
among a bajillion of other reasons
haha
its just weird
cuz idk
normally they argue
but they arnt
so im not sure if its just that one of them isnt present, of if, for some bizarre reason they are actually agreeing on something, for once
i mean, i normally dont get caught up on what ppl say
normally my heart does, but my heads like "fuck that shit bro"
but thats not happening
and its weird to me
completely foreign
and im not sure how i feel about that yet
i dnt like getting stung up on words people say
because i know that a lot of people say shit ti say it
maybe im just being negative about everything
because i know that i shouldnt believe it all
but i am
and by saying this is may seem like there is this great debate string around
but its not that
its just that im remembering what i normally do, and what i should be doing sue to past experiences, but its just not happening
idk if i sld accept it how it is
or try to figure shit out
i might just be over anazlizing everything
i do that a lot
i also could be underanalizing everything too
even tho i clearly dont think that is the case
but if you can be unsure of doing one thing, doesnt that mean that u should also be unsure if u are doing the opposite?
like if u dont know if u are doing something wrong
doesnt that also mean u dont know if ur doing that same thing right?
idk
im weird
and a girl
and my room mate is dumb because she just unlocked a door that wasnt locked
sorry, that was off topic
but maybe not
because i guess im done with this blog
but then ull reply in ur blog with something witty
and then it will be my turn with something...ummm...errrr, confusing? idk wat to call it
and we will have this long conversation until the question at hand is answered
but in reality, are we even asking a question that can be answered?
let alone a question at all?
10/11/11
dear maran-WHORE-da :p
subtle, yes?
i will make u a puzzle
and easy one
i mean, hell, im making it
so its bound to be easy
and there will be all of the pieces
and i shall mail it to you
provided that i get money to get a stamp
and then you can build said puzzle
and yes, by writing this blog like this is may seem like i missed the point of your blog
but i didn't
i just really want to make a puzzle now :D
hehe
and yes, u r very persuasive
btw, its starting to get awkward
x_x
but probably only for me
boys are stupid
and i was about to slap someone in the face
and just be like "bro, no"
buttttt, im too nice
as you have stated
i like being a bitch, but only to people that deserve it
like bitches at the drama program
i wanna tell this one grl
"bitch, dnt fuck with the tech ppl!!!!"
and then if she does
imma play barney theme song, lazy town, yo gabba gabba, brokencyde, grind core, and death metal instead of w.e she wants
except im not that much of a bitch
but it would be very funny
thehehe
and, off topic, completely, my coffee is balancing on my leg very well
if it fell i wouldnt be that mad tho
because theres almost nothing in it
*takes drink*
*sets back down*
*takes another drink*
*sets down*
aaaahhhh, and now its gone
*leaves room to replenish supply*
*comes back*
lets try this black
less cream and sugar, more caffeine per sip
*takes a small sip*
blah
no
*goes back and adds some creamer*
okay, much better
is it odd that i feel more intelligent sitting here blogging about something that has some type of base, as compared to just a jubilation of my own minds creation. and the fact that im not drinking 'sissys' coffee, as refereed to by someone from my internship, adds ti that. and i am typing like a person, instead of a teenager, not implying we are not people though, and i think im spelling out all of my words, and the only words i misspelled, according to fire fox, was sissys, but that's because i didn't add and apostrophe [i just spelled apostrophe wrong as well] abd refereed, which i believe i auto corrected incorrectly. funny that something could me corrected incorrectly, but phonetically, i was trying to say rah-fur-ed which i spelled correctly according to this. i also spelled phonetically wrong. *tear*
and this shits wearing off
so im done with that
haha xD
ne who
i gotta go back to the drama thing in like an hr
so i may lay dwn and pray i dnt fall asleep, haha
or attempt some hw
and my daddy gave me money
so i gotttttta goto wally mart
haha
w00t for stuff i neeeeed xDDDD
wait also
im not sure if my head or my heart likes the person i like
weird, but if ur a girl, ull understand
but like i said
im pretty sure maranda and colleen are the only 2 that read this
and they are girls
or at least i hope they are
actually, i dont really care
but still
things wld get really awkward if they had a penis and fake titties
sooooooooo yea
douches! xD
haha, i meant deuces, but i started to spell it douces, then my mind thouse i was spelling douche and added a h, then i realized i was way off
herp derp
DEUCES!!!!!!
i will make u a puzzle
and easy one
i mean, hell, im making it
so its bound to be easy
and there will be all of the pieces
and i shall mail it to you
provided that i get money to get a stamp
and then you can build said puzzle
and yes, by writing this blog like this is may seem like i missed the point of your blog
but i didn't
i just really want to make a puzzle now :D
hehe
and yes, u r very persuasive
btw, its starting to get awkward
x_x
but probably only for me
boys are stupid
and i was about to slap someone in the face
and just be like "bro, no"
buttttt, im too nice
as you have stated
i like being a bitch, but only to people that deserve it
like bitches at the drama program
i wanna tell this one grl
"bitch, dnt fuck with the tech ppl!!!!"
and then if she does
imma play barney theme song, lazy town, yo gabba gabba, brokencyde, grind core, and death metal instead of w.e she wants
except im not that much of a bitch
but it would be very funny
thehehe
and, off topic, completely, my coffee is balancing on my leg very well
if it fell i wouldnt be that mad tho
because theres almost nothing in it
*takes drink*
*sets back down*
*takes another drink*
*sets down*
aaaahhhh, and now its gone
*leaves room to replenish supply*
*comes back*
lets try this black
less cream and sugar, more caffeine per sip
*takes a small sip*
blah
no
*goes back and adds some creamer*
okay, much better
is it odd that i feel more intelligent sitting here blogging about something that has some type of base, as compared to just a jubilation of my own minds creation. and the fact that im not drinking 'sissys' coffee, as refereed to by someone from my internship, adds ti that. and i am typing like a person, instead of a teenager, not implying we are not people though, and i think im spelling out all of my words, and the only words i misspelled, according to fire fox, was sissys, but that's because i didn't add and apostrophe [i just spelled apostrophe wrong as well] abd refereed, which i believe i auto corrected incorrectly. funny that something could me corrected incorrectly, but phonetically, i was trying to say rah-fur-ed which i spelled correctly according to this. i also spelled phonetically wrong. *tear*
and this shits wearing off
so im done with that
haha xD
ne who
i gotta go back to the drama thing in like an hr
so i may lay dwn and pray i dnt fall asleep, haha
or attempt some hw
and my daddy gave me money
so i gotttttta goto wally mart
haha
w00t for stuff i neeeeed xDDDD
wait also
im not sure if my head or my heart likes the person i like
weird, but if ur a girl, ull understand
but like i said
im pretty sure maranda and colleen are the only 2 that read this
and they are girls
or at least i hope they are
actually, i dont really care
but still
things wld get really awkward if they had a penis and fake titties
sooooooooo yea
douches! xD
haha, i meant deuces, but i started to spell it douces, then my mind thouse i was spelling douche and added a h, then i realized i was way off
herp derp
DEUCES!!!!!!
10/10/11
im such a girl, except for wen it comes to pulling a butterfly corpse out of some random persons grill and then running around with it calling it my new pet :)
things i am a grl about, according to maranda, boys xD hehe
and obviously my appearance, ie i gotta do my make up and hair
haha
hehe, ne whos
yea
lolz
maranda wants me to marry the guy i kinda sorta like
which i guess im just basically telling colleen this
cuz maranda already knows
obviously
and idk who else reads this but them
also
i skipped that drama thing today
anddddd
now i only got 2 days to learn the q's
haha
but if they give me a script itll b fine
haha
soooo
yea
ill just b like, oh, i didnt know
or
i was in pgh
depending on if they care or not
lolz
kay, i gotta goto bed
so night
things i am a grl about, according to maranda, boys xD hehe
and obviously my appearance, ie i gotta do my make up and hair
haha
hehe, ne whos
yea
lolz
maranda wants me to marry the guy i kinda sorta like
which i guess im just basically telling colleen this
cuz maranda already knows
obviously
and idk who else reads this but them
also
i skipped that drama thing today
anddddd
now i only got 2 days to learn the q's
haha
but if they give me a script itll b fine
haha
soooo
yea
ill just b like, oh, i didnt know
or
i was in pgh
depending on if they care or not
lolz
kay, i gotta goto bed
so night
10/7/11
10/6/11
i could spend hours and hours upon hours in down town pittsburgh
even if im alone
and i hate being alone
and thats probably why i like it so much here
but for some reason i miss edinboro, which is weird
i think i just want to goto sleep
cuz i woke up at 10 yesterday
with like a 2min nap
and then i went to see my ronniekins, and despite the fact i sld have collapsed the second i hit a bed, i didnt, and managed about 2hrs of sleep
and i kinda dozed off at macys a few times, but only for a few seconds
haha
now im at the library, connected to the interweb
and i might try to nap on the bust ride home
i still have enough battery on my ipod to get me home
and probably take busses back to campus
althought i txted someone and asked if the offer to take me back is still open around 4
hopefully its a yes
and if i dont get a reply by the time im done typing this im going to have to find the stupid busses in buttfuckk no where
haha
and ill sleep on the bus
and get noms wif shane wen i get back
or maybe wait
and im probably not gonna goto the drama thing, mainly because i already tld them i was trapped in pgh and might not be back in time, soooo, yea
haha
but ill probably goto the tv thing, if i get a ride
because its at 530
lolz
blahhhh, arg
alrighty i got a half hr till i plan to be where the bus picks me up, so imma check my phone then look at the busses, right........................NOW!
even if im alone
and i hate being alone
and thats probably why i like it so much here
but for some reason i miss edinboro, which is weird
i think i just want to goto sleep
cuz i woke up at 10 yesterday
with like a 2min nap
and then i went to see my ronniekins, and despite the fact i sld have collapsed the second i hit a bed, i didnt, and managed about 2hrs of sleep
and i kinda dozed off at macys a few times, but only for a few seconds
haha
now im at the library, connected to the interweb
and i might try to nap on the bust ride home
i still have enough battery on my ipod to get me home
and probably take busses back to campus
althought i txted someone and asked if the offer to take me back is still open around 4
hopefully its a yes
and if i dont get a reply by the time im done typing this im going to have to find the stupid busses in buttfuckk no where
haha
and ill sleep on the bus
and get noms wif shane wen i get back
or maybe wait
and im probably not gonna goto the drama thing, mainly because i already tld them i was trapped in pgh and might not be back in time, soooo, yea
haha
but ill probably goto the tv thing, if i get a ride
because its at 530
lolz
blahhhh, arg
alrighty i got a half hr till i plan to be where the bus picks me up, so imma check my phone then look at the busses, right........................NOW!
fir concert
was amazing
despite the fact i almost died wen he like jumped on me and maranda
haha
and i touched him
and my phone just lit up
then turned off
and i think it attempting to turn back on
i guess having my weight, along with 3904832094832094 other ppl on top of me is taking its toll on it, haha
but yea
i guess thats all there really is to say
haha
oh yea
i missed my bus
and im fucking stuck in pgh now
not that i hate it
but i REALLLY need to be in my 2pm class
but atleast i already tld my teacher i might not b there
*sigh*
and i can take my tests
lolz
fml
despite the fact i almost died wen he like jumped on me and maranda
haha
and i touched him
and my phone just lit up
then turned off
and i think it attempting to turn back on
i guess having my weight, along with 3904832094832094 other ppl on top of me is taking its toll on it, haha
but yea
i guess thats all there really is to say
haha
oh yea
i missed my bus
and im fucking stuck in pgh now
not that i hate it
but i REALLLY need to be in my 2pm class
but atleast i already tld my teacher i might not b there
*sigh*
and i can take my tests
lolz
fml
10/5/11
my day:
ugggg, fml
hehe, yay!!!
arg shut up
ummm..okay?
uuug
shooot me x_x
yay :)
sure
hmmmmm, fun
okay stfu
ummm leave
hehe ^_^
awkward
w00t
blah
tehehehe
booo
hehe
daw
huh
thehehehe
lolz
arg, hehe
thehehe
aweeee
w00t
haha
that was my day
and tomorrow is falling in reverse
and im like super uber geeked
and all the ups toward the end where cuz i was chillin with the person givving me a ride to the casino
haha
and then im reading my stupid book on the way there
and then concert
and jizzz
and maranda
then tests x_x
then busses home, arg
not that bad
haha
then class x_x
and then the tv meeting
then drama club
then class friday
then hangin out wiff awesome ppl
like maranda xD
and then ummm, avoiding all the homecomming shit
and blah
imma stop ranting like now..ish
hehe
kayz :D
btw
i hate a feeling that shits gonna end up getting reallllllly awkward, lolz
and maranda might know why, haha
ugggg, fml
hehe, yay!!!
arg shut up
ummm..okay?
uuug
shooot me x_x
yay :)
sure
hmmmmm, fun
okay stfu
ummm leave
hehe ^_^
awkward
w00t
blah
tehehehe
booo
hehe
daw
huh
thehehehe
lolz
arg, hehe
thehehe
aweeee
w00t
haha
that was my day
and tomorrow is falling in reverse
and im like super uber geeked
and all the ups toward the end where cuz i was chillin with the person givving me a ride to the casino
haha
and then im reading my stupid book on the way there
and then concert
and jizzz
and maranda
then tests x_x
then busses home, arg
not that bad
haha
then class x_x
and then the tv meeting
then drama club
then class friday
then hangin out wiff awesome ppl
like maranda xD
and then ummm, avoiding all the homecomming shit
and blah
imma stop ranting like now..ish
hehe
kayz :D
btw
i hate a feeling that shits gonna end up getting reallllllly awkward, lolz
and maranda might know why, haha
10/3/11
im so done here
i hate it
if im gonna b in the middle of fucking no where i wanna at least be learning something that will actually help me with what i want to fucking do
uggg
and nescom is in a small city
which is like 20,000 or 50,000
as where here its called a small twn
which is 2,000 ti 9,999
i hate it here
i hate the nothingness
and i hate everything
arg
theres a few people im becoming accustom too
so thats a plus
and i like the drama and tv
everything else i hate
i do love my room set up
but yea, hate everything else
arg
i was filling out a scholarship application
then to make sure i spelled the hazlett right i look on my internship ladys fb
she doesnt work there ne more
and does something sooo much cooler
so i looked on the kid that taught me everything i kno bout sound
and hes in fucking tennesse or masachucis or some place and goes to fucking sae
which is one of the places i wanted to go
after iar
and before nescom
arg
im just mad
and pissed
and wanna throw shit
and punch things
and once i looked on both of their facebooks i got all emotional and pissed off
and then did what i always do wen im mad
and started to cry
then i cldnt use my mouse pad
and my tears were awkwardly warm
and kinda had a yellowish tint on my mouse pad
arg, im just hating everything
if i dont get scholarships for nescom im stuck here
cuz the only schools in pgh that offer mass communications or the like is the same price as nescom/ i dont have a chance to get into them
like point park, its actually more expensive for just a year of tuition than me living on campus at nescom for a year
and i forgert if it was duquense or carlow that had communications, but hello, they are christian schools or w.e
soooo, they are just as much x_x
uggggg, and im not going to iup, even tho its closer
unless i somehow get a car
and i already had that choice
and picked here
idk
i guess i just hate everyone and everything atm
ill b better in a few days
i always am
and i always hate it
going to fir is just gonna make me miss pgh more x____x
buttttttt i<3 ronnie
and my room mate needs to get the fuck back so i can ask her for a ride
and if shes not back by like 8 or 9 ill txt her
i hate it
if im gonna b in the middle of fucking no where i wanna at least be learning something that will actually help me with what i want to fucking do
uggg
and nescom is in a small city
which is like 20,000 or 50,000
as where here its called a small twn
which is 2,000 ti 9,999
i hate it here
i hate the nothingness
and i hate everything
arg
theres a few people im becoming accustom too
so thats a plus
and i like the drama and tv
everything else i hate
i do love my room set up
but yea, hate everything else
arg
i was filling out a scholarship application
then to make sure i spelled the hazlett right i look on my internship ladys fb
she doesnt work there ne more
and does something sooo much cooler
so i looked on the kid that taught me everything i kno bout sound
and hes in fucking tennesse or masachucis or some place and goes to fucking sae
which is one of the places i wanted to go
after iar
and before nescom
arg
im just mad
and pissed
and wanna throw shit
and punch things
and once i looked on both of their facebooks i got all emotional and pissed off
and then did what i always do wen im mad
and started to cry
then i cldnt use my mouse pad
and my tears were awkwardly warm
and kinda had a yellowish tint on my mouse pad
arg, im just hating everything
if i dont get scholarships for nescom im stuck here
cuz the only schools in pgh that offer mass communications or the like is the same price as nescom/ i dont have a chance to get into them
like point park, its actually more expensive for just a year of tuition than me living on campus at nescom for a year
and i forgert if it was duquense or carlow that had communications, but hello, they are christian schools or w.e
soooo, they are just as much x_x
uggggg, and im not going to iup, even tho its closer
unless i somehow get a car
and i already had that choice
and picked here
idk
i guess i just hate everyone and everything atm
ill b better in a few days
i always am
and i always hate it
going to fir is just gonna make me miss pgh more x____x
buttttttt i<3 ronnie
and my room mate needs to get the fuck back so i can ask her for a ride
and if shes not back by like 8 or 9 ill txt her
watching flashforward
because i love this show to death
damn clifhangers ending the season
the only season for that matter
i just took my sleepy medicine, and after this im laying my ass dwn
gotta wake up around 830 or 9
to take my makeup test at 10
then goto class at 11
and just add an hr to each of those
because my class isnt till 12, haha
soooo, imma take that
then get coffee
then goto class
then get lunch
then goto my dorm and nom
then before i leave put in my laundry
then goto my other class
and then put my laundry in the dryer
then goto the drama meeting
even tho i wanted to go dwn twn with shane
i may grow som balls and beg at least one person for a ride to the casino
then imma pack my clothes for the concert :)
and maranda, im using ur make-up, because i gotta rely on unfamiliar busses and sitting around
ill just bring my eyeliner, haha
and then after packing im going to, ummm, idk yet
then tuesday i need to tlk to my teachers
about the test, soooo, yea, haha
my one sld probably extend the time
and idk how my other is givving the test
but ill find out
and ummm, yea
tomorrow will b packed with shit
my room mates are up
which is weird for them
and makes me think tomorrow isnt monday
which it is
i just had to check
haha
imma tell them maranda is comming up
and i hope they all leave
lolz
because i mean, theres not much to do here :/
soooooo, if they are gone we can chill in the common area instead of my room
even tho it doesnt matter that we are in my room
wed always b in her room, so its all goood :p
and she sld bring a controller, and we can both play protal2 xDDD
or ill run down the hall and ask someone for their xD haha
cuz she might forget
and if my parents arnt home on wed
im gonna go home and throw a bunch of shit in marandas car that i want :p hehe
excpet, if i take my big b they might notice that, haha
i really wanna see wat they did to my room
and i want my steel toed boots
haha, thats pretty much all
unless i randomly remember something
haha
ne who
back to my show
then sleeeeep! xD
because i love this show to death
damn clifhangers ending the season
the only season for that matter
i just took my sleepy medicine, and after this im laying my ass dwn
gotta wake up around 830 or 9
to take my makeup test at 10
then goto class at 11
and just add an hr to each of those
because my class isnt till 12, haha
soooo, imma take that
then get coffee
then goto class
then get lunch
then goto my dorm and nom
then before i leave put in my laundry
then goto my other class
and then put my laundry in the dryer
then goto the drama meeting
even tho i wanted to go dwn twn with shane
i may grow som balls and beg at least one person for a ride to the casino
then imma pack my clothes for the concert :)
and maranda, im using ur make-up, because i gotta rely on unfamiliar busses and sitting around
ill just bring my eyeliner, haha
and then after packing im going to, ummm, idk yet
then tuesday i need to tlk to my teachers
about the test, soooo, yea, haha
my one sld probably extend the time
and idk how my other is givving the test
but ill find out
and ummm, yea
tomorrow will b packed with shit
my room mates are up
which is weird for them
and makes me think tomorrow isnt monday
which it is
i just had to check
haha
imma tell them maranda is comming up
and i hope they all leave
lolz
because i mean, theres not much to do here :/
soooooo, if they are gone we can chill in the common area instead of my room
even tho it doesnt matter that we are in my room
wed always b in her room, so its all goood :p
and she sld bring a controller, and we can both play protal2 xDDD
or ill run down the hall and ask someone for their xD haha
cuz she might forget
and if my parents arnt home on wed
im gonna go home and throw a bunch of shit in marandas car that i want :p hehe
excpet, if i take my big b they might notice that, haha
i really wanna see wat they did to my room
and i want my steel toed boots
haha, thats pretty much all
unless i randomly remember something
haha
ne who
back to my show
then sleeeeep! xD
10/2/11
that awkward moment when you dont know what race someone is...
which isnt related to shit
haha
people irritate me
and all relationships should b on facebook
to make peoples live eaiser
and so they should know to think "dawwwwww" or "ctfu" in their head
blah
stupid boys x_x
haha
people irritate me
and all relationships should b on facebook
to make peoples live eaiser
and so they should know to think "dawwwwww" or "ctfu" in their head
blah
stupid boys x_x
10/1/11
went to sleep between 12 and 1
woke up wide awake at 6
maybe my body will get in a habbit of waking it self up that early
im half tempted to get ready and get breakfast with someone that always gets it a 7am
it= food, not a peice of ass
and the other half of me is telling me to go the fuck to sleep, lolz
but on that side, i dont wanna wake up all late, cuz i wanna go to sandels, and it closes at 2:30 tomorrow
lolz
but im pretty sure if i can manage to fall back asleep that ill wake up before then, i hope x_x
wellllll, i guess ill tell u wat i did later, and how it turned out
as if u care, lolz
oh, and i forgot that the point of this was to tell you that i woke up in a much very very very much gooder and better mood :D
yay for good grammer xD haha
woke up wide awake at 6
maybe my body will get in a habbit of waking it self up that early
im half tempted to get ready and get breakfast with someone that always gets it a 7am
it= food, not a peice of ass
and the other half of me is telling me to go the fuck to sleep, lolz
but on that side, i dont wanna wake up all late, cuz i wanna go to sandels, and it closes at 2:30 tomorrow
lolz
but im pretty sure if i can manage to fall back asleep that ill wake up before then, i hope x_x
wellllll, i guess ill tell u wat i did later, and how it turned out
as if u care, lolz
oh, and i forgot that the point of this was to tell you that i woke up in a much very very very much gooder and better mood :D
yay for good grammer xD haha
9/30/11
im not really sure why im actually in a shitty mood
because i really dont think its ne ones fault
i think its my fault
and i think i think that its people because i dont want to blame myself
any who, of course someone made it worse
so i said fuck it
and tried to watch alice in wonder land on netflix
but my connection is shit
my friends are drinking four loco tonight
i didnt have money to pitch in so i didnt have to think of a last min excuse to not go
i kinda wanna b alone
but i wanna cuddle with someone
but idk
so i jacked my room mates alice in wonderland, because i hate slowness
and i kinda want noms
but really dont wanna eat ramen now
mainly cuz the microwave is loud
and cuz i really sldnt be consuming 3290482309calories and 3204923049grams of salt in one sitting, especially at 1135 at night
despite the fact its a friday
i was up since 540
cuz i dont sleep
and im probably gonna pass out soon
any ways
idk
i was gonna do hw and was like w.e fuck it
sooooo, i might attempt it after this
cuz god knows i wont be able to fucking sleep
blah
im calling kwik fill tomorrow
because they didnt call me
and i mean, idc if the reason they didnt call me is because i didnt get the job
i mean, i want it
and ill b upset if i dont get it
but i mean, if i didnt get it at least have the fucking decency to call me and tell me
so ill call tomorrow
and act nice
and not like im pissed that they didnt call me
ill be like "hi, this is holli, i had an interview last week and i was told that i would be called this week, but since i wasnt i was just wondering if im able to work or not, thank you so much"
now that i planned that someone will answer and ill b like
"is beth there"
and if they say yes ill be like lemme tlk to her
and ill b like
"hi, this is holli..."
in which shell probably cut me off
at least from wat i gathered about her
but if she doesnt ill continue like
"you said ud call me this week, but i didnt get a call, so i was wondering if you talked to ur manager about hiring me"
or
something
idk
it doesnt matter
shell just cut me off
and b like
"sorry, but we found someone else"
and ill b like, "okay, thanks anyways, but if u ever need me ill be more than happy to work"
holli wants monies x_______x
uggg
because i really dont think its ne ones fault
i think its my fault
and i think i think that its people because i dont want to blame myself
any who, of course someone made it worse
so i said fuck it
and tried to watch alice in wonder land on netflix
but my connection is shit
my friends are drinking four loco tonight
i didnt have money to pitch in so i didnt have to think of a last min excuse to not go
i kinda wanna b alone
but i wanna cuddle with someone
but idk
so i jacked my room mates alice in wonderland, because i hate slowness
and i kinda want noms
but really dont wanna eat ramen now
mainly cuz the microwave is loud
and cuz i really sldnt be consuming 3290482309calories and 3204923049grams of salt in one sitting, especially at 1135 at night
despite the fact its a friday
i was up since 540
cuz i dont sleep
and im probably gonna pass out soon
any ways
idk
i was gonna do hw and was like w.e fuck it
sooooo, i might attempt it after this
cuz god knows i wont be able to fucking sleep
blah
im calling kwik fill tomorrow
because they didnt call me
and i mean, idc if the reason they didnt call me is because i didnt get the job
i mean, i want it
and ill b upset if i dont get it
but i mean, if i didnt get it at least have the fucking decency to call me and tell me
so ill call tomorrow
and act nice
and not like im pissed that they didnt call me
ill be like "hi, this is holli, i had an interview last week and i was told that i would be called this week, but since i wasnt i was just wondering if im able to work or not, thank you so much"
now that i planned that someone will answer and ill b like
"is beth there"
and if they say yes ill be like lemme tlk to her
and ill b like
"hi, this is holli..."
in which shell probably cut me off
at least from wat i gathered about her
but if she doesnt ill continue like
"you said ud call me this week, but i didnt get a call, so i was wondering if you talked to ur manager about hiring me"
or
something
idk
it doesnt matter
shell just cut me off
and b like
"sorry, but we found someone else"
and ill b like, "okay, thanks anyways, but if u ever need me ill be more than happy to work"
holli wants monies x_______x
uggg
weird, illogical, and eaisly amused
someone just described my life after knowing me for under a week
i think he deserves a cookie!
or at least a hug :)
i took a sleepy pill around 1230
it kicked in around 2
and wore off around 6
ive been up since then
got noms with this person
came back to my room
went to the library to work on a group project thing for a bit
and now im here
i have a class at 12
and then one at 2
and in between them i need to print shit
and i feel bad always using my room mates printer
i mean, untill i can throw money at her for using it, ill feel bad
so wen and if i get a job thats where some of my money is going, to her
lolz
:)
im in such a good mood
maybe because i fell asleep and woke up to txt someone i dont hate :)
haha
and i woke up energized for once
then got breakfast and was social
then was social at the library with my group
and its raining
and iz in such a good mood :)
im just waiting for someone to come and fuck it up
and i have a feeling i know who its gonna be
and u do too
soooo
yea
haha
musiccccccc :))))))))D<3
i think he deserves a cookie!
or at least a hug :)
i took a sleepy pill around 1230
it kicked in around 2
and wore off around 6
ive been up since then
got noms with this person
came back to my room
went to the library to work on a group project thing for a bit
and now im here
i have a class at 12
and then one at 2
and in between them i need to print shit
and i feel bad always using my room mates printer
i mean, untill i can throw money at her for using it, ill feel bad
so wen and if i get a job thats where some of my money is going, to her
lolz
:)
im in such a good mood
maybe because i fell asleep and woke up to txt someone i dont hate :)
haha
and i woke up energized for once
then got breakfast and was social
then was social at the library with my group
and its raining
and iz in such a good mood :)
im just waiting for someone to come and fuck it up
and i have a feeling i know who its gonna be
and u do too
soooo
yea
haha
musiccccccc :))))))))D<3
9/29/11
9/28/11
played portal
ate
played some more
and just starting hw
i think ive found a balance between social life and hw and enough sleep, so take that you college triangle!!!
muahaha
"you know its bad when im the one in a group that becomes the one that contacts everyone and sets shit up x___x"
that was the start of my hw
now imma type up this essay
and then do my womens studies thing
then still procrastinate my reading
haha
but i got this shit down
but i know as soon as i get really into it, someones gonna call
and ill b like
no, fuck you
i have hw, im not an art major
said person is going to fail a class we are in together
because ive hinted that we have a semester assignment to him
but hes to stupid to get it
fucking art major x___x
ate
played some more
and just starting hw
i think ive found a balance between social life and hw and enough sleep, so take that you college triangle!!!
muahaha
"you know its bad when im the one in a group that becomes the one that contacts everyone and sets shit up x___x"
that was the start of my hw
now imma type up this essay
and then do my womens studies thing
then still procrastinate my reading
haha
but i got this shit down
but i know as soon as i get really into it, someones gonna call
and ill b like
no, fuck you
i have hw, im not an art major
said person is going to fail a class we are in together
because ive hinted that we have a semester assignment to him
but hes to stupid to get it
fucking art major x___x
i hate people
theres something i really wanna say to someone
but yet again, am keeping quite
and i really wanna punch this fucker in the fucking face
again
lies
lies
lies
lies
lies
lies
fucking douchey ass hole
go jump off a bridge
uggggggggg
is it good or bad that im this mad when im indirectly involved?
btw, you fiance that 'loves you so much' likes she sleep around and tell people hes single, just letting you know
not like your reading this, or ever will
just saying
it needed to be done
but just be happy that there is at least one person that is smarter than his stupid ass and is like bro, u have a gf and a baby...
then he lies and says yinz broke up and u have the baby
still said person says no
because said person knows he still tried it when u were together
oh yea, imma kill ur little midget ass dude, just saying
but yet again, am keeping quite
and i really wanna punch this fucker in the fucking face
again
lies
lies
lies
lies
lies
lies
fucking douchey ass hole
go jump off a bridge
uggggggggg
is it good or bad that im this mad when im indirectly involved?
btw, you fiance that 'loves you so much' likes she sleep around and tell people hes single, just letting you know
not like your reading this, or ever will
just saying
it needed to be done
but just be happy that there is at least one person that is smarter than his stupid ass and is like bro, u have a gf and a baby...
then he lies and says yinz broke up and u have the baby
still said person says no
because said person knows he still tried it when u were together
oh yea, imma kill ur little midget ass dude, just saying
just incase they're wondering...
i dont wanna goto class
and for some reason i have butterflies in my tummy
and idk y
i mean, i already gave my speach, so theres no reason for that
idk
maybe its because ive only been eating like once a day
and nothing remotly good
x_____x
haha
ummm
yea
ive been getting good at getting enough sleep and having a social life on the three sided triangle of college x_x
haha
not that i have all that much home work
buttttt
yea
idk
i guess i gotta go, ugggggggg
maybe stop for starbucks, despite the fact i have coffee right next to me
its funny tasting
maybe because i used splenda cuz i haz no sugar
i might have to go down the hall and borrow some from my neighbors :D
lolz
any who
still need to pack my bookbag
and put shoes on
so duces
and for some reason i have butterflies in my tummy
and idk y
i mean, i already gave my speach, so theres no reason for that
idk
maybe its because ive only been eating like once a day
and nothing remotly good
x_____x
haha
ummm
yea
ive been getting good at getting enough sleep and having a social life on the three sided triangle of college x_x
haha
not that i have all that much home work
buttttt
yea
idk
i guess i gotta go, ugggggggg
maybe stop for starbucks, despite the fact i have coffee right next to me
its funny tasting
maybe because i used splenda cuz i haz no sugar
i might have to go down the hall and borrow some from my neighbors :D
lolz
any who
still need to pack my bookbag
and put shoes on
so duces
9/26/11
9/24/11
bed time at 7:22am
good day
:)
im slowly starting to like it here again
the more i hang out with random people
and have conversations with them for 7hrs about random shit
and randomly go to wal-mart with tehm
and the less im around the same people
the more i enjoy it :D
:)
im slowly starting to like it here again
the more i hang out with random people
and have conversations with them for 7hrs about random shit
and randomly go to wal-mart with tehm
and the less im around the same people
the more i enjoy it :D
9/23/11
fuck, my last post was 666 and i didnt mention it
well, next bench mark is only a few away
any who, thanks dearblankpleaseblank for depressing me
much not appreciated x___x
and thanks groveshark for playing only depressing songs now
fuck you fuck you fuck you
fuck you
night
[is your heart still beating, i cant stop the bleeding, ive lost you completely]
fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk you all
night
well, next bench mark is only a few away
any who, thanks dearblankpleaseblank for depressing me
much not appreciated x___x
and thanks groveshark for playing only depressing songs now
fuck you fuck you fuck you
fuck you
night
[is your heart still beating, i cant stop the bleeding, ive lost you completely]
fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk you all
night
9/22/11
@cccccccccccccccoooooooooooooooooooooolllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeennnnnnnnnnnnn
you dnt know him
lolz
he was in my grade
and marandas locker buddy
lolz
he was in my grade
and marandas locker buddy
blah
im fb friends with my teacher
so i feel obligated not to post on fb in class
haha
or i cld delete him
haha
ehhhh, it may come in handy
seeing as how he is the etv guy
and thats the only thing im actually doing
cuz the radio people are fucking douches
and the newspaper doesnt have a functioning camera x____x
and i need to call the drama ppl back
lolz
and ill b doing shit for them
i had a job interview yesterday
and she said shed call me next week
sooo, yay :D
haha, i hope i got it
and i tld her i cld work the 3rd shift
which is 9pm to 5am
and shes like good, theres a guy that works that every day and he probably wants to kill himself
sooooo, yay for me
and she said she doesnt care whos working as long as someone is there
shes like if someone doesnt want hrs they can give it to whoever they want
hehe
w000t xD
i like having a flexible schedule :D
still hoping i get it :D
she said she interviewed one person that had a job and was a full time student
and she was like "yea, shes probably not getting it"
and i kinda think i know who it is
lolz
and i was about to say, damnnn that grl had 2 jobs in hs, lolz
but i didnt
cuz i wants it
so i feel obligated not to post on fb in class
haha
or i cld delete him
haha
ehhhh, it may come in handy
seeing as how he is the etv guy
and thats the only thing im actually doing
cuz the radio people are fucking douches
and the newspaper doesnt have a functioning camera x____x
and i need to call the drama ppl back
lolz
and ill b doing shit for them
i had a job interview yesterday
and she said shed call me next week
sooo, yay :D
haha, i hope i got it
and i tld her i cld work the 3rd shift
which is 9pm to 5am
and shes like good, theres a guy that works that every day and he probably wants to kill himself
sooooo, yay for me
and she said she doesnt care whos working as long as someone is there
shes like if someone doesnt want hrs they can give it to whoever they want
hehe
w000t xD
i like having a flexible schedule :D
still hoping i get it :D
she said she interviewed one person that had a job and was a full time student
and she was like "yea, shes probably not getting it"
and i kinda think i know who it is
lolz
and i was about to say, damnnn that grl had 2 jobs in hs, lolz
but i didnt
cuz i wants it
9/21/11
we've got one last chance to revese this curse...
i etablished i hate it here
because of people
they over complicate my life
if i txt u and say lets get food
thats all i want to do
and dont accuse me of inviting someone when u sure as hell saw him come up to me outta no where
and blah
i hate people
and the people i hate happen to hate the people i dont hate
uggg
i want out of this school
already
and i cant wait to have new room mates
x______x
i wish i could just live in my own apt
i also wanna try to convince my parents to just let me get a single, lolz
idk
maybe not
if i shared a room with ppl that i liked and cld like relate to maybe
not that i dont like my room mates, its just, uggg, idk
im kinda afraid that if they stay in the dorms next year they are gonna b like "lets get a room together again"
and ill b like, ehhhh
but idk
if i stay here, i might get a room with other people
well, of course i am
cuz theres no way imma b allowed to go to maine
but yea
i have 2 ppl i wouldnt mind rooming with, and im pretty sure theyd get along with each other
haha
sooooo, maybe if they dnt get too close with their room mates, i can be like, hey, wanna room together next year? lolz
i hope
i hope
i hope
and i want the same set up damnit!! lolz
because of people
they over complicate my life
if i txt u and say lets get food
thats all i want to do
and dont accuse me of inviting someone when u sure as hell saw him come up to me outta no where
and blah
i hate people
and the people i hate happen to hate the people i dont hate
uggg
i want out of this school
already
and i cant wait to have new room mates
x______x
i wish i could just live in my own apt
i also wanna try to convince my parents to just let me get a single, lolz
idk
maybe not
if i shared a room with ppl that i liked and cld like relate to maybe
not that i dont like my room mates, its just, uggg, idk
im kinda afraid that if they stay in the dorms next year they are gonna b like "lets get a room together again"
and ill b like, ehhhh
but idk
if i stay here, i might get a room with other people
well, of course i am
cuz theres no way imma b allowed to go to maine
but yea
i have 2 ppl i wouldnt mind rooming with, and im pretty sure theyd get along with each other
haha
sooooo, maybe if they dnt get too close with their room mates, i can be like, hey, wanna room together next year? lolz
i hope
i hope
i hope
and i want the same set up damnit!! lolz
random person: "hey senor"
me: "hey, who is this"
them: "ummmm, you went to city high with me :)"
me: "haha...that helps...i went to city high with alot of people :p lolz i dont have your number saved in my phone"
i hate people x_x
now we wait to see who this mystery person issss!
them: "i graduated with you"
me: "so did 100 some other people x___x im guessing ur a grl, cuz ur being complicated :p"
ne who, it was steve, lolz
me: "hey, who is this"
them: "ummmm, you went to city high with me :)"
me: "haha...that helps...i went to city high with alot of people :p lolz i dont have your number saved in my phone"
i hate people x_x
now we wait to see who this mystery person issss!
them: "i graduated with you"
me: "so did 100 some other people x___x im guessing ur a grl, cuz ur being complicated :p"
ne who, it was steve, lolz
9/19/11
9/18/11
i never thought id say this
even tho im pretty sure i have
but i do
in fact
miss shitty high
but only because of the people
so i guess im still not saying it
i miss and love all the people there
well, most
sooooo, yea
that needs to be said
i miss my energy drink or coffee breakfasts in the nook with people
and the getting yelled at
and the hanging out
and the people
and the before and after school
and the random out bursts
and the crazy bitches in the hall
and the out spoken people
and avoiding the people that annoy me
and playing assassin :)
despite the fact that was only once, it was amazing way to end the the year
oh yea
and the food fight :D
any ways
im done
yea
haha
i miss you
even tho im pretty sure i have
but i do
in fact
miss shitty high
but only because of the people
so i guess im still not saying it
i miss and love all the people there
well, most
sooooo, yea
that needs to be said
i miss my energy drink or coffee breakfasts in the nook with people
and the getting yelled at
and the hanging out
and the people
and the before and after school
and the random out bursts
and the crazy bitches in the hall
and the out spoken people
and avoiding the people that annoy me
and playing assassin :)
despite the fact that was only once, it was amazing way to end the the year
oh yea
and the food fight :D
any ways
im done
yea
haha
i miss you
9/17/11
you so fucking annoying u clingly fucker x_x
if u say u have other friends hang the fuck out with them
ur laugh is annoying
ur face is annoying
your jokes are old
and i DONT WANT TO FUCKING BE AROUND YOU!!!!
uggggg
im thinking ur the reason i like dont hang out with anyone
because im always fucking with you annoying fucking ass
get some friends
and leave me the FUCK alone x_x
ps
using a joke that someone has over used isnt funny just because its u
but its funny the first 3 times
just like the original joke
so
SHUT
THE
FUCK
UP
BEFORE
I
FUCKING
SHOVE
MY
FIST
DOWN
YOUR
FUCKING
THROAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!
if u say u have other friends hang the fuck out with them
ur laugh is annoying
ur face is annoying
your jokes are old
and i DONT WANT TO FUCKING BE AROUND YOU!!!!
uggggg
im thinking ur the reason i like dont hang out with anyone
because im always fucking with you annoying fucking ass
get some friends
and leave me the FUCK alone x_x
ps
using a joke that someone has over used isnt funny just because its u
but its funny the first 3 times
just like the original joke
so
SHUT
THE
FUCK
UP
BEFORE
I
FUCKING
SHOVE
MY
FIST
DOWN
YOUR
FUCKING
THROAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!
9/16/11
busy busy day :)
class from 12-12:50
then grabbing lunch
maybe running to uc if i have enough time
class from 2-250
going to Etv right after that, i gotta b there by 3 D: haha
and we are filming some music showwwww
and i might b able to use the sound board :D hehe
then theres a volleyball game at 6:30 that im taking pics for the paper
then im gonna grab dinnnnnner
and goto the towers to try and get a job
then possiably get my nerd on at game club, lolz
busy is refreshingly nice :)
then grabbing lunch
maybe running to uc if i have enough time
class from 2-250
going to Etv right after that, i gotta b there by 3 D: haha
and we are filming some music showwwww
and i might b able to use the sound board :D hehe
then theres a volleyball game at 6:30 that im taking pics for the paper
then im gonna grab dinnnnnner
and goto the towers to try and get a job
then possiably get my nerd on at game club, lolz
busy is refreshingly nice :)
9/15/11
fuck sore throats x_x
already getting sick
its a sign im adjusting
haha
as weird as that seems
but wen i adjust to places and get comfortable in said place i get sick, and i hate it x_x
oh yea
and im addicted to something corporate again
hehe
<3
ugggg, i should really eat something
but i dnt wanna throw it up x_x
fml
already getting sick
its a sign im adjusting
haha
as weird as that seems
but wen i adjust to places and get comfortable in said place i get sick, and i hate it x_x
oh yea
and im addicted to something corporate again
hehe
<3
ugggg, i should really eat something
but i dnt wanna throw it up x_x
fml
9/14/11
ohhhhh shyyyyyyyyt
drama is all up in highlands 7
3rd floor
i feel bad for the 1 person i kno there thats not involved
haha
butttttttttttt, then again, okay, maybe i do a bit
and there were more quotes
but im too tired to remember themmmmm
and face like refuses to accept his jaket
so its just kinda chillin in my bathroom
that sounds weird
but it was wet and the bathrooms and kitchens are the only not carpeted floors
soooooo
yea
o wellz, ill run into him another day
and drag him to my room
but not like that
lolz
imma try to have a sleep over this weekend
preferably one not in my room x_x
drama is all up in highlands 7
3rd floor
i feel bad for the 1 person i kno there thats not involved
haha
butttttttttttt, then again, okay, maybe i do a bit
and there were more quotes
but im too tired to remember themmmmm
and face like refuses to accept his jaket
so its just kinda chillin in my bathroom
that sounds weird
but it was wet and the bathrooms and kitchens are the only not carpeted floors
soooooo
yea
o wellz, ill run into him another day
and drag him to my room
but not like that
lolz
imma try to have a sleep over this weekend
preferably one not in my room x_x
9/13/11
so it was pouring rain
and i saw this kid i literately only tlked to the first week for like 20mins
and was like "dude, u sld totally let me use ur jacket"
and he said yea
and i was happy and dry xDDD
haha
lucky for him it stopped raining like right before i got back
so he was dry
lolz
then someones response was "he wants to bone u"
hahaha
i love people here xDDDD
and another quote thingy:::
me: "oh nose, im stalking you again"
"YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!"
except it was like a growl
lolz xDDDDD
and i saw this kid i literately only tlked to the first week for like 20mins
and was like "dude, u sld totally let me use ur jacket"
and he said yea
and i was happy and dry xDDD
haha
lucky for him it stopped raining like right before i got back
so he was dry
lolz
then someones response was "he wants to bone u"
hahaha
i love people here xDDDD
and another quote thingy:::
me: "oh nose, im stalking you again"
"YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!"
except it was like a growl
lolz xDDDDD
"they r just trying to get in ur pants"
"why would they be trying to get im my pants?
"cuz thats where ur vagina is...duh!"
[this one was tv]
"why does it always smell like shit here"
"because i love the smell of shit in the morning"
"you such a whore"
me: "why does everyone call me that"
"because u fucked like 20 guys last night"
me: "in my defense, my room is barley big enough for that, im lucky theres a lot of room under the bed"
"thats not the only place theres a lot of room"
me: "its not like throwing a hot dog in a hall way"
"yea, its like throwing a bomb into a river that never ends, it just keeps going and going and going. ur vagina is like the never ending story!"
me: "u mean the never ending story that had an end, then a squeal with another end?"
"no, thats not an end"
"HES GOING STRAIGHT! HES BETTER THAN BOTH OF US!!!!!"
me: "that wld b y he has a skateboard and we dont"
"shut up and go right"
me: "sorry, im kinda stalking you..again"
"its okay, im glad ur a good looking stalker"
me: "damn, i was going for creepy molester"
"dude, if i try to skate board down this will i die?"
"no, i did that on my scooter, go for it"
me: "i hope you both die"
"here have a a ku-ze"
"wtf is is ku-ze"
"one of these" [holds up a beer/pop hugger/cozy]
"I WANT A FUCKING KU-ZE"
~~~~later
me: "ur just so damn excited about that ku-ze"
"fuck yea, ITS A FUCKING KU-ZE"
me: "shit, now im jealous"
today was excited, i think imma remember all these random quotes and shit i hear ppl say and post them :)
just a random idea
that i didnt feel like sharing in my class cuz i didnt wanna get evil glares
so at my school people in wheel chairs need to pay an extra $6,000 a year for this bus with a lift to take them places
evidenity thats unfair
because all the 'abled' people use them for free
thats because they just added these lift bussed for disabled people
and the other ones are like port athurity
and out ids are like pitts, and are bus passes for public transpertation
so how is that unfair?
also, there are more scholar ships for disabled people
so in away they are at an advantage there
i see it as just kind of evening the playing fair
and i know if i said that in class i would saying it in the bitchyest way ever and every one wld glare at me
and i wasnt trying to have that happen
also, im mega swole i didnt get women that kill in my womens studies
i got like alternative religions, which im pretty sure was my 3rd choice
uggggg
fake and gay
"why would they be trying to get im my pants?
"cuz thats where ur vagina is...duh!"
[this one was tv]
"why does it always smell like shit here"
"because i love the smell of shit in the morning"
"you such a whore"
me: "why does everyone call me that"
"because u fucked like 20 guys last night"
me: "in my defense, my room is barley big enough for that, im lucky theres a lot of room under the bed"
"thats not the only place theres a lot of room"
me: "its not like throwing a hot dog in a hall way"
"yea, its like throwing a bomb into a river that never ends, it just keeps going and going and going. ur vagina is like the never ending story!"
me: "u mean the never ending story that had an end, then a squeal with another end?"
"no, thats not an end"
"HES GOING STRAIGHT! HES BETTER THAN BOTH OF US!!!!!"
me: "that wld b y he has a skateboard and we dont"
"shut up and go right"
me: "sorry, im kinda stalking you..again"
"its okay, im glad ur a good looking stalker"
me: "damn, i was going for creepy molester"
"dude, if i try to skate board down this will i die?"
"no, i did that on my scooter, go for it"
me: "i hope you both die"
"here have a a ku-ze"
"wtf is is ku-ze"
"one of these" [holds up a beer/pop hugger/cozy]
"I WANT A FUCKING KU-ZE"
~~~~later
me: "ur just so damn excited about that ku-ze"
"fuck yea, ITS A FUCKING KU-ZE"
me: "shit, now im jealous"
today was excited, i think imma remember all these random quotes and shit i hear ppl say and post them :)
just a random idea
that i didnt feel like sharing in my class cuz i didnt wanna get evil glares
so at my school people in wheel chairs need to pay an extra $6,000 a year for this bus with a lift to take them places
evidenity thats unfair
because all the 'abled' people use them for free
thats because they just added these lift bussed for disabled people
and the other ones are like port athurity
and out ids are like pitts, and are bus passes for public transpertation
so how is that unfair?
also, there are more scholar ships for disabled people
so in away they are at an advantage there
i see it as just kind of evening the playing fair
and i know if i said that in class i would saying it in the bitchyest way ever and every one wld glare at me
and i wasnt trying to have that happen
also, im mega swole i didnt get women that kill in my womens studies
i got like alternative religions, which im pretty sure was my 3rd choice
uggggg
fake and gay
woke up late
by an hr 15mins
i mean, yea, i was pretty much done like 2mins before my class started
buttttttttttttt
i really hate being late
and the teacher doesnt take attendance
and its boring
and he wrote the book so ill just take notes out of that
and because someone i have that class with keeps not going to it, and im sick of having to send said person notes, so i figured, well, said person isnt txting me, so said person must not be awake, and said person is probably not intellegent enough to just take notes out of the book
but if i did go said person would ask for notes
and id be nice and send them to said person
but yea
im going to mass communication, because i love that class
then my common hour thingy
because its actually semi usefull or amusing
and i still know like no one in any of my classes
i mean i know of them, but i dont know them
lolz
actaully, i talk to alot of them
but thats mainly just a hi
or a "IM FUCKING DRUNK SO IMMA HUG U!!!! AND SO ARE MY FRIENDSSSS!!!!" kinda thing
or at least i think they were drunk
and hope
because if not it wld b weird
idk
ill see them in 2 out of 3 classes i goto
it would b 3 outta 4
but yea
we went over that
haha
this is all i do in class ne ways :p
oh, and ill see them at the radio
and my budddddie lyn xD haha
she is like the only grl i bonded with
actually, naw, there a few
but i only hang out with 1 grl other than saying hi, haha, and its not here
we made plans, but always cancel on each other
its kinda funny
haha
at least its not one sided xD
its two sided!! haha
some quotes from people here that make me giggle:
"r u two twins?"
"no they are the twins, im just his penis"
---------------------------------------------
"and im jack-me-off"
and i legit call him that xDDD
---------------------------------------------
"it was like throwing a hot dog down a hall way"
---------------------------------------------
"yes, we were talking about u"
me: "well thanks for including me, it makes me feel a little better"
"well then ur un included"
--------------------------------------------
me: "wait, i think i know u"
"no u dont holli, i dont know wat ur talking about"
~~later
*waves vigioursioly*
me: "ur names rob, i knew i knew u"
"who are u?"
---------------------------------------------
"its like a 4 and a half hr walk from here to butterfield and im always late"
its really only 10 to 15mins
--------------------------------------------
me: "i wanna be an art major, they have a coffee pot in there"
"do u have any artistic skill"
me: "wtf does that have to do with a coffee maker!??!?!"
--------------------------------------------
"NO! shut up, your an art major"
"i know, my parents always yell at me to get a real major"
--------------------------------------------
"it was just a quarter!!"
me: "IT WAS A NICKELLLL!!!!!!"
"ill fuck you up"
-------------------------------------------
"if you poke me again ill rape you"
------------------------------------------
"no means go"
------------------------------------------
me: "touch my peanutbutter m&ms and ill kill you so hard ull wish u were a jew"
"that doesnt make any sense"
me: "but ull remember it"
"touche"
-----------------------------------------
"i use to only poop like once every 3 days, but not i have like 3 little poops every day, oh im sorry [bf's name] is this making you uncomfortable"
"yea..."
"i like having little poops better"
----------------------------------------
"HE WAS SOOOOOOOO FAT!!!!!!"
"are u sure it wasnt u, i mean the chair didnt break till you were both on it"
------------------------------------------
"[someone talking about the drama stuff and how i sld be getting a call]"
me: "wait, how the fuck do u recognize me???"
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me: "where is norms"
"whats a norms"
me: "idfk, where is it"
~~approach random person
"wheres norms"
*laughs hysterically and walks away*
---------------------------------------------
me: "wheres douche-et"
"u mean douch-ay"
me: "no, im pretty sure it pronounces douche-et"
--------------------------------------------
"are they zombies"
me: "no, they are people that got force fed this heart looking thing with tenticials and got all zombified"
"so they are zombies"
me: "no they arent"
"you said zombified, that means they are zombies"
me: "dont yous logic on me, its a video game"
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"im gonna go tanning so i look like a terriorst on sept 11 and have cult sign ups"
----------------------------------------------
"that was so good, i just ate it and didnt talk for like an hr and a half"
me: "im pretty sure it wasnt even a half hr"
"idk wat kinda time ur traveling, but it was definiatly like AT LEAST an hr and a half"
---------------------------------------------
and thats all i can think of
i think
haha xDDDD
i mean, yea, i was pretty much done like 2mins before my class started
buttttttttttttt
i really hate being late
and the teacher doesnt take attendance
and its boring
and he wrote the book so ill just take notes out of that
and because someone i have that class with keeps not going to it, and im sick of having to send said person notes, so i figured, well, said person isnt txting me, so said person must not be awake, and said person is probably not intellegent enough to just take notes out of the book
but if i did go said person would ask for notes
and id be nice and send them to said person
but yea
im going to mass communication, because i love that class
then my common hour thingy
because its actually semi usefull or amusing
and i still know like no one in any of my classes
i mean i know of them, but i dont know them
lolz
actaully, i talk to alot of them
but thats mainly just a hi
or a "IM FUCKING DRUNK SO IMMA HUG U!!!! AND SO ARE MY FRIENDSSSS!!!!" kinda thing
or at least i think they were drunk
and hope
because if not it wld b weird
idk
ill see them in 2 out of 3 classes i goto
it would b 3 outta 4
but yea
we went over that
haha
this is all i do in class ne ways :p
oh, and ill see them at the radio
and my budddddie lyn xD haha
she is like the only grl i bonded with
actually, naw, there a few
but i only hang out with 1 grl other than saying hi, haha, and its not here
we made plans, but always cancel on each other
its kinda funny
haha
at least its not one sided xD
its two sided!! haha
some quotes from people here that make me giggle:
"r u two twins?"
"no they are the twins, im just his penis"
---------------------------------------------
"and im jack-me-off"
and i legit call him that xDDD
---------------------------------------------
"it was like throwing a hot dog down a hall way"
---------------------------------------------
"yes, we were talking about u"
me: "well thanks for including me, it makes me feel a little better"
"well then ur un included"
--------------------------------------------
me: "wait, i think i know u"
"no u dont holli, i dont know wat ur talking about"
~~later
*waves vigioursioly*
me: "ur names rob, i knew i knew u"
"who are u?"
---------------------------------------------
"its like a 4 and a half hr walk from here to butterfield and im always late"
its really only 10 to 15mins
--------------------------------------------
me: "i wanna be an art major, they have a coffee pot in there"
"do u have any artistic skill"
me: "wtf does that have to do with a coffee maker!??!?!"
--------------------------------------------
"NO! shut up, your an art major"
"i know, my parents always yell at me to get a real major"
--------------------------------------------
"it was just a quarter!!"
me: "IT WAS A NICKELLLL!!!!!!"
"ill fuck you up"
-------------------------------------------
"if you poke me again ill rape you"
------------------------------------------
"no means go"
------------------------------------------
me: "touch my peanutbutter m&ms and ill kill you so hard ull wish u were a jew"
"that doesnt make any sense"
me: "but ull remember it"
"touche"
-----------------------------------------
"i use to only poop like once every 3 days, but not i have like 3 little poops every day, oh im sorry [bf's name] is this making you uncomfortable"
"yea..."
"i like having little poops better"
----------------------------------------
"HE WAS SOOOOOOOO FAT!!!!!!"
"are u sure it wasnt u, i mean the chair didnt break till you were both on it"
------------------------------------------
"[someone talking about the drama stuff and how i sld be getting a call]"
me: "wait, how the fuck do u recognize me???"
----------------------------------------------
me: "where is norms"
"whats a norms"
me: "idfk, where is it"
~~approach random person
"wheres norms"
*laughs hysterically and walks away*
---------------------------------------------
me: "wheres douche-et"
"u mean douch-ay"
me: "no, im pretty sure it pronounces douche-et"
--------------------------------------------
"are they zombies"
me: "no, they are people that got force fed this heart looking thing with tenticials and got all zombified"
"so they are zombies"
me: "no they arent"
"you said zombified, that means they are zombies"
me: "dont yous logic on me, its a video game"
----------------------------------------------
"im gonna go tanning so i look like a terriorst on sept 11 and have cult sign ups"
----------------------------------------------
"that was so good, i just ate it and didnt talk for like an hr and a half"
me: "im pretty sure it wasnt even a half hr"
"idk wat kinda time ur traveling, but it was definiatly like AT LEAST an hr and a half"
---------------------------------------------
and thats all i can think of
i think
haha xDDDD
colleeeeeeeeeeeeeeen!
ramen also contains like 324923409823490823 calories and 320948394832 cups of sodium, haha
im trying not to kill myself :p
im trying not to kill myself :p
9/12/11
i got no reason to apologize
blah
hungry
thinking
and everything is sore x_x
i just wanna lay in bed
but
i need to drop off applications
and eat
maybe im sore because i skipped lunch
but i did it cuz i was sore and had to go see if my book was there
which it wasnt
i didnt eat breakfast either
my belly is yelllling at me D:
hungry
thinking
and everything is sore x_x
i just wanna lay in bed
but
i need to drop off applications
and eat
maybe im sore because i skipped lunch
but i did it cuz i was sore and had to go see if my book was there
which it wasnt
i didnt eat breakfast either
my belly is yelllling at me D:
9/11/11
i dont fucking care
im transferring
maybe not next semester
but definitely next year
despite the fact the school i want to go to will be in even more but fuck no where
at least ill actually want to be there
maybe not next semester
but definitely next year
despite the fact the school i want to go to will be in even more but fuck no where
at least ill actually want to be there
needless to say
last night was probably one of THE WEIRDEST nights ever
haha
and i <3 drunk ppl
bahahaha
and the douche as kwikifill
and drunk ppl bitching about him
and the like
"no, we arnt twins, im actually his penis"
haha
weird, weird, weird, weird
but kinda in a good way
and kinda in a not
lollollollollollollollollollollollollol
well i better get ready, cuz i feel bad that i promised ppl id get brunch with them
but seeing as how i didnt get home till 5am, that didnt happen
haha xD
p.s.colleen: no i do not have a crush on someone
i just cant sleep unless i txt someone
haha
haha
and i <3 drunk ppl
bahahaha
and the douche as kwikifill
and drunk ppl bitching about him
and the like
"no, we arnt twins, im actually his penis"
haha
weird, weird, weird, weird
but kinda in a good way
and kinda in a not
lollollollollollollollollollollollollol
well i better get ready, cuz i feel bad that i promised ppl id get brunch with them
but seeing as how i didnt get home till 5am, that didnt happen
haha xD
p.s.colleen: no i do not have a crush on someone
i just cant sleep unless i txt someone
haha
9/10/11
fucking fire drill at 3am x_x
legit 20 mins after i fall asleep too
uggggg
everyone was so pissed
well, the ones that were sleeping, haha
i woke up and was confused
and wasnter sure if i was going crazy or wat
then i noticed my room mates light was on
and was like
shitttttt x_x
"theres a fucking flipped over wheel chair in there, and their microwave was open!!!! it was them!!!!!"
blah, well, now i gotta try to get back to sleep x_x
and wat sucks the most
i was trying to txt someone
and he was sleeping
and i figured that hed b awake cuz of the loud as fucking alarm
but no, hes not
damnit
lolz
uggggg
everyone was so pissed
well, the ones that were sleeping, haha
i woke up and was confused
and wasnter sure if i was going crazy or wat
then i noticed my room mates light was on
and was like
shitttttt x_x
"theres a fucking flipped over wheel chair in there, and their microwave was open!!!! it was them!!!!!"
blah, well, now i gotta try to get back to sleep x_x
and wat sucks the most
i was trying to txt someone
and he was sleeping
and i figured that hed b awake cuz of the loud as fucking alarm
but no, hes not
damnit
lolz
9/8/11
uggggg
tired as fucking shit
i think today is gonna b a lazy day
im think imma go back to my dorm after classes
and take a nap
and watch a movie
preferably a micheal moore movie
most likley bowling for columbine
because i havent seen it in a while
and because it wld b the logical idea to watch his one about 9/11
maybe ill watch both
if netflix decides to like me today that it
my belly hurts
from coffee cramsp
ugggg
x_x
gotta try to stay awake
gotta do it
just hafta!
blah
college is stupid
and i still wish i was at a different one
like nescom
or the music institute
but, ugggg, idc
jr year i can do an internship ANYWHERE in the world
and get 15 credits :D
hehehe :DDDDDD
id love it
so very very much
and i might do it my sr year
2nd semester
cuz then maybe ill b able to find a job right away
but i really wanna do it my 1st of my jr year
maybe ill try for my 2nd jr year
and if not, my 1st of sr
i dnt wanna wait
argggg!!!!!
:D<3
ANYWHERE!!!!
i think today is gonna b a lazy day
im think imma go back to my dorm after classes
and take a nap
and watch a movie
preferably a micheal moore movie
most likley bowling for columbine
because i havent seen it in a while
and because it wld b the logical idea to watch his one about 9/11
maybe ill watch both
if netflix decides to like me today that it
my belly hurts
from coffee cramsp
ugggg
x_x
gotta try to stay awake
gotta do it
just hafta!
blah
college is stupid
and i still wish i was at a different one
like nescom
or the music institute
but, ugggg, idc
jr year i can do an internship ANYWHERE in the world
and get 15 credits :D
hehehe :DDDDDD
id love it
so very very much
and i might do it my sr year
2nd semester
cuz then maybe ill b able to find a job right away
but i really wanna do it my 1st of my jr year
maybe ill try for my 2nd jr year
and if not, my 1st of sr
i dnt wanna wait
argggg!!!!!
:D<3
ANYWHERE!!!!
uggggggggg
ill just never be content ever
and ill never be happy with everything
things are stupid
people are stupid
im stupid
and i have proof
if people wernt stupid would hair dryers need warning labels that say not to use while sleeping or in the tub?
yea, thats wat i thouhgt
hehe, look at me going off topic with my little no funny joke in order to distract my mind from everything
ugggg
yes, in a way im happy here
but in a way its too much
and in another its not enough
as much as i hated being in that city so fucking early everyday
i fucking miss that shit
i mean, i spent more time in the city than in my house
and now im like
"shit....."
and ill never be happy with everything
things are stupid
people are stupid
im stupid
and i have proof
if people wernt stupid would hair dryers need warning labels that say not to use while sleeping or in the tub?
yea, thats wat i thouhgt
hehe, look at me going off topic with my little no funny joke in order to distract my mind from everything
ugggg
yes, in a way im happy here
but in a way its too much
and in another its not enough
as much as i hated being in that city so fucking early everyday
i fucking miss that shit
i mean, i spent more time in the city than in my house
and now im like
"shit....."
9/6/11
Punch line, are they sell outs?
"A very BIG Punchline Announcement…
by Chris Fafalios
Our plane is about to take off for Los Angeles, where we will be spending the next couple weeks recording 6 songs for the new Punchline album. We have written what we believe are a collection of our best songs yet, and we are very excited to lay them down and bring our vision to life. This is our second trip to the “City of Angels” in a month, and we will be telling you why we were here in mid-August soon (it was for a very crazy reason, which we’ll be telling everyone we ever met about as soon as the time is right).
In Punchline, we have never been all about doing whatever was cool at that moment in an effort to become more popular. We have passed on possible opportunities if they seemed to jeopardize what we believed and have worked so hard for. While sometimes we might look back and say “what if?”, we have to at the same time look at ourselves and say “we’re still a band after all these years”. We enjoy making music more than ever, and we feel very confident - both on a songwriting and musicianship level - that we are at our peak. I hope that this doesn’t come off as arrogant, because that’s not my intentions. I am just surrounded by my favorite musicians in the world, and I’m honored to be able to go record with them once again.
As much as we are psyched to go record and release songs that we like, that’s not all we want to do. We owe it to ourselves - and the people who have supported us for over 14 years - to try to reach a level we’ve never reached before with this new recording. We want to get to a point where all we have to worry about in life is writing music and making each album better than the last, and not constantly stress about paying rent or being broke. This is about as real as it gets, my friends. Everything that has happened to us over this decade-and-a-half has led us to this point, and the time is now.
We are a very focused band right now, ready to make rock music that speaks to the world. Our long term goal is to be able to continue releasing albums and being a band for a very long time. Our short term goal is this: release one of these new songs and reach #1 on the iTunes singles charts. Lofty goal for a relatively small band like Punchline? Maybe. But we believe deep down that if this is meant to be, the people that care will help spread the word and spend that 99 cents on the day we release a new song. Between our longevity, writing our best songs yet, and the fact that we have the greatest supporters of any band we’ve ever seen, we think we might have a shot at having a song on that little sidebar on your iTunes - right between Lil Wayne and Adele.
We will let you know way in advance when a new song will be up. We are counting on your support to reach this goal, so that we can set new goals to accomplish, allowing us to remain a band FOREVER.
Now REBLOG the FUCK out of this!
-Chris Fafalios"
i was sent this in an e-mail
and it brought a tear to my eye
i wanted to stand up in my chair and scream sell outs at the top of my lungs
i kno, im not a die hard fan
but the fact is fact, they are still selling out
in my eyes they should stay this local band forever
but they are right
they do deserve it
a band that could last for 14years strong really and truly does deserve it
but still
idk
i guess this proves that every one, will in time, sell out
and better themselves
it kills me tho
but ill accept it
by reading this my mind keeps circuling the ideas of the brokencyde thing being a publicity stunt
sorry
it had to be said...
by Chris Fafalios
Our plane is about to take off for Los Angeles, where we will be spending the next couple weeks recording 6 songs for the new Punchline album. We have written what we believe are a collection of our best songs yet, and we are very excited to lay them down and bring our vision to life. This is our second trip to the “City of Angels” in a month, and we will be telling you why we were here in mid-August soon (it was for a very crazy reason, which we’ll be telling everyone we ever met about as soon as the time is right).
In Punchline, we have never been all about doing whatever was cool at that moment in an effort to become more popular. We have passed on possible opportunities if they seemed to jeopardize what we believed and have worked so hard for. While sometimes we might look back and say “what if?”, we have to at the same time look at ourselves and say “we’re still a band after all these years”. We enjoy making music more than ever, and we feel very confident - both on a songwriting and musicianship level - that we are at our peak. I hope that this doesn’t come off as arrogant, because that’s not my intentions. I am just surrounded by my favorite musicians in the world, and I’m honored to be able to go record with them once again.
As much as we are psyched to go record and release songs that we like, that’s not all we want to do. We owe it to ourselves - and the people who have supported us for over 14 years - to try to reach a level we’ve never reached before with this new recording. We want to get to a point where all we have to worry about in life is writing music and making each album better than the last, and not constantly stress about paying rent or being broke. This is about as real as it gets, my friends. Everything that has happened to us over this decade-and-a-half has led us to this point, and the time is now.
We are a very focused band right now, ready to make rock music that speaks to the world. Our long term goal is to be able to continue releasing albums and being a band for a very long time. Our short term goal is this: release one of these new songs and reach #1 on the iTunes singles charts. Lofty goal for a relatively small band like Punchline? Maybe. But we believe deep down that if this is meant to be, the people that care will help spread the word and spend that 99 cents on the day we release a new song. Between our longevity, writing our best songs yet, and the fact that we have the greatest supporters of any band we’ve ever seen, we think we might have a shot at having a song on that little sidebar on your iTunes - right between Lil Wayne and Adele.
We will let you know way in advance when a new song will be up. We are counting on your support to reach this goal, so that we can set new goals to accomplish, allowing us to remain a band FOREVER.
Now REBLOG the FUCK out of this!
-Chris Fafalios"
i was sent this in an e-mail
and it brought a tear to my eye
i wanted to stand up in my chair and scream sell outs at the top of my lungs
i kno, im not a die hard fan
but the fact is fact, they are still selling out
in my eyes they should stay this local band forever
but they are right
they do deserve it
a band that could last for 14years strong really and truly does deserve it
but still
idk
i guess this proves that every one, will in time, sell out
and better themselves
it kills me tho
but ill accept it
by reading this my mind keeps circuling the ideas of the brokencyde thing being a publicity stunt
sorry
it had to be said...
9/5/11
"What is there to see if I go outside? Don't tell me. I know. I can see other people. I don't want to see other people. They look awful. The men look like slobs and the women look like men. The men have mush faces framed by long hair and the women have big noses, big jaws, big heads, and stick-like bodies. That depresses me. Its no fun to people-watch anymore because there's so little variety in types.
You say it's good to get a change of scenery. What scenery? New buildings? New cars? New freeways? New shopping malls? Go to the woods or a park? I saw a tree once. The new ones look the same, which is fine. I even remember what the old ones look like. My memory isn't that short. But it's not worth going to see a squirrel grab a nut, or fish swimming around in a big tank if I must put up with the ugly contemporary human pollution that accompanies each excursion. The squirrel may enliven me and remind me of better vistas but the price in social interaction isn't worth it. If, on my way to visit the squirrel, I encounter a single person who gains stimulation by seeing me, I feel like I have given more than I've received and I get sore.
If every time I go somewhere to see a fish swimming, I become someone else's stimulation, I feel shortchanged. I'll buy my own fish and watch it swim. Then, I can watch the fish, the fish can watch me, we can be friends, and nobody else interferes with the interaction, like trying to hear what the fish and I are talking about. I won't have to get dressed a certain way to visit the fish. I needn't dress the way my pride dictates, because who's going to see me? I needn't wear any pants. The fish doesn't care. He doesn't read the tabloids. But, if I go out to see a fish other than my own, I'm right back where I started: entertaining others, which is more depleting than visiting the new fish is entertaining.
Maybe I should go to a coffee house. I find no stimulation in watching ordinary people trying to put the make on other uninteresting people. I can fix my own cup of coffee and not have to look at or talk to other people. No matter where I go, I stimulate others, and have been doing so all my life. It used to be I'd sometimes get stimulated back."
the more i read into it, and him, the more i feel like it is right
im slowly starting to think that i should follow satanism, specifically LaVeyan satanism
that is who that quote if from btw
but i like it ideas
because i have really stopped believing in heaven and hell and in god and the devil
and i love the idea of me being my own god and my own devil
and me understanding that i am the soul purpose of the good and the bad in my life
and yea
fin
You say it's good to get a change of scenery. What scenery? New buildings? New cars? New freeways? New shopping malls? Go to the woods or a park? I saw a tree once. The new ones look the same, which is fine. I even remember what the old ones look like. My memory isn't that short. But it's not worth going to see a squirrel grab a nut, or fish swimming around in a big tank if I must put up with the ugly contemporary human pollution that accompanies each excursion. The squirrel may enliven me and remind me of better vistas but the price in social interaction isn't worth it. If, on my way to visit the squirrel, I encounter a single person who gains stimulation by seeing me, I feel like I have given more than I've received and I get sore.
If every time I go somewhere to see a fish swimming, I become someone else's stimulation, I feel shortchanged. I'll buy my own fish and watch it swim. Then, I can watch the fish, the fish can watch me, we can be friends, and nobody else interferes with the interaction, like trying to hear what the fish and I are talking about. I won't have to get dressed a certain way to visit the fish. I needn't dress the way my pride dictates, because who's going to see me? I needn't wear any pants. The fish doesn't care. He doesn't read the tabloids. But, if I go out to see a fish other than my own, I'm right back where I started: entertaining others, which is more depleting than visiting the new fish is entertaining.
Maybe I should go to a coffee house. I find no stimulation in watching ordinary people trying to put the make on other uninteresting people. I can fix my own cup of coffee and not have to look at or talk to other people. No matter where I go, I stimulate others, and have been doing so all my life. It used to be I'd sometimes get stimulated back."
the more i read into it, and him, the more i feel like it is right
im slowly starting to think that i should follow satanism, specifically LaVeyan satanism
that is who that quote if from btw
but i like it ideas
because i have really stopped believing in heaven and hell and in god and the devil
and i love the idea of me being my own god and my own devil
and me understanding that i am the soul purpose of the good and the bad in my life
and yea
fin
9/1/11
ugggggg
my teacher is singing american pie
and im sturggleing not to sleep
and i did dose off for a min
mainly cuz i only got 4hrs of sleep
because i cldnt
so i txted some reandom person from campus and hung out with him till 230
haha
soooo, yea
that+ waking up at 7am= not fun
uggg
at least its not shitty high where im waking up around 5, 530 and in classs till 4 then got work
and thanks to city high i can blog and be on facebook and pay attention to what my proffessor is saying and take notes, haha
and now im awak
and its not cuz this class is boring, its interesting, i.e. he was singing american pie
i just need a nap, or coffee, or an energy drink
blah
and im sturggleing not to sleep
and i did dose off for a min
mainly cuz i only got 4hrs of sleep
because i cldnt
so i txted some reandom person from campus and hung out with him till 230
haha
soooo, yea
that+ waking up at 7am= not fun
uggg
at least its not shitty high where im waking up around 5, 530 and in classs till 4 then got work
and thanks to city high i can blog and be on facebook and pay attention to what my proffessor is saying and take notes, haha
and now im awak
and its not cuz this class is boring, its interesting, i.e. he was singing american pie
i just need a nap, or coffee, or an energy drink
blah
8/31/11
8/26/11
im laying in my bed
in my dorm
at edinboro
and i hasnt kicked in that im at college yet x_x
i think it will by monday, when classes start
and if not by the first weekend, i know it will...haha
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